Originally posted by Trunxy/Dogan

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You know what's funny is that when I think about it, there is nobody except me, that knows me for everything I am. I guess it's logical, I mean some people look at me as smart, others see me as dumb, some look at me as lazy, others see me as hardworking, some look at me as an angry kid, others see me as a happy person, some look at me as a fun guy, others see me as an annoyance, some look at me as a nerd, others see me as someone who has no idea about "nerd" things, some see me as stoic, others see me as emotional, some see me as brave, others see me as a shy person, some see me as nice, others see me as a cold sob, etc. And when I look at it, those are all true, because I can't be defined as a definite...anything! That is somewhat of a problem, because I am an indefinite person; it's really hard for me to make decisions with anything. But I can say one thing, I am not a nihilist, but just the opposite; everything looks good to me. Here's a sum-up of me: a complex person who is flexible for other people. When I die, I would rather be dead on account of someone else rather than my own ambitions...only because I don't have any definite ambitions as of yet.

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