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Steak Zora Level: 35  Posts: 1/507 EXP: 278751 For next: 1185 Since: 03-16-04 From: Ohio University Since last post: 195 days Last activity: 195 days |
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| Seems like I get m'self into a relationship that has something I *really* don't want in the picture, and things go kaplooie, and Ben pushes everything away from him, giving any variety of excuses: sometimes good, sometimes bad, sometimes just sounds good.. Then Ben calms down and returns to what he'd been doing before. Sigh. That was a relationship I never would've gotten into if I knew about her level of independance. All our mutual friends agree...it's a fault. She *can't* let herself feel close to someone, or can't stand it when somebody feels close to her, or some such bullshit. Something along those lines; I can't remember specifically. So...closeness between us is out. That's a pity...that's why I even get involved in a relationship like that. Big fights erupted over a bunch of different things I'd been doing...and it all goes back to that, or that stressed-out Ben acts a bit eractic and does strange/arguably possessive/chaotic/insert aggitating trait here things. And rebound is great fun...or not. Hate the rebound. Hate the girl m' brain picked out for the rebound. She's...not all there. Perfectly nice girl...'till she gets depressed. Or whatever. She tried to kill herself a couple weeks ago; this should be a sign somewhere upstairs. I know she's not interested except a good friendship and/or *maybe* casual sex...she's like that. Casual sex isn't m' style. Not a bit of emotional connection comes from it...so I'm barking up the wrong tree again. Not to mention it's the rebound...so I shouldn't take it serious in the first place. In other news, I've learned how to do Celtic knots from an S.C.A. meeting. Can't remember what that stands for, but oh well. I've several on paper, and now twenty on computer. One of m' favourites has been incoporated into m' layout. Also in other news, I'll be getting a custom epee hilt soon. I forget the specific German hilt it is...but the grip itself will be mahogany (sp?). I know this fellow who's *very* good at making this stuff. It'll be $50...I get paid Friday, and I'll be working for $8/hr under the table all of next week. So...I can get m' textbooks, and m' sword. It'll probably be readied by mid-April, since he won't have a chance to get started on it 'till then. I mentioned the blade to the rebound girl, and now she wants one. She's fenced before...or so she says. This should make next term interesting...in the fencing club there'll be *maybe* 16 people present if we get lucky...one'll be m' ex-, and another the rebound from m' ex-...and everybody's swinging swords at each other. This sounds dangerous, but it's too much fun to pass up. I have three finals tomorrow. The only one that worries me is Shakespeare. Bid me luck on that. So...yeah. I'm back, after a brief absence. |
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Bit-Blade Pixel Artist Level: 34  Posts: 8/445 EXP: 229264 For next: 24387 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 2 days Last activity: 7 hours |
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| Glad to see you haven't left yet entirely. Maybe we can battle again someday. As to your post, I really don't know what I can tell you... but sometimes it's just good knowing someone is listening. Good luck on your finals. | |||
neotransotaku Baby Mario 戻れたら、 誰も気が付く Level: 87 Posts: 136/4016 EXP: 6220548 For next: 172226 Since: 03-15-04 From: Outside of Time/Space Since last post: 11 hours Last activity: 1 hour |
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welcome back  so, everything is in order again? well...according to you post, it seems that way  |
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Kefka Indefinitely Unbanned Level: 81 Posts: 122/3392 EXP: 4826208 For next: 166641 Since: 03-15-04 From: Pomona, CALIFORNIA BABY! Since last post: 4 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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Um, good luck with that. And um, thanks for registering again. Make sure you hang around now and then to help the FF hax0r n00bs  Back on topic: Relationships were not meant to be easy. They will have their struggles. If you work through them, good things will come out of it. Good luck. |
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