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Where are you on the Beck Depression Inventory.
Take This Test and let us know where you scored.
1-10 These ups and downs are considered normal
 
35.5%, 11 votes
11-16 Mild mood disturbance.
 
25.8%, 8 votes
17-20 Borderline clinical depression.
 
3.2%, 1 vote
21-30 Moderate depression.
 
9.7%, 3 votes
31-40 Severe depression.
 
12.9%, 4 votes
over 40 Extreme depression.
 
12.9%, 4 votes
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Posted on 07-19-05 11:36 AM Link | Quote
16. I do feel depressed at times, but today was a pretty good day, actually. I typed all the numbers into my graphing calculator as I did the test.

I am not taking any drugs or talking to any professionals about my moods, though I did for 9 years when I was in school.
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Posted on 07-19-05 04:37 PM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Tarale
I DO want to hear though -- how those who selected the bottom few options -- how you guys are coping with depression, and what you are doing to try to get better.


I don't do a single thing about it. I did once go to the doctors about it, but I chickened out. So yeah, unmedicated, untreated, and pretty much no-one knows about it. They all just think it's pure laziness why I can't be bothered doing anything, and ignore pretty much the other signs of depression that I probably have. :/
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Posted on 07-21-05 04:39 AM Link | Quote
hmmm, 30. Well, a little higher than i expected.
I went to the doc once and mentioned the depressed moods i've been getting. He said i don't have clinical depression, and saw no need to give me any drugs. He did recommend a physc. but i haven't really decided whether i should go... Right now, its a no.
What i feel seems a little strange...it can last for weeks and then all of a sudden..... Kazaam! Its gone for a couple days. And when I least suspect it, the moods come back and strike me with a heavy blow. Sometimes with just a little nudge. Its either severe or not so severe.
Since it seems so random at times, has its highs and lows, i can't be diagnosed with clinical depression.
Anyway, I've had this for several years now. At first i thought it was a teenage thing, but now that i'm 18, almost 19, I can't help but wonder....
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Posted on 07-21-05 07:37 AM Link | Quote
I scored a 42, I thought as much ive lived with it all my life yet I dispise everyone elses opinion on something I deal with. Blegh.

This made me realize I need to get professional help soon. =/


(edited by Angel on 07-21-05 03:06 PM)
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Posted on 07-22-05 11:09 AM Link | Quote
The Tarale says...
Originally posted by Slay
I voted, and I must say, Beck is the greatest name in the history of language. Few things bring me as unbridled joy as shouting the name Beck angrily, ala Roger Smith. When most people get angry, they swear, "Dammit!" or "Hell!" I call out the name of my arch nemesis, as if he is the sole cause of the ails in my life.

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Oh, right, I suppose I should make a better contribution to the topic than that. I dislike static, especially numerical depression tests. People's personalities and emotions vary so greatly that it's an insult, in my opinion, to ever try and attach a number to them. I also have a problem with tests like these because they are only used to decide whether or not to prescribe antidepressants, and some of you may remember that I am quite vehemently against psyche drugs.

We're all sad. We're all scared. That's what makes us human. Life would be utter hell if we were happy all the time. Happiness, in fact, loses it's meaning when it has no opposite; if there is no pain, we can know no pleasure, and if there is no suffering, we can know no bliss. I must say that I feel that being sad is not abnormal, even for extended periods of time. The teenage years are when we first really take in this whole crazy thing we call life, it's when that bubble our parents put us in pops and we first face up to the fact that there's a lot of terrible things in our world, all around us, all the time. It's natural and I think healthy to be sad about it.

What you need to do, I think, is come to accept the fact that there's a lot of horrible things in this world, but resign to the fact that you can't eliminate them all. You have to find purpose in life on your own. No drug, no test can ever give you hope. You can only search within, find what it is in this life that makes you happy and persue it. Not just passively, don't just persue it, leap to your feet and chase after it, running as fast as you can, for as long as you can, with all your might and mettle!

I think that people don't know how to live anymore. You see, life is what you make of it, so eat when you're hungry, sleep when your tired and have fun, because you're not going to be around for very long. Face up to the fact that you can't control everything in life, so let what my happen, simply happen.

The only person who can tell if you're truly depressed is you, and the only person who can make you feel better is you. Trust and believe in yourself foremost, and you'll do fine.


Well, that's very cute, but I don't think you get what I mean when I say Depression.

Clinical Depression is a lot different from just your average "depression", where you feel kinda bummed for a while, then kick yourself up the arse and get over it.

Clinical Depression is a condition in which your brain chemistry is actually altered and you lose the ability to even give yourself that kick up the arse. It royally sucks, because you feel trapped and powerless to help yourself. It can last for years on end, and some people have it for life.

It's even worse if you have it with a co-morbid condition, such as Generalised Anxiety Disorder.

I was "sad" in high school, for extended periods of time, and immediately after high school too. But what I felt in high school... has nothing on Clinical Depression. Clinical Depression isn't just feeling sad, sometimes it's flat out fucken SCARY.

As for the numbers (and the drugs) I agree; but I still find it an interesting tool to try to keep tabs on myself. Apparently at the moment, I'm not doing so great


To clarify, I do know the difference between clinical depression and feeling the blues, but I must apologize for bringing an argument to this thread. I take the problem quite seriously, having suffered clinically-diagnosed depression off and on for my entire life, even young childhood, but it was not my place to bring debate into this topic.

I apologize.

Anyway, to contribute properly to this topic, I'll divulge how I handled depression in my teen years and how I currently handle it.

The depression of my teen years was sudden, and unexpected. I was as happy as most people are, but after a Christmas break, I couldn't bear to go back to school. The thought of interacting with other people terrified me, I lost all interest in anything that I once considered fun. All I wanted to do was sleep, all day, everyday. I began to skip school. At one point, it got particularly pathetic; I wasn't bold enough to simply run away from the school, so I hid in the bathroom for the whole day. Another aspect of my depression is that I was embarassed of it, I was mortified to let anyone know that I was depressed.

It was, I believe, my mother who started taking me to a psychiatrist. I hated going, it was the worst day of the week to me. It got to the point that the psychiatrist wasn't really involved, I'd spend the two hours explaining my feelings to my parents. The worst part of it was, that they would repeatedly ask me "why" I was depressed. I tried with all my might to explain that there is no single cause, that I just feel this way, but nobody, not either of the psychiatrists or either of my parents, would believe me, which only made things worse.

Looking back on the situation, I reason it like this; from the time I was very young until my teen years, things just kept building up, and I kept it all to myself. Imagine you take a ten gallon fish tank and put a single drop of water in it every day. It's going to take years to fill up, but eventually, it will overflow. That's what I think happened.

Therapy wasn't really helping me, because no matter what I said, nobody believed a word I said, so what was the point of saying anything at all? I tried drugs, Paxil in particular, to no avail. All they did was give me side-effects to worry about, on top of dealing with the fact that I saw life as pointless and meaningless at that time.

I suppose my case was unusual, because though I hate nobody, I've never loved, nor even liked any of my family members. I hear other people talking about going through depression all the time, and one thing remains true; they all had someone in their family who was supportive and who was helping them through it, or wished them the best. I was always on my own.

The way I overcame my depression (I never use the word "cured" or "got over" it) is not a method I would reccomend to anyone else who is reading this. I packed up some of my things, and I left my home of the time. I had to get away from those people, those people who were making me so miserable, I had to be on my own. I went deep in the woods, where I spend a week living off food I had packed with me. Once that ran out, I had to do the thing I regret most; I had to lie to my friends.

I would go to payphones and call up a friend, asking to spend the night, lying to them about the fact that I wasn't living at home anymore. Each night I spent eating different food from different people, sleeping under a different roof, having different surroundings and no constants. It sounds lousy, but it was exactly what I needed. I felt I was trapped in a horrible world, and I finally got a chance to escape it and see a little bit more of the world. Being able to go out there and experience things lead me to overcome a huge hurdle in my depression; a feeling that the entire world was as horrible as my world. I saw that this was not the case, and very, very slowly, my torpor began to fade.

But I wouldn't reccomend running away from home to anyone else; my case wasn't the usual case so it probably won't work out as great for you. I deal with my depression today in a similar, if less abrupt way; by retreating from the rest of the world temporarily -- with due notice to those around me, of course. Some people need to visit a chiropractor regularly, to relieve stress on their spine. Some people need to get their ears cleaned out regularly, to relieve stress on their hearing. I need to escape reality regularly, to relieve stress on my very being.

Another thing which helped me was finding my own spiritual beliefs. I considered myself Christian for my youth and teen years, even though no one attempted to force it on me. I tried my best to live up to the apparent expectations of the church, but I never felt I was good enough. People around me told me I was a great person, but I didn't listen to them because I thought that God was watching me, judging me, and that I didn't meet his approval. This was, obviously, one of my biggest stressors - though don't mistakenly think I'm accusing Christianity of anything - it's simply not for me. When I removed that from my life, I was greatly relieved. Now, I have my own beliefs, and on top of that, I've found a totem, which I confide in in the same manner in which many people confide in God, Allah and so forth.

If I were to give advice to anyone else who's depressed, above all else, I'd reccomend removing all the stressors you possibly can from your life, and don't let anyone else tell you to stop crying. Cry as much and as often as you can, it can really make you feel better. Aside from that, I believe that - just as each person is unique - each case of depression is unique. There is no one method or practice or word or drug or anything that will make it all go away; you have to overcome it yourself, but that's not to say you're on your own, so try new things, you may just be surprised at what helps you to hang onto life.

Today, when I get severely depressed, I am lucky enough to have people who can help me through it (something I probably would have benefitted from in my teen years). Hopefully, you all have people you can rely on, too. Being loved is, perhaps, the only universal thing which can deter depression.
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Posted on 08-01-05 01:23 PM Link | Quote
I scored an 11. A little bit higher then I was expecting, but eh. I know I'm a bit disturbed.
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Posted on 08-01-05 06:54 PM Link | Quote
Uh...I scored a 33. I highly doubt the validity of this test. I think that if I had severe depression, someone would have noticed by now. I scored big time on the irritability and loss of interest in things.
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Posted on 08-01-05 09:14 PM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Yoshi Dude
24.
I'm pretty sure that's a bit much. I wouldn't call myself depressed at all.
Depression tests tick me off.


All personality tests do that, because they're hardly even close to being right in in my opinion ...

I scored a 7 on this, so yeah.
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Posted on 08-01-05 11:23 PM Link | Quote
I scored a 0 so my ups and downs are completely normal.

I thought that I


(edited by Trapster on 08-02-05 02:20 PM)
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Posted on 08-02-05 04:40 AM Link | Quote
I retook the test.... I'm in the 44 mark now.

I am feeling much more depressed too.

... and I've decided that the opposite sex are bastards and they should stop messing with my head.
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Posted on 08-02-05 04:57 AM Link | Quote
10. Though, if I would've taken this test a few years ago, I probably would've scored at least triple that.
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Posted on 08-02-05 02:38 PM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Tarale

... and I've decided that the opposite sex are bastards and they should stop messing with my head.




You sound like me, except you're female.
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Posted on 08-02-05 02:54 PM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Legion
Originally posted by Tarale

... and I've decided that the opposite sex are bastards and they should stop messing with my head.




You sound like me, except you're female.


I smell some chemistry

Mostly just burning magnesium though
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Posted on 08-02-05 11:25 PM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Tarale
I retook the test.... I'm in the 44 mark now.

I am feeling much more depressed too.

... and I've decided that the opposite sex are bastards and they should stop messing with my head.



Do you wanna talk or something? That doesn
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Posted on 08-03-05 07:51 AM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Legion
Originally posted by Tarale

... and I've decided that the opposite sex are bastards and they should stop messing with my head.




You sound like me, except you're female.
I second that.
btw I scored 11. =o
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Posted on 08-03-05 08:52 AM Link | Quote
I scored 15... Mild mood disturbance.
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Posted on 08-04-05 05:47 AM Link | Quote
I got an 8, though in a few months when school's going on I bet it'll become quite a bit higher.

During the summer I feel good, though, .

...And you probably should look into some medication or something if you're severly depressed all the time... =/
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Posted on 08-04-05 07:19 AM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Wlokos
I got an 8, though in a few months when school's going on I bet it'll become quite a bit higher.

During the summer I feel good, though, .

...And you probably should look into some medication or something if you're severly depressed all the time... =/


Been there, done that. Not doing it again. But yeah, I guess it might work for some people, I don't know...
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Posted on 08-18-05 08:23 AM Link | Quote
(first off, sorry for bumping a topic this old)
I got a 4. Maybe because it's in my blood to redirect it all into rage. I figure you can wear that down fairly quickly with the right outlets, being depressed is a self-feeding cycle I don't want to mess with.

Then again, I'm at the point of where I have a fair amount of control of my adrenal glands, I think that's a bad sign considering the experience it takes to manage that (the "on" switch is a looot easier than the "off").


(edited by Zer0wned on 08-17-05 11:24 PM)
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Posted on 08-18-05 08:31 AM Link | Quote
Wow, I only got a two.

I havent been actually depressed since I got into Straight-Edge. All that positive thinking and no drinking, smoking, etc has been doing alot for me.


(edited by Shadow Red on 08-17-05 11:32 PM)
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