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Deleted User Banned                 Since: 05-08-06 Last post: None Last view: 6296 days |
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| Seriously, I've been getting emo thoughts lately and it sucks. I'm starting to think life is pointless which I've never felt this way before. This is what I've been thinking:
Okay, lets start from the beginning. When life ends, no one knows what happens. Really either way you think of it it would kind of end in suck, except for reincarnation. Now I've always thought about this. Then I've been fine with this, but it's been starting to upset me. When you die, you forget what happens in life, depending on what you believe. From what I believe, you'll forget. So then I've been thinking, life has to end someday, so why not do it now? I've always been against this. So this is what my conclusion has came out to be: You've gotta die someday, so just get it over with now. Like it'll matter what you do in life, you won't remember when you die. Kill yourself now so you don't have to deal with it anymore. It's just scary what will happen when you die. Now I've never felt like this in my life. I've always tried to avoid things like this, but now it's stuck in my head. Wheneve I'm doing something, I'll think, "Like it matters, I'll forget this when I die" and it really hurts. I've always used to be a lot happier and I loved to make people laugh. Now I sit there quietly all the time. I've been getting depressed really easily. I've been going from having a really great time and laughing to going straight to being depressed because of these thoughts. Now I've tried things to get rid of these thoughts, and nothing is really working. I can get them gone for a while, but then they come back at some point. So I tried this, typing it out. They always say that writing something down really helps, and it has helped before. Maybe this will help, maybe it won't. I was just wondering if any of you have any ideas to get rid of these thoughts. I've tried sleeping more, playing games and distracting my mind, talking to friends, exercising, rejoining Boy Scouts(helped the most for a little while), yelling into a pillow and really just letting it all go(helped then the thoughts came back about 2 hours later), and I was thinking about meditating. None of these have worked that well and I was hoping this would help more, maybe rid me of the emo. I don't know what caused it in the first place, all I know is that I want them to just disappear. Anyone got any ideas on how to make the thoughts disappear? I could really use the help. I feel like my life might end soon and it really sucks. |
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Danielle     6730 Administratorrrr HELLO THERE         Since: 11-17-05 From: California Rate me ^_^ Last post: 6296 days Last view: 6295 days |
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| Carpe Diem.
The vital piece of information you're overlooking, right there. Step back a moment. This IS your life. Life. This is all you have. Life is everything. You're given the opportunity to make something of it, enjoy it while you can, "seize the day." Sure, one day it's going to be gone, but why waste all the life you have until then? You're alive now, healthy and breathing, with the whole world at your feet. Do something with that. What do you get if you die now? Nothing but lost opportunity. Sure, we lose our lives eventually. But that's inevitable, it's out of your hands. Killing yourself now, that's something you have complete control over. Don't waste the one shot at life that you have. Live it the very best you can. Most importantly, don't be emo.  |
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Sinfjotle Lordly? No, not quite.  Since: 11-17-05 From: Kansas Last post: 6297 days Last view: 6295 days |
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| You can't get rid of those thoughts. They will always be at the back of your mind, everyone has to think about it sometime. Why distract yourself from them? Think about them, ask people what they think, just like you're doing now.
Life is fun and good and great, why end it cause you're having some hard times? It'll make the good times more enjoyable. You know, the whole thing about life being like a roller coaster, it has its ups and its down so its fun, but if it was flat it'd be boring. |
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acillatem98 Crow  Since: 11-18-05 From: Barberton, Ohio Last post: 6300 days Last view: 6296 days |
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| What I say, maybe you will forget all of what you do in this lifetime, but you're not dead yet so you should enjoy what you have in this world now. There's really no point in giving your life up. You shouldn't worry about the next life until you're in it, so no matter if it may seem pointless to continue this life, enjoy it while you got it. When I was depressed a while back, friends are what got me back on my feet again, try to get together and hang out with them more or whatever you enjoy doing with them. | |||
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Deleted User Banned Since: 05-08-06 Last post: None Last view: 6296 days |
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| Okay, so I've been feeling better today. After I typed my post out I've felt better. The thoughts haven't come up as much, nor have they upset me as much. So I lived life to the max today, like I normally do. The only thing is though, no matter how you live, it all ends the same. So I've been thinking, why not just donate my time or be kind to other people who don't think about this? So I've been thinking about other people more than myself... a little more. I've been distracting myself and the more I do the more I forget about it. And if I start to remember it'll just plop into the back of my head and then I'll continue what I'm doing. It's not really that bad anymore, but I guess I could still rid of them. So I've figured a few things out.
Normally, I'll go through the day and I'll have a song playing in my head. Recently I haven't, so I found a song. I've been thinking about it a lot(the emo song from ytmnd) and I've decided I don't want to end up like that. Now I've gotten rid of the whole suicide thing and what not. The only problem now is that I'll just start thinking out of nowhere "What's the point? Won't matter when I'm dead." Now this has been hard to get rid of, so I just played some fun old violent videogames and that sort of helped. Instead of staying by myself all night, I went places and did stuff to distract me. Still, very slightly, it'll pop up. I've tried locking it away and crap, but can't do much about it. So, like most of my other problems, I've decided to deal with it for now since it will disappear overtime. That's what normally happens. If it doesn't, I'll take some sort of relaxing thing, try meditation(  ), or, I hope I don't have to resort to this, anti-depressents( ).
Basically, have been sucking to a minimum lately, but it's still slightly there. Well, I've got a busy weekend so I doubt I'll be thinking emo much anymore. I guess I could say thanks, even though my first thoughts to your post were, "So what if I enjoy the world now? Still, no matter what I do, no matter how I live, it ends in lost memories and suck" so it's still there. But you know, you've tried, and really all I need is some time alone or maybe some time with friends or I have no idea. I hope this goes away. |
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Tatrion <_<; Since: 11-17-05 Last post: 6296 days Last view: 6295 days |
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| Well, that's good that you've been feeling better. My favorite thing to do when I feel sad is to watch a stupidly funny movie book. It's better to see that other people could have it worse off, even if it is just fiction. | |||
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Cruel Justice I have better things to do. Since: 11-18-05 From: At my house! Last post: 6296 days Last view: 6295 days |
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Damn dude, whatever bit you before you managed to console yourself must have either been sharp and shitty or downright mundane. Look on the bright side, you're the biggest head honcho here and you know what the hell you're doing. Ignorance is bliss and it's fun to be happy and stupid sometimes.  |
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Shane Red Cheep-cheep  Since: 11-18-05 From: IRELAND!!! Last post: 6306 days Last view: 6295 days |
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| Knowing that life will end someday resulting in you forgeting everything and so on... should make you appriciate the time you have. Live, experience whatever you can during your life. Nobody knows what happens after death but that's not for us to know. We have life for a reason. Everyone else lives and eventually dies and they realise it but they don't let the idea of it get in the way of what time they have left.
Life is a gift. Use it. |
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Valcion Knuckle Joe too much high power man  Since: 11-17-05 Last post: 6295 days Last view: 6295 days |
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| At times like that, its usually because part of your life is shitty and you start to think about that stuff. What's "shitty" about your life, and what can you do to change it. That's basically what it all boils down to. Depressed because of lack of money? Try to get a job. Depressed because of a lack of friends/things to do. find them. Just really get out there and do whatever needs to be done. That's what i did (and am still trying to do to this day)
If the feelings don't go away i suggest going to seek help and really talking it out with someone. Anti-depressents will make it go away and you'll feel all happy, but you never really deal with the problems you have at hand that GOT you feeling shitty. So once you forget to take the pills, or they run out. BOOM. The problem is right back there, staring at you in the face, possibly even worse than before. Definetly meditate. I haven't done much of it myself, although i probably should. No, it doesn't fix everything, but if you do it enough, it can do wonders. The whole point of living is not only to live life to the fullest so you don't have regret, but we also live in order to not be forgotten by others. Live life so that you leave a legacy behind for those you care about. Something that they can cherish. If you died now, you wouldn't be leaving behind a life of accomplishment, you'd only be leaving behind regret for everyone. and i'm sure you dn't want that. |
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Xndreia~Bow Newcomer  Since: 04-29-06 From: Hanford California Last post: 6590 days Last view: 6590 days |
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| Well all I have ta sya is dont kill yourself or cut yourslef beleave me cutting dosnt relay solve anything maby watch some TV it helps me out yea im not realy mcuh of a help sry.Or if this dosnt go away go seea therepist i saw one. | |||
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Simon Belmont Except I'm totally fucking hyped about Dracula X: Chronicles.  Since: 11-18-05 From: Pittsburgh Last post: 6295 days Last view: 6295 days |
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| So like the guy is dead anyways [read; emobanned], so I don't see much of a point for this thread to be open. |
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