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Deleted User Banned                 Since: 05-08-06 Last post: None Last view: 6296 days |
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| I'm going to complain about everything in lists.
1.) Finances. I really really hate where Christmas is going to go this year. Because of my mom's last messup, we only have this one check to get through the month. We're not going to even have a tree up. I'm so going to do something to promote Christmas though. The tree, decorations, and maybe even the presents won't be there, but my spirit will! 2.) Boredom. Boredom has been in an all time high.. I hate just sitting here. I mean, I got stuff to do, but I tend to just get up and walk around. Sometimes even going through the fridge! I mean, what more is there to do than what I'm doing at the computer!? I'm so messed up in that sense. 3.) ****ing *****es. I've been on this here internet for a while. I improve myself day by day. Hour by hour, trying to be a mature person. Then someone HAS to come up and say I'm stupid, and I'll never stop being stupid. This really gets me down. I become worse with every ridicule from people. I even got my place in Cymoron's list of idiots. No offense, but that's a sniveling kindergarten thing to do. It's not just here, either. It's everywhere. You won't BELIEVE how many IRC channels have my IP in their banlists. People actually run on being a jerk just to have a memorable personality. It's all like, "Hey, if you see an asshole you'll know it's me." It's agitating, and it's not very mature. Talk about me being immature.... 4.) My spells of depression. I've been having severe cases of depression lately. I just can't help but not smile when my depression hits. Nothing cheers me up when it happens. I try to relieve stress by typing out the works of human behaviour, corruption, and all that good stuff. It doesn't really help, but it relieves my stress. |
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Aurxix Flurry       Since: 11-23-05 From: Canada Last post: 6741 days Last view: 6741 days |
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| Good for you I knew you would come here and get your thoughts out, You havent done anything wrong at all from what ive seen so theres nother to be ashamed about. | |||
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Sinfjotle Lordly? No, not quite.  Since: 11-17-05 From: Kansas Last post: 6297 days Last view: 6295 days |
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| 1) I'm sorry to hear that =/
2) Sit-ups push-ups, any physical activity, or just blasting music. Learning a new language, thinking about anything, writing, watching porn, whatever you choose 
3) Just tell them you don't really care what they have to think. Its not hard, I mean hell, I'll do it right now. Dear Acmlm Board Memembers: I don't really care what most of you say that regards me, while your opinions are nice to have when I'm doing something horribly wrong. I couldn't care less if you think I'm stupid/smart/gay/staight/mean/nice/ugly/handsom/or anything else. Love Dracoon P.S. <3 to all the people I don't dislike. Happily there is a lot more that I like rather than dislike. That was kinda fun.
4) Yeah, I know how you feel sometimes. I can't really think of any way to get past that. Yeesh, I don't know enough about your life to point out good/bad situations... Aren't you that... uhh... damnit... What was your name on the old board? Always kinda thought you were annoying, but you were getting a lot better in the end, that guy? Umm... Yeah...  |
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Deleted User Banned Since: 05-08-06 Last post: None Last view: 6296 days |
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Yeah. I'm Shyguy. :/ I'm really trying to improve, too. 
It is rather difficult when people can't see that. |
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Sinfjotle Lordly? No, not quite. Since: 11-17-05 From: Kansas Last post: 6297 days Last view: 6295 days |
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Right Shyguy  I forget people when they change their names.
I couldn't remember Kyo was Alaster today
Anyways, just don't worry about what people think, that should totally take care of your doubt. Just think about yourself with pride, be glad you can realize this and aren't a complete idiot  |
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Aurxix Flurry Since: 11-23-05 From: Canada Last post: 6741 days Last view: 6741 days |
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See I told you Shyguy many others will agree with me  |
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Kattwah Acro RIP Acmlm's Board: Feb. 18 2007  Since: 11-17-05 Last post: 6295 days Last view: 6295 days |
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| Not to be the bearer of bad news, but I think, I just THINK that having the username "ddddddddddddddddddddddddd" may be contributing to the hate...
Seriously though, you have no reason to take that... tell whoever it is to GTFA and leave you alone. You're trying, and dont deserve to be shot down again so long as you mean it. Alright... jumping to 1... Have any brothers or sisters you can go live with? Grandparents? I heard about what your mom did, and that isnt right... if moving isnt an option, you may want to sit and talk with her. Boredom. Eh, I have the same problem. Just sit down and force yourself to do something. Go for a walk, bikeride, hang with friends. Believe me, once you actually sit down and start something, its a lot easier to pass the time. Depression... cant offer much advice here. Depression isnt my thing. If it gets bad, you may want to see the school counselor
Youll get through this. Life will go on. Keep telling yourself that. |
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Valcion Knuckle Joe too much high power man  Since: 11-17-05 Last post: 6295 days Last view: 6295 days |
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| At first, Shyguy, i didn't like you that much... but after s eeing how much shit you go through, and how hard you try and how unbelievably positive you are most of the time.... i have to give you credit. You're a good kid. Your heart's in the right place. Sorry for being an ass to you in the past
Its good to see that you're trying to keep your head up. Honestly... i think you should really get a job somewhere, if you don't have one already. You'll probably be able to find a job easily now that its the holiday season. and being 18 now you should be able to land yourself something nice. Save up and get out of your house. Or... find some way out of that hellhole of a home. It'd help with the boredom, and probably with the depression a bit as well. If you're at a job where you're forced to be positive and spirited, it'll probably rub off on you and make you a bit happier. Not to mention the whole having money thing. Boredom from the computer is also easy to fix. Try finding new activities to do on the computer. Really work on trying to improve something. Take up spriting. Learn how to play a CCG of some kind. There's online clients that you can use to build decks/ play them online. And as for assholes. Fuck them. Just be who you are. Eventually, you'll find a community of people that like you for who you are (if this place isn't enough for ya =P) and aren't assholes. If not that, you'll at least come out with a close circle of friends that will remain even after the community dies out. Hope your holiday turns out alright. I'll keep you in whatever prayers i do. |
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Blue Falkon Hoarder Since: 11-18-05 From: Canada Last post: 6502 days Last view: 6502 days |
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| How unfortunate. Let me try to give some advice though...
No matter where you go, you'll find idiots. Online, school, work... even in your own family sometimes. Just ignore those idiots and don't let them bother you. As for boredom, try doing something else. Try learning, or doing a new activity... I don't know what there is for you to do, but you can always try looking for more stuff. I get bored a lot too. Depression is common. You tend to grow out of it, but it'll still happen every now and then. Just try not to let it get to you, think of stuff that actually does make you happy. Don't let people put you down, stick up for yourself. |
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