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# Picture Username User bio (hide) Registered on Posts Level EXP
101.   Dark Nation 04-25-05 09:23 PM 1 2 13
102. Dark Sorceress 03-15-04 03:12 AM 107 18 27052
103.   Dark Warden 06-05-04 07:30 PM 5 4 253
104. Dark_E Owner and Admin of Dark Future Inc. 11-09-04 09:51 PM 21 8 1819
105.   dark_matter i like computers 10-25-05 12:15 AM 3 2 15
106.   DaRkCaT-HRW 10-24-04 01:07 PM 5 4 216
107. DarkGuardian X Blah. Now go away! 05-10-04 07:26 AM 26 9 3084
108.   Darknean 04-05-04 02:55 AM 5 4 268
109. DarKnight 05-18-04 07:28 AM 1 2 23
110. darkwing42 08-02-04 10:35 PM 3 3 111
111. DarthExater I'm awesome. 05-25-05 06:28 AM 5 4 142
112. Datahax Emulation/Rom Hacking is my hobby for the most part. I run a small (and I mean SMALL) company that makes free good quality Fan Games...that's about it.
10-22-05 10:32 PM 9 3 88
113.   David Lindon 12-31-04 01:14 AM 6 4 257
114. Davidus Entertainment 10-18-04 11:45 PM 4 4 155
115.   davis 06-12-05 04:53 PM 2 2 33
116.   dciguy01 03-16-04 12:53 AM 4 4 195
117. deathtoall 08-23-05 02:31 AM 64 10 4328
118.   DecoyOcto 03-24-05 04:09 AM 0 1 0
119. DejanAirForce 04-09-05 05:15 AM 32 9 2606
120.   Derf 11-16-04 02:46 AM 11 6 683
121. Destiny Smasher Somehow, it seems that about EVERYONE ELSE besides me on this board seems to THINK they know what kind of person I am...But they don't. And I don't blame them. We're all humans, afterall, and some of use try a little harder than others to be themselves.



Apparently, I don't 'blend in' good enough, and any time I try to provide criticism after it's been given to me first, I automatically am an idiot because people don't agree with me...Quite strange, no?



I also seem to have quite a bad habit of STRUGGLING to be nice to people, only to SOMEHOW get them angry at me...I don't quite understand it myself, but I think it has something to do with the fact that people, as a collective, are idiots, and they don't like to see someone like myself break down the walls to escape their mundane world.



Believe what you want of me- but you'll never know who I REALLY am until you meet me, which I doubt you will.



Anyway, I've come to the conclusion that although there are plenty of VERY AWESOME folks here, there's plenty more who want nothing more than to make my online life an adorable little hell. ^_^ Therefore, I doubt I'll come around here much anymore...Probably here and there.



But I always have my mailing address, and I'm always writing my fanfiction.



http://www.fanfiction.net/profile.php?userid=337633



They say when someone who breaks the mold shows up- someone who doesn't think like everyone else- people will try to deny that person's true character if only to make themselves feel right...



*shrug*



I don't know how people as a whole work- but I DO know how I work, and I do know that too many people judge me by my cover, and not by my pages. People can think what they want of me...Sadly, however, they are wrong if they think me as a prideful bigot.



Right, then. Go on now- on your bike. :P If you actually READ this, then that freaks me out.
03-15-04 04:59 PM 216 24 77554
122. deuce mott 08-07-05 01:26 AM 18 6 714
123.   Devil_Evilone_RA 06-19-04 10:37 PM 64 14 11455
124. dex 11-16-04 02:01 AM 46 11 5848
125.   dirty ego 03-17-04 06:30 AM 1 2 24
126.   Disch 10-21-05 01:37 AM 16 4 226
127.   Dish Disch 03-15-04 02:15 AM 596 38 355646
128.   Dmackeybog 02-18-05 06:44 AM 19 7 1328
129.   doomwarrior 04-02-04 12:04 PM 3 3 125
130. dorkXcore I'm oh so cool. 06-19-04 11:30 AM 3 3 116
131.   dormento 03-15-04 04:05 AM 99 17 24075
132. Draconis Kenjishiya I am Draconis Kenjishiya. To save you mental space, call me Drac. I am known throughout my neighborhood as a creative, destructive, ambitious, lazy, hyper, tired, good person prone to evil. People are afraid of my hyperness. It's not my fault.

Really.
04-06-04 05:41 AM 83 16 18137
133. Dracoon Why is it people want to know about me? What could you possibly [b]WANT[/b] to know?

Right now, I'm almost 16, and I don't believe in any religion, and I only believe in the human mind. I believe anyone is capable of anything if they try, and that if people really, truely, believe, they can alter reality. I doubt anyone could do this though, or has a need to do this. Anyways, I don't care, my belief, or faith, is unimportant.

I listen to heavy music to drown my thoughts, always my thoughts always there to confuse, anger, depress, or even hate me. I let my mind wander usually and I've been suffering in school lately because of this, but I hate to concentrate, because I start to think about everything I've done wrong. I've done nothing really wrong in my entire life, I've done bad things, because I was ignorant, or wasn't thinking, but I've never done something truely wrong. I've wondered why I punish myself when I know this, and I can't over come it now. Thus, I drown it and hope for stability while having a good time.

People often say I'm annoying because of some of my qualities. My sudden lack of attention or suddenly becoming angry. I make 180 turns in personality sometimes, and when I can focus on one emotion, its always anger. I hate people who do things I don't like, but I know I can't do anything to them, because no matter what, if I get someone to the point of almost being hurt, I will stop. Because of this, I've never thrown a punch at anyone. I've never aimed a kick meant to hurt, and I've never put someone in constant pain. I'm not a pacifist, I just am unable to put someone else in pain. I've been in pain myself, plenty of times, usually due to me not putting others in pain. Having an arm feel like its going to break for over an hour is not something I'd like to see anyone else go through, and in truth, I couldn't see it happen to anyone and would have to stop it.

I stopped flinching a while ago. Everyone I know who tries to scare me is never able to now. If they hit me, I get hit, I'll get back up. I can't stay laying down after being knocked down. I've also never been beaten hard enough to pass out.

Self preserverence is still in me, no matter what. I will always eat when I'm hungry and drink when I'm thirst, but I still don't think I could allow someone else to be shot in front of me. I'm not selfless, I just couldn't see someone die in front of me, making me a coward. I might be remembered as a hero if I was shot saving someone, but what would be the point? Someone would've died anyways, I just made it so I didn't have to see it.

I've never been in love. I thought I was once, but I was wrong. I don't understand what love is, and I've stopped caring. One day, I might find a woman I can spend the rest of my life with, but I know it won't be love.

Lust; however, is something everyone feels. I don't act on lust, and keep it in my mind for only a short period. Never will I act on lust, and many people in my school tried to throw a homosexual lable on me. I never reacted to this, and they eventually shut up. I don't care what others think, this is my existance after all, why should they have a say in it?

These are my thoughts, and nothing about me. I'm human, and I hate myself more than anyone. I don't hate myself in a "I'm going to cut my wrists and bleed to death!" way, I think of myself more as "You judge people and yet you have some many flaws. If you saw someone else do this, you would want to hurt them, but you won't hurt yourself or anyone. Shut up, sit down, and think about why you're wrong."

My mind doesn't accept reason, and I'll continue to let it until I die. Maybe one day, I'll learn what everything is and see why people can stand to hurt others and do bad things, but for now. I'll have to stay as I am and hope that I won't hate myself forever.
03-25-04 03:56 AM 3727 84 5514391
134. Dug 11-08-04 06:51 PM 11 6 691
135. Dustminion 03-16-04 07:22 AM 32 11 4420
136. Dylan 06-19-04 05:53 AM 1407 54 1181697
137.   E=mc² 05-01-05 04:41 AM 0 1 0
138.   eastbass 08-01-05 09:06 PM 0 1 0
139.   Eclmml 02-07-05 01:37 AM 12 6 681
140.   ED-Z 05-09-05 08:52 AM 0 1 0
141. eddlvnv 05-05-04 03:56 AM 7 5 432
142.   Edea 08-23-05 05:46 AM 36 8 1824
143.   edwindo 12-07-04 08:39 PM 4 4 145
144.   eek2 Oof. 03-15-04 07:39 AM 14 7 1280
145. Eisiger I'm the kind of person to expect christmas gifts... on Jesus's birthday. 07-26-04 10:04 PM 15 7 1250
146.   Ekay 06-18-05 06:33 AM 1 2 11
147.   Eliad 01-28-05 10:56 PM 12 6 692
148.   ElNoyMakMak 08-25-05 06:53 PM 0 1 0
149. Emuz 03-15-04 01:27 AM 36 11 5279
150. eNathan My fields of interest include software engineering (programming) in Delphi, Visual Basic, Assembly (still learning asm), and HTML (which really isnt a language). I guess you can say im quite knowledable in Mathematics (mainly Algebra) and Physics. At the moment I am focusing on learning the art of game hacking. I am 16.8 years of age. I was born in IL, USA. I am currently a Jr High School. 08-07-05 02:06 AM 33 8 1773
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