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cowsruleusall

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Posted on 05-06-05 05:33 AM Link | Quote
Something very strange happened to me today. After spending forever with the counselor at school, I found out that I am emotionally unbalanced, mentally unstable especially in times of stress, and have slight criminally insane tendancies . The counselor also says that if for some reason, some sort of massively traumatic event happens, I'll snap, have a total breakdown, and possibly go completely insane. So yes, I actually am crazy, although I have no idea what my criminally insane tendancies are. I was psychoanalyzed, so it's probably some sort of subconscious thing. Wow. Anybody else have an unusual mental state/condition (schizophrenia, ADD, ADHD, split personality, etc.)? I just want to see if I'm literally the craziest person on the board. And once again, I'm rambling. Sorry.
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Posted on 05-06-05 05:50 AM Link | Quote
No, not that I know of.

That's got to suck though... :\
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Posted on 05-06-05 06:27 AM Link | Quote
Alcoholism, maybe. But besides that, maybe, though I obviously don't think so.
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Posted on 05-06-05 06:51 AM Link | Quote
Mild dyslexia, ADHD, Asperger's Syndrome.

Bah.

Oh, and in relation to the whole traumatic event thing, I have obtained evidence that your entire family was brutally murdered and their corpses were sodomized while you were too young to remember anything, and that you are now living with the people who did this to your family, and they intend to do the same thing to you once you turn 15.
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Posted on 05-06-05 07:25 AM Link | Quote
Awesome! Or not..... Anyway, you are not alone. I've seen people completely change after something big happens to them. They are not fun to be with then. Anyway, I hope for the best for you, cow!
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Posted on 05-06-05 07:30 AM Link | Quote
LOL! Sure... help the guy some more why don't you?


Anyway, I have anxiety, situational depression, ADHD, tourettes, and some other crap I can't remember

Basically, I go nuts without my meds. I'm super hyper and get mad really easily. There were times when I'd burst out and go ape shit on everyone just because my food wasn't hot enough

I would also get into fights constantly and not stop until someone was unconscious. Why? I have no idea. I just sorta snap and it's all a blur till afterwords. Of course, this hasn't happened in like 5+ years. I finally got the right medication

I used to be really, really suicidal. Every little thing would cause me to breakdown and just go into random fits of crying my eyes out. Medication and counseling didn't effect this at all, and the only thing that saved me was the passage of time. I guess it was a matter of maturity (or lack there of) on my part. I kinda emotionally evolved, in a way.

Now, instead of being all about me and doing whatever, and I mean whatever it takes to accomplish that, I've kind of become fascist. Scary, yes, but it works out, actually. I view things as if I was looking down on them, being able to see everything at once. I'm extremely realistic and not very keen on individualism. I've grown a lot wiser and learned a lot more in the last year or two, especially thanks to my father.

Now I'm able to think logically instead of emotionally, and it helps a ton. I no longer give a damn about what people think of me, and just brush off teasing, put-downs, etc. I've gained a lot of self-esteem and self-confidence, and I'm very pleased of the results.

So yeah, I'm pretty fucked up. My mother's completely insane (bi-polar, suicidal, manic depressive, and a lot more that I don't care to bring up. To sum it all up, she's crazy. That, of course, is why I live with my father...) , and my dad's had his history of bad times... guess the combination wasn't the best thing ever, eh?
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Posted on 05-06-05 07:31 AM Link | Quote
A.D.D., and although i know some people refuse to believe in "addictive personalities", i would say that when it come to things like that, i can have a lack of will power. i guess if it counts i was extremely depressed for a few years, not that people i knew could tell, and almost killed myself in the spring of '04 before entering a long set of therapy, which i'm happy to say made me a stronger person. now life is good and death isn't as appealing as it used to be. I have too much fucking crazy stuff to do yet in this lifetime before i kick the bucket

That aside, i do get very very bad impulses from time to time. You know, like when you get those crazy "dude, what if i just pushed that guy down the stairs for no reason", or "what if instead of stopping at this red light i just kept driving as fast as i can until the car hits something or stops". Something in that vein, at least. And although i never act on the major ones, the minor impulses can lead to some very interesting stories. highschool was fucking crazy like that. especially when you're not expecting to keep living for much longer, you get a pretty carefree attitude, to say the least.


(edited by Gavin on 05-05-05 02:33 PM)
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Posted on 05-06-05 07:38 AM Link | Quote
Wow. I'm not the only crazy one. I forgot to mention my occasional short-term memory loss, but nobody seems to be coming any close to Vyper. Well, we're all wierd to some extent.

Kyouji, as traumatizing as that'd be, I think that's pretty funny (and I'm not being sarcastic). If something like that really did happen, I'd probably laugh my ass off instead of being traumatized , but then again, I'm going to put a cowprod on the front of my car and just run through all of the high school pedestrians who get in my way once I get my car , so I think that's just the criminal tendancies showing up.

I think part of the criminal tendancies includes the bad implses Gavin was talking about. I know there's more to it, but I wasn't paying attention to the counselor because I was too busy thinking of stuff too odd to post here.
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Posted on 05-06-05 09:27 AM Link | Quote
ADD...the ritalin makes me twitch and shit if i take it too early. I need to get that other stuff...it starts with an A, Adenol maybe it was.
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Posted on 05-06-05 09:50 AM Link | Quote
I have Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Clinical Depression.

I used to manage it with medication, but I don't think the medication helped, in fact it just made me numb.

I've been feeling a lot better lately.
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Posted on 05-06-05 10:33 AM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Keitaro
ADD...the ritalin makes me twitch and shit if i take it too early. I need to get that other stuff...it starts with an A, Adenol maybe it was.


i'm guessing you meant adderall. and yes, adderall is much much better in terms of side effects than ritalin. i've heard that concerta is nice too, although i personally haven't tried it and stopped taking the medication years ago. it turned me into a freaking zombie.
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Posted on 05-06-05 10:52 AM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Gavin
Originally posted by Keitaro
ADD...the ritalin makes me twitch and shit if i take it too early. I need to get that other stuff...it starts with an A, Adenol maybe it was.


i'm guessing you meant adderall. and yes, adderall is much much better in terms of side effects than ritalin. i've heard that concerta is nice too, although i personally haven't tried it and stopped taking the medication years ago. it turned me into a freaking zombie.


Exactly what the various anti-depressives I took did, and SSRI's are meant to be less... problematic... than some other drugs.

Numb. Every day, just numb. Not sad, but not able to enjoy even a small pocket of happiness either.
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Posted on 05-07-05 08:53 AM Link | Quote
What Kyouji said, minus the dyslexia.
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Posted on 05-07-05 09:25 AM Link | Quote
I have the OCD.
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Posted on 05-08-05 07:39 AM Link | Quote
I have the FOAKES....

Flip Out And Kill Everyone Syndrome, stand back fools!

No, I don't, I'm actually quite sane, sadly.
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Posted on 05-08-05 03:48 PM Link | Quote
I have Asperger's Syndrome and Tourette's Syndrome and nothing more. No problems with that.

And I
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Posted on 05-08-05 05:43 PM Link | Quote
I'm personally glad I've never been psycho-analyzed. I already know I'm fucked up in the head, without other people knowing it too.
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Posted on 05-08-05 05:50 PM Link | Quote
Well, everyone has criminally insane thoughts, but no one carries them out unless they want too.

I have the FOAKES
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Posted on 05-08-05 10:06 PM Link | Quote
Originally posted by GRAVITEH
Well, everyone has criminally insane thoughts, but no one carries them out unless they want too.


... thanks for your grand insights

and on another note: i've not heard of or was able to find any information about "Foakes". what exaclty is it?
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Posted on 05-09-05 12:15 AM Link | Quote
OCD, anxiety, and depression.

If I had to get rid of one, it'd be the OCD, since that's probably what causes the other two. XD
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