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Vilgirio Goomba                  Since: 02-02-06 Last post: 6537 days Last view: 6537 days |
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| My. Life. Is. SHIT!
okay...I don't know WHERE to start off first because, as the title explains, everything bad happens to me. I want to cry, but I've been shunted pretty much my entire life, Mentally abused, and beaten on, that I just seem to not be able to display emotions anymore... I'm like a computer with so many viruses on it that it can't do what it was programmed to do any more.. I even try to be nice and help people, but SOMEONE has to be a complete asshole and ends up making me be gloomy and hateful towards people... Want to hear what I say when I'm pissed or depressed? I hate people. My life is so bad, that at one point I even considered suicide.. I know, I'm a wimp ass pussy to consider an easy way out like that. The only people other then family and some close friends that like me only know my cyber personality, as I play a Ragnarok online private server most of the time, unless I'm rom hacking. I'm sure they would think I'm a loser and a weak ass wimp if they knew the real me. I used to be a very happy person, because my Dad told me that I smiled so much in my play pen when I was 2, that him and my Mom seriously considered renaming me to Stevie Wonder. I wasn't even crying when I typed this, because as I said earlier, I'm like a computer with so many viruses on it that it can't do what it was programmed to do any more.. I could burst out though, but I'm so afraid of hurting/killing/mentally abusing someone when I do...I mean, yeah most of the people I know caused me to be like this and I should feel like I want revenge, but I still feel like they will get their true punishment when they look back on the days when the made one of their classmates tainted and feel like a total and complete ass. I wish they could somehow find out that if they actually cared about me, that I would do the same. Here, I'll give you a description of what I look like and some other things. I'm 130 lbs., about 5' 3" a little chubby, I have brown, short hair and brown eyes.I'm 13 years of age, and I almost have a single eye brow spaning across the tops of my eyes. I'm treated like a nerd, but I most likley have the losest marks of the class right now out of drepression. I know, ironic, isn't it? I also wish I could find a girl who could actually comprehend how I feel like and actually understand me. Maybe that could be possible, if I wasn't shunned away by people. |
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Cruel Justice I have better things to do.   Since: 11-18-05 From: At my house! Last post: 6329 days Last view: 6328 days |
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| I used to be like you pal. I can definately sympathize. When I was about your age I felt the same way. Don't worry about what people call you. They obviously do that to make themselves feel better, why? They're insecure pricks.
Know your enemies, friends and the people who haven't done anything to you. Don't just toss a negative attitude towards everyone or you'll lose. Suicide Issue Suicide is not the answer... I can show you EXACTLY what happens after you take your own life. A little bit of truth could change your mind... -Your parents will most likely go mentally insane for the rest of their lives -Your family will grieve over your death -You haven't made any friends by dying -You wasted over a possible 70+ years of your life -No obtaining your liscense -No prom -No chances -No graduation -No college -No marriage -No kids to carry out your last name -You'll die forgotten Physically this is what would happen... -Your body will grow cold -After you die, the mortician removes your entrails and dresses you up -After you're buried, the moisture in your skin tissue turns into air. This causes your body to blow up like a balloon. Your tongue will stick out and your entire face will puff up. -The maggots will eat your eyes, flesh, brain etc... -Your body will shrivel up like a raisen -You'lll look as beautiful as these people http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/37280 Don't tell me you want to do that... 
Self-Hate issue Try Myspace.com (even though it's evil) if you want people to see the real you. So what if they think you're a wimp. You're young and have plenty of time before you fully mature into a strong young man. Chubby is good, you can gain some huge muscles if you work hard enough. PM me later and I can give some advice and show you some sites that can help. Girl issue That's another thing you can PM me about. I'll be around if you need help. For now, just stay out of trouble and don't get upset about small things. Things will turn up just fine.  |
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windwaker Ninji i'm not judgemental, i'm cynical Lonely People of the World, Unite! Since: 12-27-05 Last post: 6357 days Last view: 6336 days |
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Originally posted by [GGS Contradictory? If you're going to tell someone why they shouldn't commit suicide, don't try to scare them, tell them the facts (same with discouraging drug use). I doubt his parents would go insane, and he won't die forgotten. There's so many thousands of answers you can give to why not to kill yourself; why choose bad ones? ;( I wish they could somehow find out that if they actually cared about me, that I would do the same. You said your parents care about you. I can't help thinking that without giving any specific examples of how you have suuuch a hard life, you being thirteen, and saying that you can't display emotion (which is obvious self-pity bs, which I do feel sorry for), you just feel sorry for yourself. You're a thirteen year old with no friends, and surrounded by kids that make fun of you. I'm not saying it isn't hard, but seriously, commiting suicide because thirteen year old pricks don't like you? Psh. They're never going to like you if you act so insecure. That's just the truth. I've seen so many kids like you who feel sorry for themselves in the same way. There's two types of kids thirteen year olds hate. The ones that feel sorry themselves, and the ones that act like everyone's their best friend. If you're optimistic and have interests other than playing Ragnarok Online and ROM hacking, people will like you some day. You can always redeem yourself. Just don't let anything get you down. Go outside. |
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Joachim Red Goomba Since: 11-18-05 From: Earth Last post: 6431 days Last view: 6336 days |
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I'm going to have to agree with Windwaker's points here.  |
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Deleted User Banned    Since: 05-08-06 Last post: None Last view: 6329 days |
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| He doesn't have to necessarily get other interests aside from those, but I mean hey look, you're only 13. If you think it's bad now, just wait til later. | |||
Danielle     6730 Administratorrrr HELLO THERE   Since: 11-17-05 From: California Rate me ^_^ Last post: 6329 days Last view: 6328 days |
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| Meh.
All I've gotta say is you've got one life, don't make it suck because you feel "depressed" and because "you wish a girl could understand you." Everyone goes through that phase at your age don't they? Where they feel like life isn't fun anymore, it's all about looks and popularity and being the best, and it's tough to compete. But dude.. just don't get caught up in it. I did, for maybe a month. Then I realized how retarded I was being, letting myself care about the thoughts of people I don't, and will never be friends with. I just pushed it out of my head, focused on school and the friends I had, and I got through it. Suicide was never my thing.. and I hope you realize how stupid it is to contemplate that. Think about it. This is your life. You want to end it? There will be nothing. Nothing. Just... nothing. Would you rather have a chance (even if that means having a unibrow with it) or nothing at all? Just take a step back. Having a mindset like the one you have now is never going to help you. You just need to stop pitying yourself for things you can't change, you know? |
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MathOnNapkins 1100  In SPC700 HELL Since: 11-18-05 Last post: 6328 days Last view: 6328 days |
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| You can shave a "unibrow", you know, to look normal. I have a small patch of hair between my brows that I shave periodically and the ladies really notice, trust me. | |||
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Tarale 2710 Affected by 'Princess Bitch-Face Syndrome' ++++!! Persona non grata Since: 11-17-05 From: Adelaide, Australia Last post: 6328 days Last view: 6328 days |
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| Or if you're up for a little pain, wax it. It takes longer to grow back. If you wax it frequently, the hair grows back finer too. I know ladies who waxed their eyebrows often, and now they seldom need to.
But moving on. You seem to have a bit of a "victim" mentality. That's not good all the time. Sometimes it's okay to feel a bit sorry for yourself, or like the world's ganging up on you; but don't allow yourself to get trapped in it. You do have control over more of your life than you likely realise. Once you get over the victim mentality and get a positive attitude you can make positive changes to your life. |
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windwaker Ninji i'm not judgemental, i'm cynical Lonely People of the World, Unite! Since: 12-27-05 Last post: 6357 days Last view: 6336 days |
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Originally posted by Tarale I thought that worked backwards (shave/wax arms, arms come back hairier, stuff like that). |
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Tarale 2710 Affected by 'Princess Bitch-Face Syndrome' ++++!! Persona non grata Since: 11-17-05 From: Adelaide, Australia Last post: 6328 days Last view: 6328 days |
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| Waxing tends to make hair grow back finer. I'd speculate because it probably hurts the hair follicle somewhat. I know it hurts ME somewhat. | |||
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Sinfjotle Lordly? No, not quite.  Since: 11-17-05 From: Kansas Last post: 6330 days Last view: 6328 days |
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| Dude, your life could be so much worse. You could not have parents, you could have cancer, you could have been sexually abused, you could have been physically beaten by your parents every day of your life.
You weren't though. Be happy and thankful of that. Think about all the good things in life, if you can't think of any, you just aren't trying. No friends? Try to meet people, you'll always find people with similiar intrests. You get picked on? Ignore those that pick on you, completely. They don't matter with you anymore. Then just what Danielle said, everyone goes through a phase like this. Hell, just because you can't cry doesn't mean you can't feel sad. Cheer up and look at life from a better perspective. High school sucks unless you're a jock or something. |
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Danielle 6730 Administratorrrr HELLO THERE Since: 11-17-05 From: California Rate me ^_^ Last post: 6329 days Last view: 6328 days |
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Originally posted by windwakerOriginally posted by Tarale Shaving makes it grow back thicker, because you don't do anything to the root. Waxing is much worse though, and I've also heard that it makes the hair finer when it grows back. At least you get something if you go through the pain. |
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Sion Im Back Baby!  Since: 11-18-05 Last post: 6329 days Last view: 6328 days |
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Dude your problems are seriously nothing. If people treat you bad just ingnore them, if they pick on you and you dont acknowledge it they will stop. If you dont want to do that come up with some catchy come backs. For example if someone makes fun of the way you look you can say something like "you have a clear grasp of the obvious" or "thanks  "
And your freakin 13 years old kid, when I was 13 I was 4 feet. I didnt complain, I didnt say Im short and wimpy and go cry about it. I took action, I started playing sports, lifting wieghts, and karate. You can do the same, your young. Wax that eyebrow, hit them weights, and stop being a little punk. Once you do that you will have loads of self confidence and thats when your girl problem will end. If you dont respect yourself you cant expect anyone to respect you. |
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mattp Red Paratroopa Since: 03-04-06 Last post: 6593 days Last view: 6593 days |
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| You are clearly lacking self esteem.
Here are my reccomendations to you: Stop playing Ragnarok Online, it's a waste of time. Spend the time working out, doing homework, running, building things, drawing, learning a musical instrument, whatever. Work out. It'll give you more energy, you'll feel better about yourself, and you'll look better ( which means the chicks will want to hump you ). After you've worked out and are able to kick ass, don't take shit from people. Find and read any books by Ayn Rand that you can. She is an inspirational philosphical author. I used to be similar to you, I read her works, and now I am a far better person than I could hope to be otherwise. What she wrote is hard to understand unless you're intelligent, so bewarned. It's well worth it though. Remember: Respect is earned, not given. |
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Black Lord + Flurry Since: 11-17-05 From: Where indians still roam... Last post: 6329 days Last view: 6331 days |
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| I didn't read half of this thread... but life being bad can be how you're looking at it...
If I wanted to, I could list of how everything that happens to me is bad, and be all depressed and stuff about it... but I don't, used to, but really, all it did was make everything that much more worse... Start looking at the positive side of things... and don't be all depressed... you'd be surprised how much it helps. |
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