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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 523/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| Killswitch Engage-When Darkness Falls It's the one off their End of Heartache album, not the Freddy vs Jason soundtrack, but it doesn't matter since they're both the same song, now does it? As for the song, it's mainly a bunch of screaming vocals and verses, coupled with a really catchy chorus ("when darkness falls... we are reborn... our dreams since the fall of man... we are reborn"). For "sensative" listeners, it may take a few listens to get used to, but when you do, it's actually a pretty catchy, heavy song. |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 524/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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Originally posted by Dark Vampriel Eh, speaking of Psicosis... Apparently, WWE has signed Psicosis to a RAW contract help "shake up" the CW division... I forget the source, but I do remember reading about it somewhere. Also, I heard one major spoiler for WM21 regarding the Taker/Orton match... I'm not so sure I want to post it here, though. |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 525/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| When's the new album supposed to come out? Has the release date been made official yet? Because I have yet to hear the new single, though I'm sure it sounds rather amusing and my local station should be playing it sometime now or in the near future. But when it does, I'll definitely be checking it out. |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 526/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| Bret Hart to appear at WrestleMania 21? http://www.tpww.net/headlines/1111174537.html I wouldn't give my hopes up that Bret "the Hitman" Hart would wrestle again, and it very well could happen at WM21 (The People's Wrestling Website is a reliable source, as far as I know), and if and when it does, I figure an automatic feud with HBK (rumor has it... eh, just click the link. It should reveal it for you. I'm not gonna spoil it here). Oh, and about that other rumor... it was, indeed, just a "rumor", but an unfounded one at that. I heard it not on another website, but on another wrestling message board, and I'll believe it if and only if I can find a reliable source that credits it, which so far, I've found none. |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 527/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| Elite Seph: "Think fast! ...REAL fast!" Elite Seph knew he was being bombared in a furious, explosive combination of hits, and yet didn't hesitate to counter. Infact, he merely blocked the first hit with his Immortal Staff WHILE infusing it with the Paralysis3 spell (paralyzes anything it touches for a single turn), and, hoping it would have the desired effect, blasted at the supposedly defenseless and powerless Legault with an uncharged Psychic blast that, while uncharged, and thus less powerful than the more-powerful "No Spoon" attack (drops both HP AND target's stats like crazy), it still gets the job done and does a sizeable amount of damage, WITH a potential symptom of temporary confusion (in short, a 50/50 chance the target may actually end up attacking himself instead of the desired target for as long as it remains in effect). |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 528/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| Pretty much the same deal as before, with one minor adjustification... Yes, this fight WILL be sanctioned this time (as in it IS under the mod's jurisdiction), with the exception that he can't officially declare winners or losers by default or draws/stalemates. Keep in mind that it's over only until one of the fighters either dies, forfeits, or gets disqualified (very rarely does that happen in my SBs, though). For example, inadvertantly breaking a rule or two in a single post won't earn you a disqualification, or even doing so in several of your posts. What WILL get you the "big boot", however, is simply refusing to edit a post that violates any of the rules for this fight when asked to do so on either the first or second offense, depending on the severity of the violation (unless it's for good reason, which is where the attaining "mod" may come in and decide whether or not the action brought out should have been legal). Sound fair enough? Okay, good. Now, moving on to the actual SB rules for this fight (they look closely identical to the standard rules, with a few minor adjustments)... 1)Outside interfierence of any kind is STRICTLY forbidden, first and foremost 2)You may only attack ONCE per turn unless it's a combo 3)You may only counter-attack ONCE per turn unless it's a combo 4)Direct teleportation forbidden 4)No arena change techniques 5)No vehicles permitted-USE IT AND LOSE IT! In other words, any vehicle use will result in a, what I like to call, Red Flag (as in loss of a turn AND automatic loss of the vehicle you were using/driving). Use a vehicle, lose a turn. Three Red Flags will result in a DQ 6)Miraculous dodging/blocking forbidden* 7)No god-modding-As in you can't decide if your attacks are successful or not, but in contrast, you can't always evade your opponent's attacks (see above). Certain spells/magic/sub-techniques CAN be "automatic", but with disgretion. If you're unsure of which ones can particularly bend this rule and which ones must abide, you may ask me via either "OFF/OCC" notes or through Private-Messaging 8)No healing techs allowed-Especially full recoveries. I've noticed Zerodius' "Mewtwo" character (a rather familiar face who HE apparently uses for his own stories/character storylines/SBs) has an incany ability to use that "Recover" tech (which regenerates most, if not ALL of his health meter once casted), which is just a waste of energy to fight someone using this ability if you ask me, let alone, ask anyone, and they'll say the same thing. Even minor/moderate heal techs are forbidden; it's ALL about the survival of your character, and thus, this makes it much easier and shorter 9) Instant-Death techs are permitted-They are ONLY against the rules if you actually decide that they work; in short, killing your opponent "right on the spot", hence Rule #7. Now that I've pretty much summed up the rules for the actual battle, here are the stipulations. This is a Pick-Your-Poison type SB, which means that you get to choose not only your opponent, but the stipulation as well. For instance, you may choose from one of the following opponents (reader beware! It's a tougher choice than you might think!)... Elite Seph: Cyborg/Cybornetic Organism (NOT A TERMINATOR! Though it can be, in some way, like one). Elite Class. Possess uncany energy and a large variety of elemental and energy-type spells. Relies on his regeneration ability for self-defense AND has a Finishing Move (In-Penitraball) that can be REALLY hard to fight out of if you're not careful, or otherwise smart enough, even more difficult to survive. His biggest asset, however, is his prolongued Acmlm Board Sim-Battle win streak under my name, taking out even some of the best to come around (I won't point out any names, since I don't want to "rub it" in anyone's face, but there are several of them). This is the one challenge which experts would claim as the place where many legends go to die. Difficulty setting: Very Hard. Fight with caution (good experience, though, if you REALLY want to prove yourself as a worthy SBer). Prize for beating him: Acmlm Board Sim-Battling Championship Title/Belt-Spread the word about how good--and successful--or a sim-battler you really are, thus give yourself something to fight for and defend in any future sim-battles. OR... Kraven Novak: Vampire/Dark Spirit, Class Undead. Has a mind of his own, and with a stone-cold temper no one would confuse with the Devil itself, is more clearly portrayed as "psychotic" personified. Is completely unafraid to go after similar, tougher opponents, namely NeoBowser (in a VERY old, dated timeline [not a sim-battle]), and usually comes out on top nonetheless due to his dark, glamorous perception of opponents and their techniques and his sneekiness. Whenever someone sees large, dark clouds of purple haze swarming about them, they know to get the hell out of the way, for this guy is one mean, lean, killin' machine, and thus, he is so unpredictable one would wonder if and when he would actually strike. Possesses several "automatic" (as in instantaneously-affecting/inflicting) special techs that can pile up hit damage like crazy, and can be avoided ONLY if you somehow manage to prevent him from unleashing such attacks in the act in some way. Difficulty setting: Next-to-Impossible. Highly recommended for only the skilled and experienced of fighters. Prize for beating him: Jewel of Kortana-Special gem that allows the caster to "alter" the course of any dimension, thus giving him or her the biggest advantage possible during any and all sim-battles. Result for choosing the #2 challenger? Bigger reward, but tougher opponent, and that REALLY is saying something! It's hard to believe the two of them are actually allies, working and fighting beside eachother in the war against the UEN (story-related info; not regarding any SBs) instead of ripping out eachother's souls like they've never been ripped before! #1 just gives you a name for yourself (albeit an astoundingly big name), while #2 gives you something you can actual use and benefit you in future sim battles, which is an added plus. Once you've hand-picked your opponent, you may choose one of four stipulations: Graveyard Battle-The arena takes place in a dark, murky cemetery, notably called the Mortuary of a Thousand Souls. Both fighters can use the graves and tombstones to their (bone-chilling) advantage, though the host (either Kraven or Elite Seph) may be able to better utilize them since it is a site they are VERY familar with, catch my drift? Ring-Out Battle-The arena is set on a cobbel platform with set boundaries around each side of the arena and somewhere marked high above it as well. Ring-Outs can be held either outside the platform or somewhere high above it, namely past 30 feet. Anything above 30 feet over the arena stage is considered a Ring-Out, and thus, the match is over, meaning you can lose in one of three ways: if you forfeit, if you fall out of the ring (or over it past the 30 foot mark), or if you die (or if you get disqualified, which I don't see happening... unless you try to!) The-Sky-is-the-Limit Battle: Battle takes place on a large metal platform in the sky, surrounded in a sea of raging storms. Beware; you might actually get caught in the storm! Battle ends if you knock your opponent clear off the platform without him coming back up to reach the platform's surface (in short: fall to his death), or, better yet! You don't even have to hassle yourself by knocking him off the edge! You can merely drain all of his Life Force and just plain kill him for the win here as well... if you can! The choice is yours... Survival-of-the-Fittest Battle: Arena is set somewhere in the heart of a city wrecked with warfare! Bullets are shot, men are killed, blood is spilt, and buildings crumble and burn in this cinematic turn-of-events type battle! Survive not only your opponent, but the arena's aftermath as well, walking out of it the last man standing, and win! But beware: you don't want to get caught in the crossfire! Alright, now that that's straightened out, don't forget that ANY of these stipulations can be faught and dealt with under EITHER fighter: Kraven or Seph, though one might have a bigger advantage in certain stipulations than in others, just remember! Good luck, and pick wisely! *Side Note: Before I actually finish unveiling this special Invitational, I would just like to inform you that, contrary to my last Invitational (against Dracoon's "Odin" character), where I was all "nice and subtle" about the rules, I've a change of plans for the first person to accept this open challenge. I'm going to be a bit more "strict" about the rules than before. I let it slide last time when my previous challenger (Dracoon/Odin) would ALWAYS evade my attacks, even when I made it to where they couldn't be dodged so easily, and just look at where we ended up with that mess! That said, NOONE is getting away with ANYTHING this time around! This, of course, doesn't mean I'll be handing out DQs more frequently than before. You may (and at some point and time, problably will), however, be asked to "edit" questionable posts every now and then to where they aren't "bending" the rules, or, for that matter, breaking them, taking it even further. In short, keep it clean... better yet, squeaky clean! Oh, and one OTHER thing: due to the ongoing success, and overwhelming power, of my characters, ANYONE of the challenger's characters are welcome EXCEPT for Zerodius' "NeoBowser" character in part (should he be the one to "step up to the plate", which I doubt he will anyway). As for you, Dracoon, if you are at home reading this, if you thought my Elite Seph character was cheap, just wait until you see NeoBowser in action. He's MUCH worse! Half his moves can't be countered, evaded, OR blocked in ANY way, shape, or form (as in they, once casted, "automatically" affect your character one way or another), unlike Seph's attack set, which consist of only a few "super" techs which are like that, and even then, they are normally just on hand to "scare" my opponents away from god-modding in this fight (he did so last time, and it cost him big, sorry to say). In short, for "reference only", so to speak. Err... I think that pretty much sums it up for anything that needs to be said. (edited by Seph2k4 on 03-22-05 08:47 PM) (edited by Seph2k4 on 03-22-05 08:52 PM) (edited by Seph2k4 on 04-15-05 02:59 PM) |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 529/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| I just heard the new single on the radio yesterday... not as "impressive" as I thought it would be, but enjoyable nonetheless. And I imagine the whole rest of the CD will rock, too, when that comes out. The only real "problem" I have with the song is that the title sounds way too similar to Fear Factory's "Bite the Hand That Bleeds", which is an entirely different song altogether aside from the similarities of the song names. |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 530/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| OFF: I've the PERFECT match for a Daywalker! Should prove to be rather "interesting", though challenging at the same time. Beware! ____________________________________________________________________ CE notices some humble cries of laughter fil the night skies, echoing in the distance and potentially confuse him. This continued for a matter of moments, until... Finally, the constant laughter ceased, and CE was surrounded in hazeous clouds of purple gas in all fours. If he had the time to look, he would find nothing within them, until, suddenly, a mere outline of his "opponent" had appeared! He looked awfully familiar... like someone he's seen before, or something he's seen a hell of alot of in his wreched life of wickedness and killing. ???: "Surprise, surprise!" ??? paused. ???: "Looking for someone else to kill besides the thousands of my kind you've been killing all your life? Are you actually trying to make a name for yourself in this wreched world, following in the footsteps of Blade, himself? You think you've got what it takes to be the next "Daywalker"? Well, you've come to the right place... TO DIE!! Muahahahahahahahahaha!!!" ??? paused while spending a moment or two to hurl out a few more laughs, all of which were even more hideous than previously before... and lit up his voice with a purpose. ???: "As the fog around you continues to spell your impending disaster, and your imminent doom, I didn't get the chance to introduce myself... my name is Kraven... Kraven Novak, the brave, humble leader of the Vampirial Triads clan, the most vigorous of them all! We're the most diabolical Vampires this side of Manhattan... and together, we shall overrun the earth, and make it and it's people bow before their master, Drake! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!" Something struck him like he's never been striken before... Kraven was laughing. At CE... looks as though he wanted CE to swing at him right this instant! |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 531/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| OFF: How could you be inside the portal striking at Elite Seph one post, and then magically be out of it the next in time to save yourself from being paralyzed (when Seph would block the hit with the Paralysis3-infused Immortal Staff Hybrid)? I call that miraculous dodging (which is SORT OF a standard sim-battling rule, even though it's not directly stated)! Sure I let it slide last time when my last opponent would always say he avoided my techs one way or another (sometimes in ways that makes it look CLEARLY like "miraculous" dodging), but not this time! In short, edit your post! | |||
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 532/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| Kraven: "Wow... the story of your life is rather interesting... but none more than this!" SEPULTRABEAM! Kraven's body was soon encased in a blinding white light aurora surrounding his body, and lasting for merely a few seconds, then ruptured, and was then encased in a red and blue flame that coveted his body, thus protecting him for as long as it remained effective. Then, wasting no time, he lept at CE at a near-blinding speed, trying to grab him with his bare hands! Should it be successful, he will be subject to a LONG, massive combination of Soul techs for a single turn (which will be posted by me)! |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 533/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| Bear with me: ALL of the title matches for tonight's PPV are gonna result in title turns. I predict Batista will win that tainted WH title from HHH, Hemme will win the Women's Championship and stay true to the "Women's Champion" caption on the front cover of Playboy, and last, but surely not least, Cena WILL FINALLY win the world title from JBL and SHUT HIM THE HELL UP!! I know I'm problably not alone on this one, but I'm so sick of JBL. He's not even good for a heal, really, and I know I've said this already, but I don't care. On almost every single SD show, he always talks about how he is either the "greatest wrestler ever" or a "wrestling God", one or the other, when he's really NOT THAT GOOD!! Sorry, he isn't. I didn't count ONE of his title defenses that actually ended in a straight up pinfall without any interfierence from Heidenreich or his Cabinet. NOT ONE!! So don't even give me that load o' crap, anyone who's willing to argue with his long title reign. And even in both of his "one way" matches (if you know what I mean), the Texas Bullrope Match and the Barbed Wire Steel Cage, he got lucky. The first he won by a VIDEO REVIEW, the other he *somehow* managed to crawl out of the ring after being chokeslammed through the mat for the win. I don't consider that being "Godlike", I consider that getting lucky, and this time, I'm betting my money that he won't be so lucky against Cena at WM21. |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 534/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| OCC: You CAN'T destroy the portals that easily! It takes a little more than just primitive hand-to-hand combat or Elemental techs to destroy moving portals, sorry. As for your character being able to dodge almost everything, I say that's reason enough for me to just hit you with an Instant Death tech, one that you guaranteed WON'T be able to dodge nor counter, of my own right this second. It's okay to have "evasive" characters, but one that dodges almost every single tech you throw at them, no matter how "creative" they might be, is pushing it. Even I make my characters at least SOMEWHAT susceptable to opponent's attacks, and I use nothing but "Omega" (super-powerful) characters, some of which are SO powerful/difficult I don't think many would find suitable for standard SB rule use. Legault reminds me of my last opponent, Dracoon, who TOTALLY god-modded our last bout together, no questions asked. Not only would he say he would dodge EVERY SINGLE TECH I threw at him, he tried to downplay my finishing move when I decided "okay, enough of this god-modding BS!" by saying it hardly affected him at all, and then said he hit me with a tech that's just as cheap as the one used on him, if not more! Long story short: winners don't cheat, and cheaters don't win. Just remember that... oh, and while you're at it, edit your post! More R&B (Rubbish & Bullshit, as I like to call it) notes: Even if you were to destroy the portals successfully, that still wouldn't compensate for my successful counter of your last attack, which would leave your character paralyzed by the Paralysis3 spell I infused my weapon with before I blocked the hit. You should also take that into consideration. (edited by Seph2k4 on 04-03-05 08:14 PM) (edited by Seph2k4 on 04-03-05 08:18 PM) |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 535/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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Originally posted by Kles Well, I guess you're right about everything UP TO that last sentence, saying he "didn't deserve to drop the title." Reality check: he's been champion for WAY too long! I got sick of the WWE favoring guys like HHH, JBL and Trish Stratus to be champs all the time, yet now only one remains. They always give these has-beens/never-will-bes the push they need, yet they rarely ever give the BIG NAME wrestlers the title. Just when will the Undertaker win his 5th WWE title? Problably never, especially given all this retirement propoganda (I remember reading somewhere that he's expected to retire by this summer. If you don't want to believe it, fine. I would love to see the Deadman stick around a little longer myself). |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 536/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| Little question... If we've previously been enrolled in the Wack-A-Clone challenge, can we re-enter if we so choose as long as we use a different character? Because I was rather... inactive when I first joined, but now I'm back and on top of things, so... how about it? |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 537/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| ...And it hit! The sword came, and slashed Kraven right in the head! ...Though it didn't go as CE would problably have desired, as it appears he wasn't even flinching for some apparent reason... ...yet THIS tells the story; the aurora around Kraven ruptured upon impact, sending anything coming into contact with it flying mile-high! When, from the ashes of the explosion, came an enormous storm of Dark-elemental energy that would bind anyone who touches it in a large twister of Dark-elemental for a single turn. Kraven smiled... he knew he had his opponent right where he wanted him... in his own custody! Kraven's eyes were glaring for mere seconds, and as he did so, he enfused the tornado with energy of his own, causing the tornado to twirl at even greater speeds and doing more than just harming him... it also gradually depleted stat points from CE, and transferred them over to Kraven, making him stronger in the areas in which CE had grown weaker in. Thus, using this increase in energy, the way for him to use his next attack had already been paved it seems... he was concentrating on his next attack, thinking he would be able to pull off another unpredictable stunt as before. |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 538/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| "As the reports lately confirm, it is being said that WWE is scraping its plans to go with Undertaker & Kane Vs. Heidenreich & Snitsky for Undertaker Vs. Randy Orton. This seems to be the better path to go as Orton seems to have no other big plans, and a high profile match-up could give Orton the momentum he needs. Many backstage are saying that Orton will defeat the Dead Man after turning heel in the match. On a side note, Undertaker is expected to retire from WWE competition by this summer." That's what they're saying, and yes, I think they did let him earn his 13th straight WM win for just that reason, since 13 is an unlucky number; suits Taker's retirement if you think about it. I don't want him to, and I'm sure many others don't either, but it could happen. |
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Seph2k4 Bob-Omb Level: 39 Posts: 539/619 EXP: 376086 For next: 28685 Since: 03-16-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 6 days |
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| OFF: Before I begin, I would like to get something else off my chest regarding my "attitude" on this board as of late (it actually dates back to when I first started posting over on the old board, so it's not just in the present)... I know I have the tendency to not always say the right things, or use my words wisely, even to moderators. Whenever I read something I disagree with, I often times tend to be brash and over opinionated, and I know I might have offended some people in doing so, and for those people, I would just like to say this... I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend anyone. It's just that some of these posts make me mad, and when I get mad, I can get pretty nasty in voicing my opinion. At the same time, I know it's never the right thing to do, and I try my very best to fight these tendencies, but I just can't contain it. I've been pushed and mocked to the point that I can't help but shove every ounce of my frustration down their throats, and for that, I apologize. The feud with Schwa's pretty much been settled, but Grey on the other hand, we still have some grievances to push aside for right now, if you're reading this (which you very well might be). I will start by saying that I, in no way, dislike Grey, or have a problem with him in any way. I just found it unfair how he accuses me of cheating in SBing when I felt I've pretty much fallen victim to people doing the same (full story is in the latest posts in that forum of mine), while he did nothing about THAT. That's all. It's nothing personal. Really. ____________________________________________________________________ My love life's been so difficult yet so tragic to handle that I just don't know what to do, anymore. Starting from the very beginning... I've laid my eyes on Girl #1 for quite some time now (not giving away any real names here), and I really like(d) her a lot at the time, and still hold a place for her in my heart someplace. It's just that our school schedules separated us from eachother at all times during school (we were in none of the same classes together, we had different lunch periods, and I've seen her but a few times out of school) and I rarely saw her, which weighed heavily on my heart. I loved her... but I knew I had to wait, wait for the chance to hopefully some day claim my opportunity. That "day" being the next semester. She's not in any of my classes like I dearly hoped, but we at least have the same lunch period, and I'm seeing her now.  With that in mind, I immediately gave the word out that I have long desires for her, and she got the message, too, but we had to wait it out another week or so for she was still dating her boyfriend who she was on the verge of breaking up with at the time. But when it was all said and done, we finally decided to break down on 'relationship' talks, with the help of some buddies of mine, and things were going well. I was the first person to tap her shoulder, too. I knew she was available thereafter, and wasted no time getting her attention. I've waited too long to hold back any further. And so this went on for another week, when I felt like I was about to make good on my promise to be a good boyfriend for her (it wasn't a promise I had actually made, just one that I kept completely to myself, but a promise nonetheless) something happened... something that hurt and humiliated me so much I thought I was never going to love again (but I stood strong nonetheless)... she started dating someone else. Someone I longed for, gone from memory and most importantly my heart. I was so kind to her it was besetting... and this is how it all winds down. That, to me, wasn't fair. I merely felt like giving up altogether after that... but after some time to let it all go, I've been convinced to move on and do otherwise.Now that I'm out of the "broken heart" recession, this now brings me to the present, in which I've been involved in "starting something" with a couple of other girls in my Adv PE class, neither of which were successful. I didn't feel like they were exactly a "perfect" match for me, and that there were better options available, but I felt it was merely worth trying. Maybe there was just something about love that I don't yet understand, and that it would come to me if I were to start a relationship of my own, so that's what I did, but it wasn't over just yet... it was 2 down, 1 to go. Today, I've been "notified" that an ordeal has already been worked out for me and this other girl, Girl #2 who is a Senior, as opposed to me. I'm a Sophomore, though no real "offer" has been received, which I don't feel like I would take right now, anyway even if I had. I mean, a Senior dating a Sophomore? That just doesn't sound right, if you really think about it. Older people dating younger people... I just don't see how that would work out. I know many celebrities are either currently or have recently been in a relationship and/or engaged to other "older" celebs, that's common knowledge, but that doesn't necessarily make it right (I especially don't find it "natural" for Ashton Kutcher of 25 years of age to be engaged to Demi Moore, who's in her low 40s as of now, but that's another story). Not only is she older, and in a higher grade level than I am, but there's a notable size difference as well (I also don't think people should have to "stand up on their tippie toes" to make out to their bf/gf, though that is the case for some present-day relationships). Not that I don't think she's good-looking or anything (but looks surely aren't everything), but she's seemingly far out of my league given the above info. Now, I've admitted I've developed an interest in Girl #3, just when I have learned that Girl #1 has just recently broken up with her "new" boyfriend, leaving me with yet another shot at her (at first, I didn't feel like talking to her ever again, but I've gotten over it, and I've decided that maybe I would want to consider "starting something" with her again after all when she would break up with this one guy). Trouble is, I've been in a tango with all of these girl options that I just don't know where to go with it, anymore. I've been telling myself to just do what I want to do, what I think is right, but instinct doesn't always work when you've got seemingly the whole world above your shoulders like this. The same people I've gotten advice from for Girl #1 told me to drop her a certain line, which I didn't do at the mere thought of these troubles alone. I even said that Girl #3 was only going to be my "backup" plan (I didn't know about Girl #1 being up and "open for grabs" again until today at lunch), and that Girl #1 would surely be my first choice in this case. While I could always just tell them that this is exactly how I feel about my options available, they said "don't come here tomorrow if you don't 'drop her that line'", and Girl #1 seemingly overheard, meaning I would have to tell her as well if it came down to it. The truth is, I just don't know where to go with this. Life is full of hard decisions, I know, and I just get the impression that the decisions I make that certain people don't like could have a huge impact on me and my "reputation" that they tag me with, and thus, I am just afraid of making those decisions even though that's what my heart truly desires. So what do I do about it? I am merely left speechless when asked what it's gonna be by these people, that I try and come up with an excuse of some sort, which never seems to work evidently. The decisions they like I may end up regretting if I make them, the decisions I like they may be optomistic about themselves, and wouldn't sit too well with them all around. And this is why I think of Adv PE as the "Bully's Playground", because it's the only class in which people are actually telling me what to do instead of letting me make my own decision. It's hard for me to give up on a girl I've been longing for now that she's once again available, even harder to give up on a girl I've been longing for for some Senior that I barely even know, just occasionally see when both gym classes play each other in team sports (she's in the other gym class). I've thought about this long and hard, and while I 90% decided (in other words, all but confirmed) that I should make another attempt at Girl #1, going harder this time around than last, this decision could end up hurting me in ways different from what it would be like if I just gave them what they want to see, and not what I want. These are the same people who "set me up" for a total bitch-fest from the gym teacher over a rap battle that they instigated and got me all involved in, don't forget, and I HATE rap (I didn't start a thread about it, since it might not have exactly been something worth fretting about online to the point that some one reading might actually care at all)! Not only that, but when I really think about it, this gives me even more reason to just think for myself on this one. And I know it's going to be hard, but I'll just tell them that my decision, yes MY decision, has already been made, and not theirs. It's not going to be easy to hear, even less easier for me to tell, but I guess I don't have any other choice, and for those people... sorry. That's all I've got to say. What do you think? (edited by Seph2k4 on 04-07-05 09:39 AM) |
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| That's what I am going to do come tomorrow, and I feel a bit better about it now that I've got it off my chest. And I think they'll forgive my refusal to "drop #3 that line". When people are making your love decisions THIS difficult for you, I'm sure a lot of people would understand. Of course, I'm not gonna get into what I simply PLAN on doing about the informal situation on my hands. I'll update you on it when it's all said and done. I know that not everyone will be satisfied with my decision tomorrow, but if you want to snag true love, you must be sure that it is the right person, and I believe #1 is my best choice of the 3. It could mean the difference between a guarantee and just a mere shot a true love, but I would rather stay single than be in a tainted relationship with no relations whatsoever. | |||
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| Oh, man, that's tragic man. I know how you must feel about this girl, resenting you for some one else, not knowing just how much his fine and sweet looks are truly deceiving her, which is quite much in such a case. I've been rejected for some one else by a girl I had strong feelings for before (quite recently actually), but at least it was for some one actually trustworthy, not some racist disguised as some one else entirely. There's maybe one small thing I could think of, off the top of my head, that may (or may not; it all depends on the nature of your surroundings) help. Next time you talk to her on MSN or even in person, try telling her that your friend acts the way he does, and if you can, try to get a "cover up" (as in, if at first she doesn't believe you, try using other people as witnesses to back it up) if you're that desparate. Best of all, not only will he be getting what he deserves, and end up not getting what he doesn't, most likely he will not know it was you, and if he gets that sort of feeling and finds that you're the culprait of it all, then it's just one less untrustworthy friend you've got there. You might want to think about trying that, and see how it goes. Normally people who are "less sociable" than others have a case of autism, which, to be honest, I have, and I always feel like I'm not that "sociable" kind of person this girl I've longed for is truly looking for in this world of hate, violence, and racism especially. I tried talking to her today at lunch, and made a mere attempt at landing her, which failed because I got nervous. I'm always like that whenever it comes down to talking to her and winning her heart over. I just don't know what to say, and often times I get tongue-tied when talking to friends (as in I get mixed up and studder) as well. With that in mind, it might be a good idea to "prepare" your speeches ahead of time so that you feel ready for her when the time draws near. If you're still feeling nervous, jitery, and just don't know what to say, try looking for others for advice, if you can. They might be able to help, that is if, they're willing to. |
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| The Simpsons-What can I say? It's a classic! I remember I used to watch this every day for so long that I've seen every episode in each series at least a dozen times, and still didn't get sick of it. Good stuff. Chappelle's Show: Some might call it "too" new to call it a series, but Season 1 hass been long-since out on DVD, the Season 2 DVD's coming out real soon, and Dave's about to kick off the new Season 3 any time now, so I do consider it a "series", and an outrageously funny one at that. South Park: I still can't help but laugh at Mr. Mackey's "Ummkay?" 's each and every time I watch it. Of course, having every Episode off the first couple seasons end with "OMG YOU KILLED KENNY! YOU BASTARD!" got kinda old, but they've recently moved on, and I love the new season. Reno 911: More of a "slapstick" version of Cops. Not that funny show-wise, but certain episodes of it I found rather... amusing, to say the least. And that's all I can think of for now... |
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