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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 261/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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Hmm... I asked her recently about the letter, and she said that she'd written it while she was in a bad mood. Her boyfriend was the laziest ass in the whole world! He was uglier than me, too! (I hope, anyway) I'm not rushing her one bit, but my birthday party's coming up at around September 10th, and I think my friend likes her. I'd like to at least get some positive movement by then. I had a nightmare about two weeks ago, that at my party, I walked in on my friend and Jayde kissing in my room... I woke up devestated. Later that day, my friend told me he liked her.  I know his password for his MSN address, and early this morning, I decided to look at his hotmail inbox. there were no letters from Jayde, so that made me feel good!  I think she might like me...or be overly nice towards me. If I do get with her, it'd be my first serious relationship...and I'm 19 now - almost 20 (September 11th (what a day!)) and am still a virgin. She knows almost everything about me, as I do to her. This movie thing is definately happening, but I'm not sure what to do.!  One of my asshole friends (who I, nor either of my friends consider him as a "friend" anymore) told me to maybe drop something on the cinema floor, pick it up and just maybe smile or laugh while looking at her. I've always been mega-shy...but lately, I've been finding it easier to talk to her in person (during that car trip). Her ex boyfriend was an asshole! he only talked to her on MSN, even when he was in the same house as her!  I want to make her feel loved, and feel loved at the same time. I certainly hope that this is the one! I'm not scared of comittment! I'd love to keep the "romance" alive, by shocking/impressing her very often. I want to spoil her with everything she deserves! There aren't many girls that I feel I could do what I'm prepared to for her... I dunno. Many girls in Australia these days just seem slutty and dumb.  She's one of the rare good ones.  *EDIT* Wooooahhhh!!!  Today, she went to my friend's house, picked him up in her car, then came here and got me!!  We were walking in the bush, and my friend took off somewhere, so it was just me and her. We decided to head back to the car to see if he went there, but he didn't! We started talking and crap. It was cool! She'd ask something like "So how was your day?" I said "boring before" She asked "What about now?" !!!!On the way home, we were talking about her lazy ex boyfriend. It's cool! She touched me on the leg, too! When she pulled up outside of my house, i wanted to do something, but I was just too damn shy! I touched her on the shoulder and said "See ya on MSN! "But she asked for a hug! (I always say *hugs* on MSN 'n stuff!) God! It's so hard to hug someone in a car! I hit my head on the rear-view mirror. *has enjoyed today very muchly* *EDIT AGAIN* Can't wait 'till thursday! We're both going to the movies! It seems so far away though.  It'd be good being alone with her today. My friend (who came today, and has told me he likes her) did kinda talk to her abit, but I don't think she's all that interested in him. Oh yeah! When my friend came back from the bush, Jayde was saying something like "we decided to have a quickie"... I didn't think they'd be that quick! Didn't even notice it happening.  **EDIT AGAIN **So yesterday, her and I drove around for abit, and talked for a good 4 hours. She was being her usual overly nice self, and when I asked to kiss her, she said that she didn't want it to happen (the kiss), and then not go out with me. She said she was tempted... Said it later on into the night, too. Her reason for not being sure about me, is that "I'm a nice guy (I've heard that sooo many times ), but I just don't want to hurt you the way I got hurt." I told her that I'd rather feel love if it meant maybe heart-break down the track rather than not feeling love at all. And it's true... I always felt threatened by my best friend, and last night, I got kinda proven right. Apparently, she went to his house on saturday. He just sat there playing his computer for 6 hours while she watched. I don't know if he did that for me, or he just didn't care. On MSN, this guy always likes to see me hurt whenever he's bored, but last night I just snapped. It was breaking my heart the way he was talking, and I didn't even know if it was all true! Anyway. After I went off at him for abit, he told me that he told Jayde to fuck off and then he blocked her. I just signed into his MSN account, and she's still in the list... Unblocked. Should I delete her for him? She told me last night that she'd be happy if she never saw him again... I'm only trying to help. So she sent me and my friend an E-mail, and it was pretty harsh towards me. My friend deserved to get told what he did, but I don't see how I did. The E-mail Kinda sux, doesn't it? Goddamnit! Last night we hugged twice, and if it wasn't for my fucking shyness, we probably would've kissed! I asked her if we could do the same thing again, because we're both pretty fucked up at the moment. She's coming over to pick me up in seven hours. I'll let you know how it goes. **Yep, another EDIT** Tonight was really good! I finally built up the courage and asked her if I could kiss her. She said she didn't know (all shy-like, like me), and we did! We kissed quite alot! It's kinda confusing, I know... But I'm gonna keep on trying untill it happens. I'm so happy at the moment! The crappy thing is - is that I don't see her for another two days! I'm not sure if we'll go to the movies, or just talk like we usually do. I really, really, really, really like her. She has no interest in my friend (which is a huge relief to me), so now I have to make her feel loved enough to fall for me. While we were holding hands, she asked if I really didn't care about her past (which is nothing compared to the other girl I've been with), and I said ofcourse not. Hey! This post is abit too long, lol! Could someone bump this or something? Or someone else post something about their love-life! I've gone on for far too long in this post. **Must be going to the longest post record - EDIT** I didn't have to wait the whole two days I saw her the next day (yesterday), and we kissed alot! I'm really falling for her. I just don't know when's a good time to ask her out. Today, we didn't go to the movies. We went to her house, and she laid on me while watching a DVD. You can be sure I wasn't at all interested in the DVD, but it was still really nice. After that, we drove to our usual spot, and kissed... Her ex is still living in the same house. And her father doesn't know that they've broken up. They never do anything ofcourse. So anyway! Her ex had to be picked up from a nearby shopping centre, but he didn't want to go home. The rest of the day consisted of us driving around and doing a little shopping. I asked her (when her ex wasn't around), if she'd maybe come back and we could drive around again later tonight. She didn't know. Tomorrow she has to go do her course, then work. So tomorrow'll be the first time in 4 days I won't get to see her. On saturday, she's working. So I'm gonna go there and meet her at her workplace. I havn't been hungry at all lately. I'm always thinking about her... I really wish I knew a good time to ask her out. It will definately be in person. I'll just have to build up the courage one day. I'm thinking after we kiss would be a good time. **I am teh EDIT master!** She asked me out on saturday night. I'm glad I risked stuff by going to her friend's house while she was there. They were supposed to talk 'bout stuff, but we all talked. It was cool! So I guess that puts an end to this chapter, huh? *Is happy 'n crap* Cya! (edited by Scatterheart on 07-29-05 02:42 PM) (edited by Scatterheart on 07-29-05 02:47 PM) (edited by Scatterheart on 08-01-05 06:47 PM) (edited by Scatterheart on 08-02-05 07:42 AM) (edited by Scatterheart on 08-04-05 03:59 AM) (edited by Scatterheart on 08-07-05 11:10 PM) |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 262/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| You can get a few Castlevania metal versions. They sound alright. I would provide linkage, but I downloaded 'em from Kazaa aaages ago. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 263/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| I'm very shy. I hate it! I've posted and edited alot in the lonely hearts thread in the Officer's section. It badly needs a bump. My shyness is a curse, yet it can be good. The girl I'm interested in thinks I'm cute because of it. I just hate having to talk to her on MSN though... It's always so much better in person. Be sure to read my post... You'll see how shy I really am... I think I love this girl, hey? |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 264/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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It's been going wonderfully... Except for the fact that her ex is still there. He's obsessive and always wants to know where she is. We usually ignore the phone anyway, as we're busy doing other things.  ...Stop thinking dirty! My first time, we're gonna make it all special-like. I really wanna make her feel special. Today was scary though. Her ex is leaving in three weeks, but almost forbid Jayde (my gf) from seeing me. She was angry, upset and wouldn't talk to me earlier, but I tried remaining strong, and I told her I was going over there. Anyway, so we met up and talked for a while. Jayde's ex (not "sex" ) messaged her which said he was going to my house to talk with me, so we had to pick him up too.Okay, so he's a nice guy, but he's always bringing up painful stuff with Jayde. It hurts her, and he just keeps pushing. Okay, so he told me that it hurted him to see her with me, but he also says he wants Jayde to be happy. So I make her happy. I never kissed her tonight, as I didn't want to cause even more tension, but I held her hand for most of the night. It made him jealous. *Is evil* I want him to get it through his head that he screwed up, and it's time for him to move on. He makes things so awkward 'n crap when I'm with Jayde. Three weeks is all I have to wait untill everything can be perfect. I'm going to make her so happy. She deserves it. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 265/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| I dunno. I guess she's overly-nice... That and the fact he has nowhere else to go. But he's taking their friendship all the wrong way. So he hasn't tried anything, but he seriously wants to get back with her. When he leaves, he wants her to call him every night at 7:00pm for fuck sakes! If ever I'm with Jayde when he calls, I'm really gonna go off at him... Fucking obsessive fucker. I've done absolutly nothing wrong or anything. He's the one who's always hurting her, yet he says she wants her to be happy... Dickhead should listen to himself once in a while.  |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 266/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| If need be, I could really kick his ass. He's just a scrawny little guy. I think I'm around 180lbs (Doesn't know lbs properly)/ 90kilos, and stand 6 foot 5. Okay, so I've never been in a real fight, but I could easily take that guy. Yeah, I highly doubt she'll call him when he leaves. What's the freak'n point? I got to see her yesterday, and we talked about how he brings up crap that hurts her - how he's always trying to be her psycholigist. It pisses her off, too! She's always apologetic about stuff like that, but I trust her, and if he tries anything, I'll kick his smelly ass! ...Oh yeah! He rarely showers, never cleans anything and just leaves it all for Jayde. What a loser, right? Tonight, I'm taking Jayde out for dinner. I bet he's never done that. She's always so happy and care-free when it's just her and I. I'm glad I make her feel that way. She says being around me gives her the childhood she never had. Okay, I'm mega-shy, but she can be too. Oh! And thanks for replying, Dark Vampriel! Glad someone finally did... I was scared that my edited post was going to be uhh... Huge. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 267/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Yeah. Love can make you do some crazy things. At first, Jayde didn't seem interested, but I kept at it, and now look where we are! Last night, I went down on her (hope that's not too much information). She asked if I wanted to... Be intimate with her, but I said "not yet", as we're always talking about making our first time special. Apparently, I have very talented hands, too. Everyone!!! Start playing a musical instrument! Your hands and girlfriend will thank you for it. Last night, after she finished, she checked to see how many times her ex called her, and it was a whopping 28! I'm glad she's ignoring him alot now. Even when she finally answered the phone to make up an excuse as to where she was, he stressed her out. She's pretty fragile, but when I'm with her, she's always happy and relaxed. In three weeks, everything will be so much better. It feels like I have to share Jayde with that asshole. Well! That's all I have to say for a while, lol. So now it's on to other people's love stuffs! Wish me luck in the near future and infinity! ...Yeah! Any major events, and I'll let you guys know. "Yay! "Lol! Ciao! |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 268/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| I have every intension of doing so. I will wait untill he leaves though, as he'd probably hurt Jayde if I got up him now while he's still living there. I just had abit of an argument with him on MSN. Anyone know of a quick hosting thingo for an RTF file? Kinda like ImageShack I mean. I tried a quick Google search, but to no avail. I'd like to show you guys what this idiot said. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 269/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Well, I was expecting it to be alot worse with the way everyone talks about how "strong" it is. Maybe she's just really clean. It'd be alot easier if she shaved or something, but "meh". Glad I made her feel good. She said she'd never felt like that before! Lol. That's saying something... Especially because she just broke up from a two and a half year relationship. Main thing about sex though... I'm scared I won't be very good on my first time. Also, she thanked me afterwards for not having sex with her. *Shrugs*. I dunno. Maybe next time she asks, I'll ask if she's sure. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 270/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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It's a bit long, but here it is.That MSN conversation with... "That Guy" What's this guy on about? It's my turn to look after Jayde...he's long gone. Today was awesome! Last night, we were doing our usual "stuff" *You can now think dirty if you want *, and he started sending threatening messages to my mobile phone. My phone was out in the living room, and my brother saw the messages, and answered to him. I think he wanted to fight me or something.She got really stressed, and wanted to see her best friend. I went with her, but as soon as we got to her car, she cried...terribly. I felt so useless and angry. I wanted to teach this guy a lesson for making her feel that way. So! Her friend recomended she staying with me the night. She did. I only have a single bed, so I slept on the floor. She was relaxed that night. I made her feel good. Ash (her ex) was sending messages apologising for everything to her mobile, but she just ignored them. Ash thought she was sleeping at Jayde's best friend's house, so that sorted stuff out. I told her I loved her today, and she said she loved me too! We decided to go to the beach an hours drive away, and we strolled along it...it was really nice. We had lunch at Pizza Hut Resturant, where it's like "all you can eat", and we got stuffed! We're planning on going camping, road trips, and other "adventures" where we can spend time together. This is going so great! I'm so happy!!! The only thing I'm scared of is Ash's actions when she gets home. I'm sick of him making her feel like crap. She told me she doesn't even know why she got with him in the first place, as he's always been like that. I'm really proud of myself that I can make her happy. She really deserves it! As I've said earlier: "In three weeks, it'll be so much better" She won't have anything to worry about, so she'll be able to spend as much time as she wants with me. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 271/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| This is looking schmick! How's progress going? |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 272/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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Argh! I feel like shit!  The relationship's going great! And Ash has gone away for 5 days. What's the problem you might be asking? Well... This is probably going to be too much information... Good thing you're all across the other side of the world. I'm a guy who gets aroused very easily. When Jayde and I kiss, I get a little visit by the thing in my pants. Tonight though... It was really hard to get it up. I have no idea why. I'm scared she thinks it's her fault, but it's not. I'm not sure what it is. I think it's me worrying too much or something, I dunno. Tonight, we kinda had sex, too! It was my first time... But I feel really bad, because it slowly went down. Has this happened to anyone else before? Is there any way to get over it? I never ever have any problems like these usually... |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 273/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| I'll try, man. For the little time we were doing it... "WOW! "It feels so different... Pretty nice. I don't think I'll cum too quickly though... Hope not, anyway. Maybe I was scared? I dunno. I hope I get over it fast, though. ...Don't go thinking I'm greedy, lol. I just want her to feel like she's pleased me for once - not that I care about myself at times like those. *Has skilled hands and tongue* so I've been told. ...It's gotta be that I was scared, right? |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 274/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| I'd say it's a scheme to sell more Nintendo DS units. Think about it - You could buy a Micro for $100, or pay an extra $60 or so and get another screen, which is touchable(Mmmm), backwards compatible, and uhh... Better graphics, and so-on. This thing will only be bought by the people who seriously want to play multi-player with their GBA games. | |||
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 275/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Okay! Australia's turn. The current exchange rate is - $1 Australian = $0.80 U.S (A little bit less, but stuff it!) So you'd expect average game prices to be $65 - $75AU, right? Think again. Buying games in Australia have always costed on average $100AU. All the new games cost that much. Nintendo DS games are $60AU - $80AU. Prepare to be blown away. I remember when Street Fighter 2 first came out on the SNES. Price? $240AU Yep! The SNES console was actually cheaper! The game to rent for 1 week was $20AU per week! Super Castlevania IV was $140AU Donkey Kong 64 + Expansion Pack was $140AU Conker's Bad Fur Day (Nothing special about the packaging or anything) was $130AU I can't remember back in the ol' NES days though. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 276/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Broken Bones - I broke my hip when I was six by stuffing around in my friend's empty swimming pool. We were jumping into it, landing on our asses in the sand at the bottom. I managed to stumble home, while my friend raced in to ask his mum for a Band-Aid. *Feels special* Mine is the most painful bone breakage here (long term pain-wsie). I'm only 20 years old, and already I have trouble sleeping because of "arth-right-ess" *spelling? *I usually sleep on my side, but sometimes the pain's un-bearable, and I have no choice but to sleep on my back. Even then, sometimes I still feel pain... Bad stuffs! ...Hey! Can I get one of those medal things that appears near my post count on the left just here? "Most painful long-term self inflicted injury!" ... Or just "Most idiotic" would do. Stung by bees a couple of times. I love to torment my cats, so yeah... Lots of scratches and bites there. Always hated dogs... As they bite. In kindergarten, on an excursion, I stuck my hand into a goat's fence. Got bitten then. Plenty of grazes on my knees from running and tripping over back in primary school. Riding my bike when I was about 7 down a huge, steep hill, which had a very sharp turn at the end... I didn't know you could only turn sharp corners while going slow, and I went straight into a 7 foot wooden fence. Split my head open then. ...So can I get this award please? |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 277/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| God! This is gonna take a while... Australia...mate. "Australia is one huge desert, where the closest store is 1,000 miles away." Go deep into central Australia, and maybe... But no one cares about those guys anyway. "Kangaroos and Koalas are everywhere!" Again... Only in deep Australia. The only place you can see Koalas and Kangaroos anywhere near Sydney is at the zoo. "OMG! You're Aussie!? (actually pronounced 'Ozzie') I just love that Crocodile Hunter guy!!! AND that kick-ass Crocodile Dundee guy!!!" SHUT UP!!!!We're nothing like that at all! Our accents aren't nearly as bad as their's. Shit, I wouldn't know the first thing about croc poo...or crocs for that matter. And maybe about 0.001 percent of Sydnians know how to survive on "bush tuckah!" No one says "Crikey!" Okay, so we say "G'day!" and "How'zit goin'?"... Saying "Darlin'" just pisses everyone off here nowadays. OMG! And we have broadband, high definition TVs, telephones, cell phones (called "mobiles" here), Nintendo DSes and PSPs. God! We're not that slow! *...Stands still and drools for a moment. * |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 278/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| I agree! Man! I wish I was as smart as that. Think about it though, as it does make sense. Viceroy Legion's comment was basic, and to me seems absolutly true. Just something some people made up to make themselves feel better about the unknown. And about these "white light - near death experiences"... Bah! I sometimes, while just about to fall asleep, feel like I hear a loud bang, or feel like I'm falling, then quickly wake up to a bright white flash. It's just some brain reaction. And with these "I remember these things even though I've never been here" things. That can be a tricky one. Maybe you did go there at a very young age. Maybe (also at a young age) you overheard your parents talking about it. Some things you remember about your childhood, many others you don't. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 279/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Okay, so first, we loved this game, then hated it when Nintendo confirmed it won't feature Wi-Fi... At this point, I had no intentions of buying the game, The release date has been pushed back a few months, but it's gonna be ONLINE!!!!! *Drools* So now I can kick your asses at Mario Kart, and Metroid Prime: Hunters!!! Gamespot Report |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 280/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| Okay, so I got PowerDVD with my DVD ROM. I recently went to WinDVD as someone told me that it had 5.1 sound with it... It didn't, and it lagged every minute or so, so that quickly went, and now I'm back to PowerDVD. What I'd like to know is, is there a patch, or maybe an actual totally different player that already has 5.1 sound? With these previous two, they say that I have to send them alot of money for it. Man! I paid $400 for kick ass speakers! I don't wanna pay more money. Logitech Z-5500 5.1 digital/analog speakers. 500watts RMS total. |
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