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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 281/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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Ah, so this place is all legal, huh? Pity.  Well, the way 5.1 works, is even if you set everything on your speakers, the software might not allow it unless you pay for the Premium packs. You're forced to stereo sound. I searched Google for anything on it, found nothing, then decided to try here. WinDVD which had been in my list in eDonkey for quite a while finally downloaded last night, so now I have WinDVD v6.0 Premium. First time I heard my speakers in 5.1! Awesomness!  Thanks for your replies guy!  |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 282/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Bah! To me, it seems that it's rare to find a nice girl. I'm lucky though, as I've found one. I've been with three girls who were the "bad" type. Luckily, I didn't do anything with them. Who knows what I would've caught.  With my problem I've posted a few posts back. Okay, we still havn't really had sex yet. I'm not on the edge of my seat waiting for it ofcourse.  She's been touching me quite alot lately though. It sux that I can't return the favour, as it's kinda "that time of the month"About a week ago, we tried having sex again, but my mind was all over the place again. I dunno, I just can't help it. As she said though - It'll happen when it happens. With the her touching me thing, I've learned to stop thinking 'bout crap, and just go with it. It's nice how she looks at me. I think she likes the faces I make. Off of the topic of 'sex' Her boyfriend's still stressing her out quite abit. She's sick at the moment, probably alot to do with stress. Last night she almost punched him because he was pissing her off! It's really good to see that she's had enough of his bullshit. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 283/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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Made me happy! She'd always been too nice to him. He'd complain when she got home late after spending time with me. Once, I was speaking to him on MSN, and said -"Why did you stress her out that much that last?" -"She needed to be taught a lesson." She doesn't need that shit. All he wants her to do for him is be his freaking mother. Then he uses her dad and brother as an excuse, saying they need your help too. If anything, it should be her dad cooking, cleaning etc... I miss her terribly. I saw her yesterday, and she was pretty sick. Her being with me still made her happy though. Again, she stayed longer than she planned, but as long as she's happy, right? We kissed yesterday even though she hesitated at first, as she didn't want me to catch what she has. I didn't and still don't care if I get sick. I wish I was living with her or something. I'd do everything for her! Give her the break she so desperately needs. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 284/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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Well, when it comes to you liking the opposite sex, you can't really control it. It does go away after a while though. Some people think shyness is cute though. My girlfriend likes trying to make my face go red. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 285/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Yeah. This idiot's leaving on monday. I can't wait! Shitty thing is though, is he's kinda keeping Jayde to do "goodbye" shit with her. Family dinners, etc... I won't be able to see her today, either, as she's still sick. Tomorrow, I hope I see her. Even going two days without seeing her is freak'n hard!  When he's gone, I'm going to buy Jayde a new sim-card for her mobile (cell) phone, so that way, he wouldn't know her number. I'll ask her to block and delete him from her MSN and E-Mail accounts, so that way, she never has to hear from him again...and either do I. The dick is so obsessed, that he said he's going to visit every two months to see Jayde. I mean, think of going from one side of the US, to the other. It's like that. He even wants her to visit him sometime. There's no fucking way she's going. He seems to think that when he finally goes to the other side of Australia, and he finds someone new, that they seriously won't have a problem with him being "close friends (as he put it)" with Jayde. No one, NO ONE!!! Feels comfortable knowing their partner is still in contact with their ex. It's not that I don't trust Jayde, not that at all! I'm just sick of him harrassing Jayde all the freak'n time! He likes to think of himself as the priority, and it just infuriates me. If only I lived with Jayde, and one day when he'd show up, I'd give him the biggest ass-wholloping of his life! *Dreams happily of beating this ugly ass to a bloody pulp* |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 286/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Ugh! This is so freaking hard! I havn't seen Jayde for two whole days now. I just finished talking to her on the phone, and it really sux, because she doesn't say everything that's on her mind because of him. She's too considerate of his feelings. It's really starting to hurt. I mean, she wouldn't even say "I love you" to me on the phone because he was there. Should I send her an E-mail saying that it hurt me? Tell it to her in person? Or just suck it up? Man, I feel like shit! I just wish everything would be perfect! It's over with him, why can't he fuck off and leave us alone? Why can't she kick him out now? Why the fuck doesn't he sleep on the couch instead of in the same fucking bed as her! Okay, so they don't do anything, but still! |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 287/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Now you know how I feel. He used to force himself onto her... Even with her and his first time, she didn't want to have sex with him. He never takes "no" for an answer. But I trust Jayde to kick his ass if he tries. I wasn't sure if I should tell her or not, as he's leaving on Monday. Should I just wait and put up with it for the little time it is? I've been with Jayde for 3 and a half weeks now. I don't really go too nutts over the fact that he sleeps in the same bed with her anymore, but the fact he likes to control her - tell her what she can and can't do. Last night, Jayde was sending me her photo on MSN, and he got all angry at her, because it was 20 minutes past her freaking bedtime. Tonight, our conversation over the phone had to end because last night he said "you'll have to make up for it by going to bed 20 minutes earlier." Whenever Jayde and I meet up, we enjoy our time greatly, and usually over-run her estimated time home. He gets angry at her for doing this. I'm thinking about not telling her how I feel about how he's controlling her, as I don't want to jeperdise our relationship. Tomorrow, I might suprise her by asking her to sleep over at my house for the night... Do something "naughty" for once. I'm not talking about sexual, either. I just want her to do what she feels like, and to not consider the people who really aren't important at all in her life at the moment. She's stayed over my house once before. We were (as usual) enjoying our time together, and her ex decided it wasn't right, and he walked over to my place, carrying a knife. My brother had my cell phone, so he got all of the threatening messages he was sending, and went out there to send him on his way. Jayde felt really depressed (as always when this sort of stuff happens), and wanted to go for a drive. I asked if I could go with her. We went out to the car, and as soon as she got in, she cried her eyes out. She wanted to see her best friend, so I messaged her so we could arrange a meeting place. Her best friend reccomended that she'd stay at my house for the night, but tell her ex that she was sleeping at her best friend's. We had alot of fun that night and the next morning. That night, we held each other, watched tv, and just had an all-around good time without any interuptions. The next day was also really great! We went to the beach, and walked for a while. It was really nice. But I'm over being threatened by him. I just want to spend time with the person I love.  |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 288/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| We just finished talking on the phone. I told her all of my problems, and she was glad I did. Her ex is moving to the other side of Australia, but he plans on visiting every two months. I think I'm going to have to put up with the fact that he's always going to be there, as much as I want to FUCKING KILL HIM! He doesn't deserve Jayde's friendship, with all the bad things he's done to her. He's only now buying her gifts and cleaning up, as he's trying to win her back. It's not happening though. I just wish Jayde would tell him to get over her. He only wants to be her friend because he's linguring onto the thought that him and Jayde will get back together down the track. The way he's going - he's never going to have another girlfriend again. And that's a bad thing, because he'll still bug Jayde. Who here would seriously trust a guy who flies halfway accross the country every two months to see their ex? I'm not worried that they'll have sex or anything, but it just pisses me off that he's not letting go! I don't know if Jayde really wants to be his friend or not. I hate having to share Jayde with that fucker. I mean, common! He actually came to my house, carrying knives!! He wanted to fucking kill me!  I'm definately going to bring that up when I see Jayde tomorrow. This guy actually wants to go to Jayde's wedding!  He claims he wants to be her friend, to support her and shit. The dickhead is still jealous as shit! He wants to be 'only friends' with Jayde, but can't get used to the fact that Jayde is seeing someone else. How's that for 'just friends' huh? I really have to talk to Jayde about this tomorrow. It's tearing me apart inside. I want him out of our lives for good! |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 289/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| No prob! I'll give you his MSN address on Monday, when he won't bug Jayde. Today was pretty damn schweet! I met her at her workplace, and kissed in her car for about 90 minutes. She messaged her ex saying she's with me, and will be another hour. We went inside, and... *Cough* I'll tell you more soon. Talking about the 'ex' problems here. Okay, so we were having fun, and we ended up an hour later than she planned. He sends her a text message saying crap like "So my last day here is worth nothing to you?" and all this shit. Then he sends another suicidal one, saying he'll give her clues on where he's going. FUCKING CLUES!!! He said some shit like "Many goobyes, not many welcomes, careful not to trip". Jayde thought he was talking about a train station where some guy died. So yeah, she left looking for him. She's really pissed off at him now. You're probably thinking alot like me at the moment, and thinking "Why not just let the dickhead kill himself?" But it's Jayde. It'll definately leave her feeling responsible. Yep! He's blackmailing her. A couple of days ago she asked "what the fuck do you want from me?" He'll be gone in 48 hours. I hope he doesn't fucking do anything stupid to hurt Jayde. Okay! We were uhh... Being intimate with each other. I still kinda have that problem, but I know how to temporarily get rid of it. (That phychological erection problem.)What I'm going to do though, is not masturbate forever! I usually do it once a day, so yeah. We had fun though. It was pretty kewl. **EDIT** Holy crap! She broke up with me! ...Calm down. We're back together though. Let me explain. After Jayde picked up her ex from the train station, he told her that if she wasn't a girl, he'd hit her. He said that if ever she does that again, he'll send his "contacts" to slice me up. Jayde didn't want me to get hurt I think... I walked over there, and waited. I was planning on waiting all night. I needed to talk to her. She didn't give me a reason as to why it was all happening. So after 90 minutes, she drove up, and we talked about everything. I cried alot.  She now (and maybe always has) pretty much hates him, but is scared to fuck him off because of his psycho ways. Thank christ he's going soon! We're definately back together, and she never wanted to break up in the first place. She's just scared of what he'll do. I'm fine now though, and I hope she is too. (edited by Scatterheart on 09-03-05 11:12 AM) |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 290/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Thanks guys! I'm not entirely sure if I should give anyone Ash's E-Mail address, because what if he hurts Jayde because people are trying to convince him to fuck off? I've tried so much, so I don't think anyone else would be able to get through to him. Should we try anyway? About the "spending too much time" thing. I only get to see her maybe two or three times a week. He gives her curfew times, and freak'n lives with her! He only wants her to cook and clean for him anyway. She's had to care for everyone. She deserves to do what she wants once in a while. I went to her house tonight, as Ash is out at a party. It was nice. First time we held each other while standing up. It's cool looking down at her cute face. She sent me a wonderful E-Mail, too! It's so great! I sent her back one, and I hope it makes her smile as much as hers did to me. **EDIT** And yeah, I've been thinking about calling the cops recently... But he'll come out eventually. Also really been thinking of restraining orders. (edited by Scatterheart on 09-04-05 01:37 PM) |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 291/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Maybe if he bugs her by coming back here just to visit her. I won't use weapons though... I'll conseal a knife, but I'll only use it if he has one. This guy's retarded in his entire left side, so you can almost guarentee that he'll bring a weapon of some sort. He's a boney-assed, gay sounding little posessive fucker! So yeah, even if I just use my fists, the fight will be a little one-sided (pun intended) But seriously. He deserves whatever he gets! Fuck it! I'll just post his addy here so everyone can bug him. Just say some crap like "I hacked Michael's MSN account to get your address. I've heard all about what you've done." Shit, I dunno. LOL! 5 hours untill PAR-TEH-TIME!!!! **EDIT** w0000t!!! He's gone!!! Jayde's on her way back from the airport now. I hope she's feeling relieved. I'll ask her how she feels when I call her soon. ...@hotmail.com I'm not really sure about this though... I hope he doesn't try anything on Jayde. ** EDIT to remove MSN account ** (edited by Scatterheart on 09-05-05 05:51 AM) (edited by Scatterheart on 09-05-05 12:31 PM) |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 292/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| BIRTHDAY POST *Is 20 years old now* Just thought I'd let you guys know how things are going. And it's been going absolutely wonderfully. I had a party yesterday, and Jayde straightened her hair for me, wore a skirt, and knee-high boots. She looked mighty-purdy. No real problems with Ash, either. I think she yelled at him earlier this morning, because he sent her messages saying stuff like "Fine! I'll give you your space. I can see you want this to work between you and Michael" or something along those lines. She couldn't even remember what she told him earlier this morning, because she was tired as hell! She stayed with me last night, and we both didn't really get much sleep. After work earlier today, she came and saw me again, and we just laid in bed, talking and holding each other 'n stuff. It was really nice. My "downstairs " problem is almost gone now. I didn't have any problems for about an hour last night. T'hat was kewl! So yeah! That's about all there is to say. Thanks for all your comments, guys! Muchly appreciated. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 293/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| The day when I mentioned she came over and we both laid in bed with each other, I asked her if she wanted to read all of the posts I had made in this thread. She said "Sure!" so yeah! She liked it. She hugged me so many times! She calls me "a big sweety" so many times! I feel so special. I can't believe that I'm one of the rare ones who likes to treat a woman right. More guys should be like me... Not to gloat or anything. Earlier today, she visited me just for a little while before she went off to college. She bought me a birthday present! It was an LG DVD player! It goes with all of the things in my room. I have an 80cm LG flat-screen TV you see. Plus it's the same colour as all of my other stuffs. I already know what I'm getting her for christmas. She's been annoyed about her car speakers and lack of CD player, so I thought I'd get her a kick-ass CD player and speakers. She doesn't want me to tell her what I'm getting for her, but I seriously don't want her to go out and buy a crappier system than what I'm about to buy her...so I shouldn't show her this post. I want to buy her something expensive and kewl! Oh! We had always joked about handcuffs, too! And a few days ago, I asked her if she'd drive me to the sex shop to pick some up. We were both so embarrassed, but I walked in there, and asked the guy if they had any. I got these purple fluffy ones. I don't think I mentioned to you guys that our one month anniversary was about a week ago. I bought her flowers, and walked to her house to give them to her. Her ex never did that in the whole 2 and a half years they were together. It was so cute how shy she was. After reading all of my posts, later on that day, she said that they've probably become sick of hearing about her and I. I said to her "They probably like posting anyway... Hell! It increases their post count!" Ash sent her messages earlier today, too! They were all suicidal-like, and still to do with him leaving us two alone. This really is working out! |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 294/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| No, no! It's quite fine. He can die if he wants. Yeah, handcuffs are teh kewlies! We walked out to the party with us handcuffed to each other's wrists. Used 'em in another way later on that night, too.  Next time I think she's gonna handcuff me... I'll be all helpless, so she could do whatever she wanted to me... *Faints* Oh man! |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 295/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Yeah, very damn childish! Thank you for saying that. Glad I'm not the only one who thinks so. He's taken alot of tablets one time... Messaged Jayde to tell her what he's done. She left school to take him to the hospital. Seriously!!! If he was that serious about killing himself, there are much quicker and painless ways of going about it. If he wanted to kill himself, and if he really cared for Jayde, he wouldn't have messaged her. I've once nearly killed myself...over loneliness. I went to the train station - to the overpass bridge which the cars drive over... Stood on the railing, and a police car pulled up and the cops started talking to me. ...Strange how people can get just over not feeling loved. Glad you guys don't think I'm all "freaky" for getting handcuffs. We've only used 'em once. She's still yet to use 'em on me. Bought a vibrating condom yesterday! Havn't used it yet. $10 for the thing!! ($7US) **EDIT (To remove too much information)** (edited by Scatterheart on 09-16-05 04:20 AM) |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 296/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Seems like this vibrating condom's been getting quite abit of attention lately. I'll explain. All that came in the packet, was a regular condom, plus this other thing. It's like a ring that goes around the condom, and vibrates away. Wasn't exactly what I was expecting either. Still havn't used it yet, too. Her holidays are coming up soon. Two whole weeks of time spending-ness stuffs! We're going camping, too! It's gonna rox! |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 297/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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Originally posted by Kitten Yiffer The altered demo of Metroid Prime 2 that people were able to play when they revealed the controller actually used that system of control. Except, you use the attatchment with the analog stick with it to move around. There are also two trigger buttons on the back of that attatchment, aswell as on the back on the "remote" Maybe the D-Pad could be used to change between visors, and if you hold onto one of the analog stick's trigger buttons, then maybe the D-Pad could be used to change weapons. No real shortage of buttons when you think about it... Plus there'll be tonnes of other attatchments, which aren't all gimmicky. If it comes down to it, maybe they could come with a spare NGC controller, and we could even use that for certain games. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 298/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| I've been thinking about this for about 10 minutes. Thinking I'm getting close, then my brain dawdles off somewhere. I'm guessing 54. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 299/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| My girlfriend just told me this one. It's pretty kewl! "What starts with 'E', ends with 'E', has an 'E' in the middle, but only contains one letter?" |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 300/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Ok Impala!'s making a Super Mario Kart hack, which feature new AI routes, so yeah. Can't wait for that! All eight characters will be new, too! Stifu's handling the graphics section, so he has some job to do. |
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