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SnowTomato

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Posted on 04-12-04 05:39 AM Link | Quote
::applauds::

I have a philosophy on life. It may be cliched.. but I look at life as a rollercoaster. You go up, down, in circles and sometimes you make unexpected turns. Unexpected turns can lead you up, down, or in a circle. And that's life.

And I want to add on one thing.. I think you may be trying too hard. Just act natural.. and let things flow. Sometimes things won't work out like you want them to.. so what? What's really going to happen if you lost a friend or something? I know what it's like to be stuck within a circle of people that you feel like you can't break out of even though you want to. They were big assholes to. You know what I did.. one day I just said fuck them.. and I made friends who liked me for who I truely was. I changed alot during that period of time.. and I learned to chill out and just let things flow. Sometimes people do things unexpectedly, and maybe we'll never know why some people do things that they do.. but you just have to learn how to take a step back and look at the whole picture. Try to see things from someone elses perspective. People have done some pretty shitty things to me.. then I look at things from their angle.. and instead of hating them for it.. I forgave them.

You say you have enemies.. try to reconcile with them. Try to think if you've done anything to make them your enemies.. there's usually some sort of reason. And if you've honestly done nothing wrong to them.. ask them.. "Why are you so mean to me when I've done nothing to you?".. or something along those lines. It works if you're truely being sincere.

You probably think differently than me though. Seeing things from your point of veiw.. you probably think I'm just a silly girl who has a lot to learn.
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Posted on 04-12-04 09:14 PM Link | Quote
*Snow Tomato, I don't have the time right this minute to respond to your reply, but I will later, thanks for the response*

Now Jarukoth...THAT was a post, baby! Yes, very inspirational...

'Yes, yes yes!' as you put it.

Um...Did I say I was the only person who felt the way I do...? I hope not, that WOULD be stupid...But there IS no one in the world like me...I'm just surrounded by many many people who don't understand me...

And trust me, they don't. If they DO, as you said, they just don't CARE at all.

Nextly, I KNOW I don't know everything about the world. You're right, that's silly. But I'm confident in the fact that I understand the world better than many other people my age who populate my life...Maybe that's arrogant, but they seem to think they know everything about good social lives...

Why?

That's the WHOLE PURPOSE to philosophy.

Asking 'why' is what makes us different than most creatures. Kind of ironic that that question burns into Smith in the Matrix Trilogy, because it's that question that makes us human. We aren't always satisfied with knowing what, where, or when...We have to know WHY.

You said you hoped your post did something good. Oh yes, indeed. It showed that yes, there ARE people who DO think similarly to me, I'm not insane like everyone says...It's just nice to know that I've FOUND one of those people...And yet, as much as I want to reach out and try to get to know you better, all the crap that people have been telling me lately tells me NOT TO, because I might scare you, too, or screw something up, and get you mad at me when I never meant to...

I, too, could type forever on this.

Because I choose to.

And choice is by far one of the greatest gifts people have. Too bad many forget they HAVE IT.

Yes, yes, and yes, I say. Very good post, methinks.

My heart chooses what to do, and I do it. That doesn't mean I shouldn't question those around me, for it what makes me a person.

Be happy, as you got a nice big plus sign from that post.
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