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# Picture Username User bio (hide) Registered on Posts Level EXP
1. Da_Fuzzinator 08-25-05 02:49 AM 5 3 93
2.   DaddyFatSacz 06-16-05 04:35 PM 0 1 0
3. Dagio 09-06-04 10:21 AM 0 1 0
4. dan 03-15-04 02:12 AM 782 43 534516
5.   Dark Hunter 08-19-04 12:22 AM 4 4 167
6.   Dark Nation 04-25-05 09:23 PM 1 2 13
7. Dark Sorceress 03-15-04 03:12 AM 107 18 27052
8.   Dark Warden 06-05-04 07:30 PM 5 4 253
9. Dark_E Owner and Admin of Dark Future Inc. 11-09-04 09:51 PM 21 8 1819
10.   dark_matter i like computers 10-25-05 12:15 AM 3 2 15
11.   DaRkCaT-HRW 10-24-04 01:07 PM 5 4 216
12. DarkGuardian X Blah. Now go away! 05-10-04 07:26 AM 26 9 3084
13.   Darknean 04-05-04 02:55 AM 5 4 268
14. DarKnight 05-18-04 07:28 AM 1 2 23
15. darkwing42 08-02-04 10:35 PM 3 3 111
16. DarthExater I'm awesome. 05-25-05 06:28 AM 5 4 142
17. Datahax Emulation/Rom Hacking is my hobby for the most part. I run a small (and I mean SMALL) company that makes free good quality Fan Games...that's about it.
10-22-05 10:32 PM 9 3 88
18.   David Lindon 12-31-04 01:14 AM 6 4 257
19. Davidus Entertainment 10-18-04 11:45 PM 4 4 155
20.   davis 06-12-05 04:53 PM 2 2 33
21.   dciguy01 03-16-04 12:53 AM 4 4 195
22. deathtoall 08-23-05 02:31 AM 64 10 4328
23.   DecoyOcto 03-24-05 04:09 AM 0 1 0
24. DejanAirForce 04-09-05 05:15 AM 32 9 2606
25.   Derf 11-16-04 02:46 AM 11 6 683
26. Destiny Smasher Somehow, it seems that about EVERYONE ELSE besides me on this board seems to THINK they know what kind of person I am...But they don't. And I don't blame them. We're all humans, afterall, and some of use try a little harder than others to be themselves.



Apparently, I don't 'blend in' good enough, and any time I try to provide criticism after it's been given to me first, I automatically am an idiot because people don't agree with me...Quite strange, no?



I also seem to have quite a bad habit of STRUGGLING to be nice to people, only to SOMEHOW get them angry at me...I don't quite understand it myself, but I think it has something to do with the fact that people, as a collective, are idiots, and they don't like to see someone like myself break down the walls to escape their mundane world.



Believe what you want of me- but you'll never know who I REALLY am until you meet me, which I doubt you will.



Anyway, I've come to the conclusion that although there are plenty of VERY AWESOME folks here, there's plenty more who want nothing more than to make my online life an adorable little hell. ^_^ Therefore, I doubt I'll come around here much anymore...Probably here and there.



But I always have my mailing address, and I'm always writing my fanfiction.



http://www.fanfiction.net/profile.php?userid=337633



They say when someone who breaks the mold shows up- someone who doesn't think like everyone else- people will try to deny that person's true character if only to make themselves feel right...



*shrug*



I don't know how people as a whole work- but I DO know how I work, and I do know that too many people judge me by my cover, and not by my pages. People can think what they want of me...Sadly, however, they are wrong if they think me as a prideful bigot.



Right, then. Go on now- on your bike. :P If you actually READ this, then that freaks me out.
03-15-04 04:59 PM 216 24 77554
27. deuce mott 08-07-05 01:26 AM 18 6 714
28.   Devil_Evilone_RA 06-19-04 10:37 PM 64 14 11455
29. dex 11-16-04 02:01 AM 46 11 5848
30.   dirty ego 03-17-04 06:30 AM 1 2 24
31.   Disch 10-21-05 01:37 AM 16 4 226
32.   Dish Disch 03-15-04 02:15 AM 596 38 355646
33.   Dmackeybog 02-18-05 06:44 AM 19 7 1328
34.   doomwarrior 04-02-04 12:04 PM 3 3 125
35. dorkXcore I'm oh so cool. 06-19-04 11:30 AM 3 3 116
36.   dormento 03-15-04 04:05 AM 99 17 24075
37. Draconis Kenjishiya I am Draconis Kenjishiya. To save you mental space, call me Drac. I am known throughout my neighborhood as a creative, destructive, ambitious, lazy, hyper, tired, good person prone to evil. People are afraid of my hyperness. It's not my fault.

Really.
04-06-04 05:41 AM 83 16 18137
38. Dracoon Why is it people want to know about me? What could you possibly [b]WANT[/b] to know?

Right now, I'm almost 16, and I don't believe in any religion, and I only believe in the human mind. I believe anyone is capable of anything if they try, and that if people really, truely, believe, they can alter reality. I doubt anyone could do this though, or has a need to do this. Anyways, I don't care, my belief, or faith, is unimportant.

I listen to heavy music to drown my thoughts, always my thoughts always there to confuse, anger, depress, or even hate me. I let my mind wander usually and I've been suffering in school lately because of this, but I hate to concentrate, because I start to think about everything I've done wrong. I've done nothing really wrong in my entire life, I've done bad things, because I was ignorant, or wasn't thinking, but I've never done something truely wrong. I've wondered why I punish myself when I know this, and I can't over come it now. Thus, I drown it and hope for stability while having a good time.

People often say I'm annoying because of some of my qualities. My sudden lack of attention or suddenly becoming angry. I make 180 turns in personality sometimes, and when I can focus on one emotion, its always anger. I hate people who do things I don't like, but I know I can't do anything to them, because no matter what, if I get someone to the point of almost being hurt, I will stop. Because of this, I've never thrown a punch at anyone. I've never aimed a kick meant to hurt, and I've never put someone in constant pain. I'm not a pacifist, I just am unable to put someone else in pain. I've been in pain myself, plenty of times, usually due to me not putting others in pain. Having an arm feel like its going to break for over an hour is not something I'd like to see anyone else go through, and in truth, I couldn't see it happen to anyone and would have to stop it.

I stopped flinching a while ago. Everyone I know who tries to scare me is never able to now. If they hit me, I get hit, I'll get back up. I can't stay laying down after being knocked down. I've also never been beaten hard enough to pass out.

Self preserverence is still in me, no matter what. I will always eat when I'm hungry and drink when I'm thirst, but I still don't think I could allow someone else to be shot in front of me. I'm not selfless, I just couldn't see someone die in front of me, making me a coward. I might be remembered as a hero if I was shot saving someone, but what would be the point? Someone would've died anyways, I just made it so I didn't have to see it.

I've never been in love. I thought I was once, but I was wrong. I don't understand what love is, and I've stopped caring. One day, I might find a woman I can spend the rest of my life with, but I know it won't be love.

Lust; however, is something everyone feels. I don't act on lust, and keep it in my mind for only a short period. Never will I act on lust, and many people in my school tried to throw a homosexual lable on me. I never reacted to this, and they eventually shut up. I don't care what others think, this is my existance after all, why should they have a say in it?

These are my thoughts, and nothing about me. I'm human, and I hate myself more than anyone. I don't hate myself in a "I'm going to cut my wrists and bleed to death!" way, I think of myself more as "You judge people and yet you have some many flaws. If you saw someone else do this, you would want to hurt them, but you won't hurt yourself or anyone. Shut up, sit down, and think about why you're wrong."

My mind doesn't accept reason, and I'll continue to let it until I die. Maybe one day, I'll learn what everything is and see why people can stand to hurt others and do bad things, but for now. I'll have to stay as I am and hope that I won't hate myself forever.
03-25-04 03:56 AM 3727 84 5514391
39. Dug 11-08-04 06:51 PM 11 6 691
40. Dustminion 03-16-04 07:22 AM 32 11 4420
41. Dylan 06-19-04 05:53 AM 1407 54 1181697
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