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Yoronosuku Toss Tortoise                    Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days |
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Originally posted by AnyaOriginally posted by emcee Waffle Crisp will always be the original waffle-esque cereal though  Though I havn't tried the Ego stuff yet  they say the original is always the best. |
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Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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Y'know, most of your problems could be solved if you just read what it was saying |
if something isn't defined, then its not defined, that's the problem. But yess...go with what DD has suggested, and all your troubles will be gone~
Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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The SMW background in the last shot looks hideous with the new graphics. Other than that it looks good, I just hope your level design is solid to go with it |
Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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My school blocks it too, because they don't think Wikipedia is a reliable source that should be read by anyone. I wish I was kidding too |
Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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Oh dear...theres no way at all you can try to turn this around on your ex? I mean, you couldn't take him to court, or something similar, since from what I'm making of this its his fault anyway? I wish I had advice for you here, but being someone who makes so very little money herself, I don't think I'd be much for advice...I hope things turn around though |
 you're such a nice person Tarale, its not fair that you have to deal with such crap in your life.
Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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Hardly the worst page ever because I have seen worse, but, it surely isn't one of the best out there |
 well you know, what some might see as a good idea/layout may not to...well, the rest of the world, really ._.
Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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I really don't...like, opening up. For the obvious reasons...and because, you know, I'm going to get crap here too. But I have no where else to turn. If I hold back any longer, I'm just going to get more frustrated. So listen if you want, and if you have nothing inteligent to say, don't say it...I thank you from the bottom of my heart in advance |
Blahbity blah. You've heard it all before, right? Teen drama? I only wish it were that simple...because teen drama I can handle. This? Heh...well I guess maybe I should start at the source. This is the first time I'm ever publicly admitting this..and maybe, its the first time I'm admitting it to myself for the first time. But its like this.. When I was young, my father sexualy abused me. There, I said it. Of course, it was either he got what he wanted, or he'd beat me... so, I'd always take the beatings. If I tried to tell anyone, he'd beat me even harder. Skip ahead years later, after my mom divorced him for...unrelated reasons. I decided maybe then I could tell her what had happened to me all this time. We were really close, I knew I could tell her anything. Ahh...point of advice to the world--never try explaining anything like this to an emotionaly and mentally unstable woman. NO, I didn't know she was bi-polar...alright so she didn't take it as well as I was hoping she would. So she says its my fault, right? It's all me. Because I wouldn't sleep with him, he went and slept with other women and that's why he cheated on her. AND YOU KNOW. For the longest time I let myself believe it was my fault. Because what the hell...she's my mom. She's the only person who's word I took with more than a grain of salt. Oh shoot...maybe, it is my fault. Yeah. So you see, its like this...I've always been really insecure because of my home life and I keep a straight happy face/outlook because honestly, why burden anyone with this...I've always been quiet and a bit shy and person and never had many friends. Its beyond all conceivable levels of difficulty for me to trust anyone...Um, so, I guess you can say, my dad hated me (that's why he tried to get rid of me...and that's how I met Keitaro, um, let's not getin to that...), and my mom HATES me...but she likes to pretend she dosn't. She's bipolar so she might not realize she does all the time you know...its not her fault, I guess its easy to forget something important like that. Oh, would you like to know the real reason I'm in America? Student exchange, right? Hahah...yeah, maybe then I could save face with my family, right...um, well, okay, so the real reason I'm here is because I suck and I ran away. Yes. I ran away. I saved my money for months and months and bought plane tickets. You don't believe me? Well, whatever, that's what I did...I ran away. Because I couldn't handle being a burden to the only person I really cared about any more. Besides I bet my sister was tired of me too. Um, well, I ran away...because I knew I had family here. Family who was DIFFERENT. And wouldn't turn me away...and she didn't. And you know, I used to work two (now only one) jobs just to REPAY her for her kindness...she says I don't have to but I do because I'm a waste of space and I'm lucky I'm even here so I don't complain and just do it. The rest of my family hates me because I "abandoned" my mom. No more than they did because they don't even do anything!! They are just like "Oh Sakura we are sorry you are so sad here's a card because we're stupid " Well not really but they don't even help her she's all by herself coping you know...
Buuuut they all think I'm terrible...except for the some family up here, that's the only ones who knows the truth. And ironically, my dad's brother, he even helped mom more than HER OWN FAMILY. Well, he is an adopted child so you know I guess it means why he's not a bad egg, too. And now grandma is dying (again!) and everyone says I'm a disrepctful to the entire Takagawa family because I'm not there and I abandoned the family, so I shouldn't even BE of the Takagawa family so they say that I changed my family name to Meimonainin...or, "nobody person". So, now I'm Meimonainin-chan! Instead of Takagawa-chan because they are asahmed of me ._. And of course in my whole life....ever, ever, ever, there's only been one person who I ever ever ever could believe in. And I don't want to say it here but the person is Keitaro, who's real name is Tony and I don't care what you say he's not me, he's not a stupid loser, he's the greatest guy in the whole wide world because he took me in as his own when he didn't even know me and he makes me feel loved even when no one else in the world cares about me. And he promised he'd be the dad I could never have and he is like ALWAYS there and I want to say thank you but thank you isn't good enough. So now I just look like a stupid ungreatful girl and I just am really stupid and upset and CONFUSED. Do you know why? Why am I telling you all this...I don't care if you hate him or if you hate me or what you think about him or us because I'm real and I'm real to HIM and he's real to me and I love him. And I know he's half my brother and I know its wrong and I feel ashamed and dirty and stupid and stupid and stupid and I know this is going to be the subject of ridicule for the rest of my entire life if I ever came out with it but I do love him...and he dosn't know and I knew he could never know because he would hate me and then he wouldn't want to take care of me any more and...and...but I can't just run from it because its always saying "You can't do this, he's your brother" "but I love him!" "Then be quiet!" and so I did and now I can't shut up any more because its making me a friging MESS inside. I love you Tony, I'm sorry...I'm so sorry. Just please don't hate me, I don't want to be hated any more. Not by you, not by anyone. Just don't hate me for it, I'm sorry. A few months ago my dad found me when he was in America for my big sister's wedding. He took me and made me try to oraly stimulate his friend, and I wouldn't do it so he beat me, harder than he ever beat me before. I was bloody and bruised and one of my knuckles was almost dislocated. But when I was all alone crying, my brother took me and held me and even though I was a bruised mess with dry blood and tears he just held me close and told me everything was going to be okay. And I never in my life felt more loved than that one moment, because no one has ever been that kind to me, not mom, not auntie, not a single person in the whole wide world. And now you know why...I can't help that I love you...I'm sorry! Lately I've been depressed. And its come to the realization that no one ever really takes me seriously...because I'm so quiet, because I never let it show, so when I say I have problems, no one takes me seriously. I havn't known what to do with myself, what to do with my life, I just...have you ever wished you could just close your eyes and never wake up? I've felt that way for too long now and I don't know what to do. Sometimes I think it would just be easier to give up on life. But I close my eyes and nothing happens. Its like its a cruel joke or something. Umm...I guess this is the part where I ask what I should do, huh? I don't know...Blahbity blah blah. I hate me  (edited by Yoronosuku on 09-12-06 11:47 PM) (restricted) |
Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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I appreciate the words everyone but sometimes staying strong isn;t as easy as one might think. My faith in people never ceases to decline and well...I hate to say I'm not terribly surprised. Thanks I guess. I'll cope, I'll deal, I've done it all before. Its foolish for me to have ever thought I should let it out, because I guess not even I'm mature enough to handle my problems. That's why I run away from them. I was better off before...I'm better off putting on a mask for you all, so ^^ we'll pretend everything is all sunshine and gumdrops in Yoroland, it seems to work better than me admitting there's anything wrong. Thanks <3 |
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Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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Umm...gtfo? .__. |
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Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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So...my aunt bought me a can of Slim jims today. Lacking any resources to make a REAL snack (even if I got really creative with my ingredients), I'm considering downing one of these...things. Curious, I've heard conflicting opinions on these things, and reading the ingredients made me...wearry. Anyone like these things? Are they disgusting, delicious, somewhere in between? I'm doomed to find out in a matter of seconds anyway, but I thought why not, lets talk about Slim jims |
Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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While I really question how healthy these things are, it wasn't particularly TERRIBLE. But blah...its so fake tasting. I don't know ;\ I'm undecided. |
Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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Oh my god |
I just ate ten of them (there were fifteen...)..am I going to die? D: my stomache/heart is going to kill me for this. But it was good (and me, someone who believes in cooking good food, faling victim to this junk! For shaaame...)(edited by Yoronosuku on 09-14-06 10:20 PM)
Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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Well, I didn't think I would die for real |
but indeed, it really couldn't have been the healthiest thing in the world. I didn't expect them to be so tastey though I heard theres other varieties, too. I'm tempted to look in to them now.
Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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light a scented candle to kill the smell. Those always help, and they smell really cool too ^^ |
Yoronosuku |
Toss Tortoise Since: 11-17-05 From: Massachusetts is my new home.. Last post: 6323 days Last view: 6323 days
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Originally posted by Tarale Wow  I've always thought you were really pretty Tarale, but this proves it ^^; you look great. And Kirbynite is hot | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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The others are bigger and baggier. 
I always look so... like a rabbit caught in the headlights of an oncoming vehicle.