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alte Hexe

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"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
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Posted on 01-22-05 11:01 AM, in Why do dumb people exist? Link
Originally posted by Nebetsu
Originally posted by Ziffski
You push the envelope of patience.


Ummm...... I fail to see how that makes sense...


...You make Ziff's brain cry tears of blood
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alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
Level: 99

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Posted on 01-22-05 12:26 PM, in i declare the good days over Link
I realized something tonight when I was trying to find an old friend.

I have an unhealthy obsession with the past.

I'm not sure if it is because I currently hate myself, or if I simply fear the future. But whatever it is, I always sit back and say "I miss those days". Especially at this board. Every time I log on, I see so few new posts, and the quality of said posts going down hill...Man, I wish it was that one magical summer before we realized Manda was playing us like a fiddle. God, that was great! Or I'll look at staff and go "I remember when Sofie was put on staff after the Great Assignment of Mod Positions", man that was awesome! All of my friends were mods. I was having a blast. I can go back even further too. I remember the days when I first tried spriting, the trials and tribulations, before the eventual giving up. I had so much fun. Just sitting and talking about colour palettes and shape with people that I never talk to anymore. Or the Kill Everyone...thing. That was great too. I met so many friends on it that I've since stopped talking to, which is depressing. One girl I'd stay up late every night talking to. She'd help me so much. And we'd always banter on and have a great time. Then she got a liver problem and diabetes. She hasn't been on since. There were other friends too. I just stopped seeing them online. No final good bye. Just gone. And everyday I log onto AIM or MSN I sit and look at my buddy list and I wonder what happened to "so and so".

The worst thing about all of this is that I CAN'T let the past go. I just yearn to have fruitful times all the time. And as it is right now, given conditions in life, I just haven't had them. I constantly yearn for that past where I would call people on the phone, or have a girlfriend who I loved with all my heart. I could remember always feeling good when this was around, even if I did feel bad alot. I can remember the warmth of feeling accepted during the early days here, and over at RR or whatever it is now. I can remember before most of us got bitter with our lives and started growing up. I try to hold onto all of that. And now I feel I'm a mess. My friends in real life I hate, but don't get rid of because they're the past. And I don't want to lose it. I hate the CDs I own, save a few, but keep them there, because that is the past. I swear, the internet fucked me up. I fell for girls on it, with never meeting them. I made friends that I'll never meet. And I talk to people half the world away about things of irrelevance. There is something that makes me sad to think of all of this. Even those horrible low times I wish I could relive, because at least back then I felt something other than unbelievable self-pity. I pitied myself and wanted sympathy that I really didn't deserve, but at least back then the emotions were great. I can remember first IMing Sofie before her and Adrian kinda hooked up and how much fun we had talking. I can remember that thread at TRC's old board that was the nail in the coffin over there. I can remember so many threads posted in by me and by me that just make me pine for what has been lost. I really want to get over this phase, but I just don't know how. Right now on my desk are articles of the past. A book from my childhood, a snow globe so old that the snow inside of it is crusted with algae. My 17 year old moth-eaten protection blanket. And a phone that has been around longer than I have. Things I've refused to throw out just pile up like junk. And I will sit for most of the time absently mindedly fondling a pokemon toy my friend Lee gave me, or rubbing my hand over the Gr. 2 pictures of back when I was a boy and when all the boys lied about how big their homes were and what their rooms were made of. Now, I see what we've all become. I'm bitter, Phil's bitter, many others are too. People I can honestly say I loved don't post anymore. People have moved on. And it makes me sad that I've been left in the dust in all this. I miss those naive days where I could log on here and not realize a damned thing about the intricasies of world politicks and the heart breaks that occur as we approach adult hood. I look at the past and see how chipper things were and I look now and see what a mess they are. My childhood friends are all druggies or I don't know them anymore. I'm an amorphous slob who stews all day in his bedroom sleeping and dreaming dreams of being a child. My family I don't talk to anymore has grown up and I barely know my cousins I used to nearly LIVE with.

I don't know what to do, but all I do know is that this is damned unhealthy.
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-22-05 09:18 PM, in ...Sweetest RTS... Link
Note: Generals was EA, NOT Westwood.

The last Westwood game was the RA2/RA2 expansion pack. Then most of the workers left and formed their own company. Plus, Lucasarts made tonnes of good games recently.
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-22-05 09:42 PM, in Suikoden IV Link
Hmmmmm...I was playing this last night briefly after school at my friends house. Boring battle system, bland look and nothing really to draw me in.

-meh-
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-22-05 10:24 PM, in ...Sweetest RTS... Link
Originally posted by Nebetsu
It's times like this I wish I had a computer that was better than my 400MHz piece of junk...


I thought you were buying a pre-packaged junker...
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-22-05 10:30 PM, in Why do dumb people exist? Link
Sure it does! Imagine how much of an ass all the British who voted for Blair feel when they thought that he would be a nice run of the mill Labour man. Or how the Russians feel with Putin in office. Stupidity can be measured in many ways, even in something sancrosanct, like voting.
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-22-05 10:38 PM, in Escaping from our universe. Link
Elect Ziff world leader, with an iron fist he will make sure that NO ONE escapes. Equality for all!
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-23-05 01:33 AM, in Smackie the Frog Link
I heard that he is the forest-fire stopper in Britain. Is this true?
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
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"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-23-05 01:35 AM, in Longest, Shortest, Easiest and Hardest Games You've Played Link
Pitfall for the 2600.

"Man, this game is...Wait...I beat it?"
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alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-23-05 11:33 PM, in Uh-oh, spaghettios. Link
Originally posted by geeogree
you don't get it do you?

Bush is creating democratic states instead of having the tyrannys in the Middle East so that there is less money and less opportunity for the USA to be attacked again....

a democratic nation is also easier to fight if they do "go bad" and attack the US....

you all complain about Bush so much (even I have).... but he is making the US safer in the end.... and eventually the middle east will be safer as well....


Lets see here. Some nations don't want democracy. Various nations, in fact, like Maldova, have elected to not be democratic. Democracy doesn't work in collapsed regions because massive corruption takes hold. Ever see an Eastern Europe capitol city? It's fucking scary. This "democracy" you speak of is capitalism, and not everyone needs an inherently corrupt system to rule their nation.
alte Hexe

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I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
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"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-23-05 11:40 PM, in "Harry the Nazi" Link
Speak to any historian, and ask them about Hitler and Catholicism. Heinreich Himmler, born and raised Catholic, from Bavaria. Operates the death camps. Catholicism was undermined, and made illegal. Catholics had to wear patches in Germany if they continued to practise. The Church undermined his singular control. Then there is this thing I mentioned, should you read, known as a Papal Bull, Mit Brennender Sorge, which outlines the Catholic dennunciation of NAZI Germany's anti-Catholic tactics. Plus, fascist Italy was also non-anti-Semetic by nature and didn't want to take any part in Hitler's attacks on the Jews. That is to say that they had no problem with racialist laws where the rights were restricted, but the people wanted NOTHING to do with hunting them down and shooting them. There was only one death camp near Trieste in Italy, and it only became active in 1943...After Hitler took Italy.

In Germany of the past, there was a dark cloud called National Socialism. It extinguished the flames of German Catholics. And Austrian Catholics. People ran from their faith to join this new church.

Oh, I should mention that I study the NAZI regime relentlessly, and understand almost all of the fundamental underpinnings, laws and ideas behind it.


(edited by Ziffski on 01-23-05 03:01 PM)
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-23-05 11:43 PM, in i declare the good days over Link
Originally posted by geeogree
wow Ziff.... sounds like you are growing up....

welcome, to the real world


I've been in it since I was a kid. And let's just say I've been damn well avoiding it.
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-24-05 12:04 AM, in Uh-oh, spaghettios. Link
Because NK is a far harder target to hit than Iraq. No one gave a fuck about Iraq, but Israel and America. North Korea is allied with China, will lash out on the South and attack Japan. Why fight a hard war with nothing to gain when there is an oil rich nation that has a collapsed military infrastructure?
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-24-05 12:05 AM, in NA-NANANANANA! Katamari Damacy! Link
Well, I'm going to save up some money, then toss a coin in the air twice. Once to see if I should get a GC or a PS2. The second time to see if I should get the system or Steel Batallion.
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-24-05 07:05 AM, in NA-NANANANANA! Katamari Damacy! Link
SOMEONE ZIP AND HOST THE SOUNDTRACK FOR ZIFF
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-24-05 07:45 AM, in NA-NANANANANA! Katamari Damacy! Link
Given that this hasn't (to my knowledge) been licensed for North American release I don't think it is illegal (HMV says it doesn't exist, I believe HMV). Therefore, no.
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-24-05 08:14 AM, in NA-NANANANANA! Katamari Damacy! Link
"Origin: This item is imported from Japan and may contain Japanese text."

Retard, mostly because you've already stated YOUR owning of the MP3s.

Don't fucking lecture me, moron.


(edited by Ziffski on 01-23-05 11:15 PM)
alte Hexe

Star Mario
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and me
"But Joe you're ten years dead!"
"I never died" said he
"I never died!" said he
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Posted on 01-24-05 08:33 AM, in NA-NANANANANA! Katamari Damacy! Link
Thank you very much JD
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