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Silent Ninji Micro-Goomba Level: 6  Posts: 16/16 EXP: 701 For next: 206 Since: 07-05-05 From: Santa Barbara, CA, USA Since last post: 91 days Last activity: 73 days |
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 Well, I really been lonely and depressed since Sunday July 31st..... I'm going to explain the whole story and what happening..... my english is bad because i'm not good at it Ok, A friend girl of mine who is deaf and she can't talk.... I'm hard of hearing which I can talk and sign which is cool.... I guess.... anyways we met 2 years ago from a blog site and we became friends and it was cool. So she decided to see me for my birthday which is on July 30th..... so she came over on July 26th to Sunday July 31. Well what I'm depressed about is that I really miss her so much and I live in Santa Barbara and she lives in San Diego..... I missed being with her, I missed kissing her, I missed everything we done together. Well I lost my virginity with her..... and then all the sudden I felt really weird because my body was acting strange and I often cry at night because I really love her even I cried in front of her in person. We always hug and hold each other... she always grab me and take me to my room and we will always lay down and hold each other and kissing each other. So, I decide to try to tell her to say "I love you" even though she can't talk.... *I hope some of u know what I mean*.... and she finally did it and it was the cutest thing I ever heard and it makes me sad because it was sweet. and She held my neck when I say "I love you" and she feels it and she said it again. I had sex with her on Tues, Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat and last one is Sunday..... I know it might sound weird but it's true. We always take shower together and took bath together. It's the best moment in my life. It just it hurts that I see her gone and it hurts when I see the bathroom or chair or sofa or whenever she was used to sit there.... I love her so much and she loves me too. But, she lives far and I wish I see her everyday and I want be close to her. I'm depressed and I feel like killing myself because I can't go on.... P.S. I have pics of me and her.... but I doubt any of u would wanna see it.... but it's ok..... I love Dulce De La Garza (edited by Silent Ninji on 08-02-05 11:22 AM) |
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Black Lord Level: 34 Posts: 392/453 EXP: 235639 For next: 18012 Since: 03-15-04 From: Nebraska, what's a Nebraska Since last post: 8 days Last activity: 1 day |
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| Dude it's not the end of the world, it seems like you had a sort of a romantic fling there. Who knows what might happen. It's been two days, it's nothing to get depressed about. She was there for a week, I'm sure you could still contact her online and talk to her, I'm sure you could arrange future meetings. Seriously man. Relax. | |||
Danielle Local Moderator  Level: 76  Posts: 1326/3359 EXP: 3958078 For next: 47982 Since: 09-15-04 From: RATE Since last post: 3 hours Last activity: 3 hours |
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You knew she was leaving... what did you expect? Did you get her number or online info? Honestly.. if you really love her you'd do something about it. How old are you? If you're off to college soon, the possibilities are endless. Instead of saying you want to kill yourself, how about you try contacting her? I bet she'd rather have you alive.  |
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Bella Ludwig Von Koopa You're Gonna Love Me Level: 76  Posts: 1618/2962 EXP: 3891483 For next: 114577 Since: 03-29-04 From: Groovy Way Since last post: 8 min. Last activity: 6 min. |
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Yeah, no reason to want to kill yourself over it because it'd hurt her too. Just try to talk to her everyday or get some kind of contact with her and see if you guys could meet up again soon  |
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Cruel Justice XD Level: 55  Posts: 1063/1384 EXP: 1253266 For next: 60923 Since: 03-20-04 From: Darkwoods Penetentiary Since last post: 11 hours Last activity: 7 hours |
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If this is your first, I could undertand; however, under any circumstance, buck up. You're older than me yet by the way you wrote this, you seem to cry alot more. I cannot say that you could just call her on the phone. If you know her parents, you could talk to them and ask for an e-mail That's the only option you got. You have a 50% chance of seeing her, and if you don't, so what? There are a LOT of gorgeous girls out there who would love a sensitive guy. You qualify for that...  |
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Black Lord Level: 34 Posts: 394/453 EXP: 235639 For next: 18012 Since: 03-15-04 From: Nebraska, what's a Nebraska Since last post: 8 days Last activity: 1 day |
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| Yeah. Add what Cruel Justice said to my post. Sensitive guys get the most ass too. |
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