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| Main - The Landfill - In regards to "----"ing of my previous posts | New thread | Thread closed |
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Level: 18 Posts: 85/89 EXP: 28359 Next: 1538 Since: 03-05-21 Last post: 1022 days Last view: 1022 days |
This probably didn't warrant a new thread or even an explanation at all really, but I might as well make it clear that I have some severe mental issues and had yet another breakdown the other day which led me to go and clear every one of my posts/threads over here out of self-destructive behaviour.
I don't really have much in the way of hope in terms of changing these patterns of action ever when something really pisses me off online (usually being pushed away, typically by causing such things to happen through my own stupidity or destructive actions which just seem to 'happen' and then idk), and I'm going to be unsurprised if I'm banned for this "stunt" due to its resemblance to things I've done multiple times over the years I guess but... eh. To be honest there's likely nothing even truly worth salvaging out of my posts other than something about Smaghetti's required ROM file and the two different versions floating around, but if an admin does want to restore posts then sure thing I guess. I don't know if I want to post here anymore, I do, but I rarely have much to say (at least I'm not flooding the place like I used to I guess), and previous accounts (Skeletal, PreciousYou*, Red-Capped Hedgehog, microneppy, Termingamer2-JD come to mind) as well as the history tied to "Jamie Dignam" elsewhere kinda just create a bad reputation for the board in a sense if I'm still here... Not really looking for sympathy, so be brutal as you like if you feel like replying - I'm not really going to take it as any kind of flame or drama-provocation as I guess I should expect it. I've tried therapy, I've tried everything else, nothing helps. It's just what I am at the end of the day, a cold, uncaring mess of a person who fails at progressing with life. -Plokzig/Jamie (I tried to restore some of the posts with an approximation of their original contents. If the ones I specifically marked to restore could be restored by an admin, please do so.) |
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Newcomer Level: 4 Posts: 1/2 EXP: 205 Next: 74 Since: 11-01-09 Last post: 884 days Last view: 5282 days |
heh |
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Level: 18 Posts: 89/89 EXP: 28359 Next: 1538 Since: 03-05-21 Last post: 1022 days Last view: 1022 days |
i am a fucking idiot im sorry |
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 Ninji Level: 35 Posts: 216/239 EXP: 261152 Next: 18784 Since: 08-15-10 From: New Mexico, USA Last post: 87 days Last view: 7 hours |
It's alright, try not to worry about it so much. Believe it or not, plenty of people have issues people wouldn't expect. Most just tend to be less vocal about it (which is fine either way) so it goes unnoticed.
I had/have severe a anxiety disorder, OCD, severe emotional sensitivity, social awkwardness, energy problems, trouble focusing, chronic health issues, and most of my life was just pretty miserable. It took me a whole decade of very seriously dedicated self development to finally get completely beyond the first 4 (amazingly it's possible, though it never seemed so before), and still working on the rest. For the most part I enjoy life a ton now, but there's still some challenges left. |
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