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Arwon Zora Level: 35  Posts: 457/506 EXP: 278115 For next: 1821 Since: 03-15-04 From: Terra Australis Incognita Since last post: 5 hours Last activity: 10 min. |
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| I just ended things, such as "things" were, with a girl I'm fairly certain I love. Meh. We were not yet quite "official" when she unavoidably moved four hours away to a hellhole of a city that's hard to reach without a car (Canberra)... the whole thing was getting stupid, and angsty, and just too hard. Basically I said we might as well LJBF (lets just be friends) as long as she's down there, because whatever we had is obviously gone now. If things were meant to be, they'll work out at some future time. Glad I got to do it in person, she's not up in Sydney much. Said what was needed to be said, held her for a while outside the pub we were in, kissed her, then walked off back to central station. I cried afterwards, most of the way home, fairly certain she'd have too... but we'll deal with it. I'll just say - the right amount of alcohol - three or four beers, gives so much bloody courage it's unbelievable. Hooray for alcohol. If only I could be tipsy all the time. Hopefully she ends up moving back to Sydney in the new year, there was/is a connection there and I think it will work with less shitty circumstances, but yeah. This way I get certainty and the ability to try and move on without the vague image of her constantly hanging over my head, and she gets one less thing to be worried and angsty (and possibly guilty) over. I also get just enough vague hope for the future to keep from going insane - that's kept me going for ages in the past. I also salvage some dignity and spare some pain that would've come if she ended up hooking up with another guy down there and having to tell me "i dont wanna be with you." Bah. So fucking hard. (edited by Arwon on 09-09-05 11:28 PM) (edited by Arwon on 09-09-05 11:29 PM) (edited by Arwon on 09-09-05 11:30 PM) |
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Bella Ludwig Von Koopa You're Gonna Love Me Level: 76  Posts: 2257/2962 EXP: 3891483 For next: 114577 Since: 03-29-04 From: Groovy Way Since last post: 8 min. Last activity: 6 min. |
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| It's for the better that you did that. If I had someone like that in another city I'd worry about them hooking up with someone as well. Nobody wants that to happen and it's good to prevent it. Even though it does depend on the relationship and if there's enough trust involved. If you can't take it that she's far like that and that you guys would grow a part, then, as I said and you, it's for the better. If it was met to be, it will happen. | |||
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Arwon Zora Level: 35 Posts: 458/506 EXP: 278115 For next: 1821 Since: 03-15-04 From: Terra Australis Incognita Since last post: 5 hours Last activity: 10 min. |
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| It's not so much worrying, as accepting the poissibility. I'm realistic. We weren't official, she's a really friendly drunk and prone to bouts of loneliness, it happens. I know I've been looking at other girls with great interest and I'm the model of fucking reserve. That sorta stuff - random hookups - isnt a threat, it's more the "falling for someone else" thing that's scary. Either way, it's easier this way, to have some certainty. (edited by Arwon on 09-09-05 11:51 PM) |
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Bella Ludwig Von Koopa You're Gonna Love Me Level: 76 Posts: 2260/2962 EXP: 3891483 For next: 114577 Since: 03-29-04 From: Groovy Way Since last post: 8 min. Last activity: 6 min. |
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Yeah, that's what I meant by hookups, like she could fall for the person. Realistic is good, a good way to look at things. Maybe there's a chance for being official later, you never know. It's more better to not leave things as they were and telling her while she was there so things wont be left in the open. Freedom of certainty then? Or something.. |
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Dark Vampriel Lynel "Life is just a dream on the way to death." Level: 57  Posts: 1523/1658 EXP: 1400355 For next: 85573 Since: 08-29-04 From: Somewhere..... Since last post: 2 hours Last activity: 4 min. |
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| It's strange that two of my friends say they can't picture me dating Matt Davis and another says she'll hurt him if he hurts me.... now I'm wondering if that's good or not? I can trust my friends but saying something like that gets me curious though. | |||
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Arwon Zora Level: 35 Posts: 460/506 EXP: 278115 For next: 1821 Since: 03-15-04 From: Terra Australis Incognita Since last post: 5 hours Last activity: 10 min. |
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| Maybe you should date the friend who says they'll hurt him. | |||
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Dark Vampriel Lynel "Life is just a dream on the way to death." Level: 57 Posts: 1529/1658 EXP: 1400355 For next: 85573 Since: 08-29-04 From: Somewhere..... Since last post: 2 hours Last activity: 4 min. |
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| XD My friends I'm talking about are girls except for Matt that I'm talking about. | |||
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Arwon Zora Level: 35 Posts: 461/506 EXP: 278115 For next: 1821 Since: 03-15-04 From: Terra Australis Incognita Since last post: 5 hours Last activity: 10 min. |
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| Ooops, just noticed the pronoun that I somehow missed before. (edited by Arwon on 09-11-05 03:47 AM) |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 292/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| BIRTHDAY POST *Is 20 years old now* Just thought I'd let you guys know how things are going. And it's been going absolutely wonderfully.  I had a party yesterday, and Jayde straightened her hair for me, wore a skirt, and knee-high boots. She looked mighty-purdy.  No real problems with Ash, either. I think she yelled at him earlier this morning, because he sent her messages saying stuff like "Fine! I'll give you your space. I can see you want this to work between you and Michael" or something along those lines. She couldn't even remember what she told him earlier this morning, because she was tired as hell! She stayed with me last night, and we both didn't really get much sleep. After work earlier today, she came and saw me again, and we just laid in bed, talking and holding each other 'n stuff. It was really nice.  My "downstairs " problem is almost gone now. I didn't have any problems for about an hour last night. T'hat was kewl!  So yeah! That's about all there is to say. Thanks for all your comments, guys! Muchly appreciated. |
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Bella Ludwig Von Koopa You're Gonna Love Me Level: 76 Posts: 2282/2962 EXP: 3891483 For next: 114577 Since: 03-29-04 From: Groovy Way Since last post: 8 min. Last activity: 6 min. |
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Originally posted by Dark Vampriel Friends always say that..well if you hurt her, I'll hurt you. I haven't had it happen though  . You should test it.I'm glad things are going well for you Scatterheart. |
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Dark Vampriel Lynel "Life is just a dream on the way to death." Level: 57 Posts: 1530/1658 EXP: 1400355 For next: 85573 Since: 08-29-04 From: Somewhere..... Since last post: 2 hours Last activity: 4 min. |
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| Well that's good to hear Scatterheart that Jayde made Ash give her her well needed space. And that you two are still getting along fine together. Well Matt Davis popped the question tonight, told him about my online ex a little and he already knows what happened between me and Matt Ball and that I wasn't ready for a relationship yet. I didn't know how he was with that since he didn't say anything so I asked him if it was ok and he said it was cool but to let him know when I'm ready. I like guys who are like that. Also seemingly I keep that boy in line than before I started going over to his house.  (edited by Dark Vampriel on 09-12-05 12:40 AM) |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 293/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| The day when I mentioned she came over and we both laid in bed with each other, I asked her if she wanted to read all of the posts I had made in this thread. She said "Sure!" so yeah! She liked it. She hugged me so many times! She calls me "a big sweety" so many times! I feel so special. I can't believe that I'm one of the rare ones who likes to treat a woman right. More guys should be like me... Not to gloat or anything. Earlier today, she visited me just for a little while before she went off to college. She bought me a birthday present! It was an LG DVD player! It goes with all of the things in my room. I have an 80cm LG flat-screen TV you see. Plus it's the same colour as all of my other stuffs. I already know what I'm getting her for christmas. She's been annoyed about her car speakers and lack of CD player, so I thought I'd get her a kick-ass CD player and speakers. She doesn't want me to tell her what I'm getting for her, but I seriously don't want her to go out and buy a crappier system than what I'm about to buy her...so I shouldn't show her this post. I want to buy her something expensive and kewl! Oh! We had always joked about handcuffs, too! And a few days ago, I asked her if she'd drive me to the sex shop to pick some up. We were both so embarrassed, but I walked in there, and asked the guy if they had any. I got these purple fluffy ones. I don't think I mentioned to you guys that our one month anniversary was about a week ago. I bought her flowers, and walked to her house to give them to her. Her ex never did that in the whole 2 and a half years they were together. It was so cute how shy she was. After reading all of my posts, later on that day, she said that they've probably become sick of hearing about her and I. I said to her "They probably like posting anyway... Hell! It increases their post count!" Ash sent her messages earlier today, too! They were all suicidal-like, and still to do with him leaving us two alone. This really is working out! |
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Bella Ludwig Von Koopa You're Gonna Love Me Level: 76 Posts: 2285/2962 EXP: 3891483 For next: 114577 Since: 03-29-04 From: Groovy Way Since last post: 8 min. Last activity: 6 min. |
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| Ooh, a DVD player? How sexy. The handcuffs are sexy too . A really expensive stereo and you guys have been going out for about a month? If you really do like this girl then I guess it's okay just make sure you give it some thought. DV, its good you told him to hold up and that you needed some time to yourself. |
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Ran-chan Moldorm eek, when are they going to stop growing... Level: 143  Posts: 11602/12781 EXP: 35293588 For next: 538220 Since: 03-15-04 From: Nerima District, Tokyo - Japan Since last post: 12 hours Last activity: 12 hours |
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Handcuffs, eh? Are you planning to use them, hm?  Glad that you two are so happy together. I hope your relationship will last for a very long time. |
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Dark Vampriel Lynel "Life is just a dream on the way to death." Level: 57 Posts: 1533/1658 EXP: 1400355 For next: 85573 Since: 08-29-04 From: Somewhere..... Since last post: 2 hours Last activity: 4 min. |
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ROTFLMAO!!! Handcuffs had to be mentioned... Matt Ball was the first guy who saw me in a hyper mood and Amy had a pair of handcuffs with her. Well I stuck my hands out immediantly when I saw them.  Now the second time, Matt Davis found a pair of handcuffs in his brother's old room. Since we were going to clean it up for him to move into it. Almost the same situation happened as before but I wasn't hyper though. Made him smile and when he put one side on his wrist and the other on my wrist. His bro grinded the thingies down so it came undone when he was walking/trying to drag me with seeing as we went upstairs to show his mom that he found handcuffs and handcuffed me. I think I have a handcuff fetish from that or I just like to kid around. Haven't figrured it out yet. |
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Arwon Zora Level: 35 Posts: 464/506 EXP: 278115 For next: 1821 Since: 03-15-04 From: Terra Australis Incognita Since last post: 5 hours Last activity: 10 min. |
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| It's good that he's going to kill himself. Wait, no. Disregard. |
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Scatterheart Panser Level: 29 Posts: 294/342 EXP: 143409 For next: 4476 Since: 06-06-04 From: Sydney, Australia Since last post: 17 hours Last activity: 4 hours |
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| No, no! It's quite fine. He can die if he wants. Yeah, handcuffs are teh kewlies! We walked out to the party with us handcuffed to each other's wrists. Used 'em in another way later on that night, too. Next time I think she's gonna handcuff me... I'll be all helpless, so she could do whatever she wanted to me... *Faints* Oh man! |
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Ran-chan Moldorm eek, when are they going to stop growing... Level: 143 Posts: 11619/12781 EXP: 35293588 For next: 538220 Since: 03-15-04 From: Nerima District, Tokyo - Japan Since last post: 12 hours Last activity: 12 hours |
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| Damn, that makes me wish that I had a relationship like that. "Used 'em in another way later on that night, too." Heh, that was my question. Cool. |
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Arwon Zora Level: 35 Posts: 466/506 EXP: 278115 For next: 1821 Since: 03-15-04 From: Terra Australis Incognita Since last post: 5 hours Last activity: 10 min. |
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| Yeah, the envy's fucking flowing from here too, mate. Hah. (edited by Arwon on 09-13-05 10:09 AM) |
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Bella Ludwig Von Koopa You're Gonna Love Me Level: 76 Posts: 2325/2962 EXP: 3891483 For next: 114577 Since: 03-29-04 From: Groovy Way Since last post: 8 min. Last activity: 6 min. |
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| Handcuffs are sexay. I'd be into that if I did have a guy I was wondering about the sucidal part and if I should say anything..because you just brushed it off so it's fine with you then huh. |
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