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Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Since: 03-18-04
From: Adelaide, Australia

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Posted on 03-19-04 05:51 PM, in Medications/Drugs Link
*nods* That's possible. For a lot of people mixing pot and alcohol or various other illicit substances provides a greater high than either of the two substances are able to by themselves. Mixing the two is also more likely to become addictive.... people start to think that they can't enjoy alcohol as much without the weed or vice versa.....

For me though it just makes me sleepy and gives me a worse hangover.


(edited by ChibiTaryn on 03-19-04 08:52 AM)
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Since: 03-18-04
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Posted on 03-19-04 05:56 PM, in Inconsideration Link
Yes, it's my stuff, but where I legally stand considering that I used it for the business (that I founded) for 18 months is in question. I think they can also be classed as business assets as well, and so I don't think if I'm entitled to ownership of them anymore.

I am only entitled ownership of them because he said I could have them. I think they're now part of the business though technically and he's letting me have them anyways.

He's just taking his sweet time and making threats if I so much as ask what's going on because I "anger" him by "busting his balls".

And *I'M* the crazy one?
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Since: 03-18-04
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Posted on 03-19-04 06:01 PM, in Medications/Drugs Link
Which inhalers?

Ventolin (salbutamol)? Bricanyl (Turbutaline)? Pulmicort (Budesonide) ?

I think I have information on those three at least What would you like to know?
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Posted on 03-19-04 06:21 PM, in Medications/Drugs Link
Ah, well that isn't licenced for Australia, so we don't have it here, but the name is spelt "Primatene" and the generic name is "Epinephrine".

Epinephrine is a synthetic adrenaline. The drug works for asthma similar to Ventolin (salbutamol). It activates a sub-group of adrenaline receptors found in the bronchial airways. When activated by the drug, these receptors relax dilating the airways and allowing breathing to become easier.

It also increases blood pressure and heart rate. Combined with caffeine (which also increases and heart rate) it can create an addictive increase in blood pressure.

Because it increases heart rate and such, it should not be taken if you have a heart condition or any other condition adversely affected by increased blood pressure and heart rate.

Do not use Epinephrine if you are on, or have taken within the last two weeks, any MAO drugs (antidepressants).

Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Posted on 03-19-04 06:23 PM, in Inconsideration Link
Sorta, but it's not that *he* has my stuff, it's that the *business* has it that makes it complex.

Plus, the police would just tell me to "sort out your own domestic, lady" anyways.

As for me being crazy, I think according to the definition (read: stigma) most people have, I would be considered crazy. I am diagnosed with unipolar depression. I take SSRI antidepressants. I have a mental illness. That's enough for society to call me crazy.


(edited by ChibiTaryn on 03-19-04 09:25 AM)
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Posted on 03-19-04 06:31 PM, in Cancel Account Link
Yeah, sadly it could get abused.

You hear of all the newbies who are here who leave things logged in so their friend/brother/sister/cousin/uncle/dog/imaginaryfriend uses their account and spams the forum up?

That friend/brother/sister/cousin/uncle/dog/imaginaryfriend could then delete that person's account.

...removing all the bloody evidence attached to the user ID.
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Since: 03-18-04
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Posted on 03-19-04 06:36 PM, in Inconsideration Link
See, the thing is, I don't consider myself crazy, but I've come to accept that as long as I have this mental illness (or rather, while I am being treated for it and until it becomes "managed") I will live with society giving me the title of "crazy". Or the stigma that I "bought it upon myself" or that I am "weak" because I have it.

Stigmas are fun

What annoys me is that my ex-partner is one of these people who can't see through the stigma. In fact, he thinks that he can actually *punish* me into not being crazy anymore. That by treating me like he is right now, I'll learn that being depressed is not the way to go about things, and -- just as easily as we turn on or off a light switch -- I'll just STOP.

Like I said, and I'm the crazy one?
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Since: 03-18-04
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Posted on 03-19-04 07:30 PM, in Sofie Made Me Do This Link
Nah, it doesn't look like a stretchable layout to me, but it's very pretty

It also reminds me, I should get around to playing FFX-2 sometime. I've only found two spheres so far, one on Mt Gagazet, and one on Besaid Island
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Since: 03-18-04
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Posted on 03-19-04 07:34 PM, in PM link on all pages Link
One forum I go to doesn't have a pop up when you have a PM, but a little image appears up next to the banner with an envelope when you have a PM. It stands out pretty well, I wonder if something like that would work?
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Since: 03-18-04
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Posted on 03-19-04 07:42 PM, in Windows making me cuss. (the BSoD) Link
Off.... line?
.... I don't *do* this alleged "offline"

Eh, I've made sure the system is patched and it is, so it's not a currently M$ known exploit anyways. But the sooner I get this box behind a Smoothwall, the better.

... god I miss my Linux. I'd run Knoppix on this thing instead but it has a bloody WINMODEM.

And yeah, according to Microsoft, an AV *can* cause a 0x0000000A error in ntoskrnl.exe. It's a known error. Yay. But why it only does it about 45 minutes into a scan is the headfuck....
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Posted on 03-19-04 09:49 PM, in Inconsideration Link
Sigh.

He called. Just then, at 3.40am. All sooky and apologetic.

He apologised for not getting my stuff to me. Made it sound a little like he's being a jerk cause he doesn't want to really let me go. That and he HAS been busy, but he has always been busy the whole time I've known him -- that wasn't what upset me.

I told him that the way he wouldn't tell me what was going on upset me. That I feel like my world's all uncertain now, and I was hoping he could give me a little certainty -- a little solid ground to stand on -- and he woudn't give me that. He said he was sorry for that too and that he didn't really see it that way. He said he'd be able to bring my stuff this weekend.

He said the cats miss me.

He said that he misses me.

He asked if I wanted to come back.

I told him that I'm scared. That I don't want to come back and have him take out his stress and his anger on me anymore. He said he was sorry. He said we should work through it together.

I said that I thought about having a "mean jar". Kinda like a swear jar. Each time one of us is mean or inconsiderate of the other, we put a dollar in the mean jar. Sorta a disincentive for us to be mean to each other as well as a reminder not to be mean. Then, when there's a bit of money in there, we spend the money doing something nice together, like see a movie, or buy a DVD we both want to see, and watching it at home together. He said it sounded like a good idea.

I said that he needs to stop getting angry at me for what seems (to me) like no reason. He said that sometimes I go on about things when he isn't in the right mood to listen and that's why he snaps. I said that he should just tell me he's not in the right mood, rather than have a go at me. That if he was a bit nicer about it, it wouldn't hurt me so much.

I told him that when he has a go at me like that, I think it's because I'm a bad person, and I beat myself up over it a lot and it gets me depressed. He said he'll try to be nicer.

He asked again if I wanted to come back.

I said that I think I want to stay here for a bit.

I also said that I think the reason he's so cranky and short-fused and such (taking stuff out on me) is because he's stressed. I mean, the guy does nothing but work, work, work, work WORK. He doesn't give himself ANY "time-out" so to speak, it's just eat, sleep, work work work work.... and so I think the stress is why he might be taking things out on me. I said he needs to try to make time for himself sometimes. He didn't say anything to that....



The thing is, I really love Ben, but god, he can be such a complete and utter arsehole. And I don't want to go back and have him keep on treating me the way he has been. So.. I'm holding off for a bit.

*sigh* It's nice to hear he does want me back, and that it might be the reason he's been a supreme dickhead this last week.... I just hope that if we do get back together, things are better than they have been. There's only so much of him being a jerk that I can stand
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Since: 03-18-04
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Posted on 03-20-04 06:24 AM, in Computer Specifications, please. Link
Well, I guess I'm giving the specs of a few machines, as I'm tinkering on a few at the moment. I'll go from the bottom of the range to the top.

Mum's old box
Cyrix 5x86
16Mb RAM
hex speed CD-ROM
Windows 98SE

Mum's "new" box
Intel Pentium III 450
128Mb RAM
20Gb HDD
40x12x48x burner
Windows 2000 Professional

My Computer
Intel Pentium 4 1.8
512Mb RAM
40Gb HDD
DVD-ROM
old CD burner
Windows 2000 Professional / Fedora Core 1 (Linux)

There, that's it.


(edited by ChibiTaryn on 03-19-04 09:25 PM)
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Posted on 03-20-04 06:40 AM, in Teh n00b thread lay0ut... Link
Okay, now that everybody's bashed the colors I'll add my two cents.

The colors are pretty much okay, just need a little bit of tweaking as far as lightness/darkness of some elements go.

My criticism is more that the layout seems... "gradient heavy". The background's a gradient, the border's gradient.... and all together, to me it seems like a little too much gradient.

I'd consider having say, the background not as a gradient, but as... a tiled texture, in either a very light, or very dark, green That way it breaks up the gradient, and still provides the eye with something more interesting than a plain flat color....

My $0.02
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Posted on 03-20-04 07:06 AM, in How Many of you think that this site should be shut down BUT GOOD? Link
Originally posted by Jilkon
Catgirls ! I personally feel that goatse should be shut down for good, it's fucking disgusting. I also think sites with pictures of dead people in various shapes and forms should vanish. It ain't gonna happen, but it's what I think ;P.
Goatse HAS been shut down... at least far as I know. there's nothing at goatse.cx anymore...
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Posted on 03-20-04 02:29 PM, in Old Usernames??? Link
I've never actually gone by any other username but this one (at least for any amount of time). I name-changed to "Trinity" for a very short while, due to a Matrix obsession, but as much as I like Trinity, I didn't like being called it....


(edited by ChibiTaryn on 03-20-04 05:30 AM)
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Posted on 03-20-04 02:40 PM, in How fast do you type? Link
Mine varies quite a lot. I know I've clocked 100 easily on a typing test before, but I know that I generally average around the 80 mark most the time.

I have been able to get up to 140 with some texts, but I can't remember the accuracy. Admittedly, it was a very easy text, I think it was one I'd had to do when I was learning to type, over and over and bloody over again Well, I remember my accuracy wasn't 100%, but it wasn't as bad as I'd thought it was either from what I remember. I think however it was a little below the acceptable accuracy limit.... most employers REQUIRE 98% accuracy, I think I might have had around 97%

... bleh, and I was gonna take the test to have a look, but all I can get is "cannot find server"
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Posted on 03-20-04 03:10 PM, in Favourite theme song? Link
Mine changes a bit, but at the moment it's the ending theme from Fruits Basket. I have it as my ringtone too.
Tarale
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Posted on 03-20-04 03:14 PM, in Laptop causing rashes.... Link
There should be a cooling fan that ejects hot air out to either the side or the back of the laptop.

If the laptop is getting hot, maybe this is covered, or the fan is no longer working.
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Since: 03-18-04
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Posted on 03-24-04 09:46 AM, in So, my dad died last night. Link
I'm sorry to hear it. *hugs*

I lost my Dad too. Although he died of septaemia, after a bunch of other things (Addisons' Disease, Diabetes, Kidney FKitten Yiffer, amputations, eye problems, etc, etc, etc). He fought for... well, most of my life, in and out of the hospital.

It's tough when you lose a parent. I wish I could offer you some words to make you feel better, but the best I can do is let you know that the people here are here for you if you need them, and I'm sure your friends and family are there for you too.

*big hug*
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Since: 03-18-04
From: Adelaide, Australia

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Posted on 03-24-04 09:56 AM, in Inconsideration Link
Well, he's back to being a jerk again.

He keeps calling me a selfish bitch for wanting my things. The thing is, I need that stuff to get jobs and stuff.... and now I'm on the brink of losing my second job because I don't have that stuff.

He made me get cat food for the kittens because he was low on cash and they were hungry, so I did (because I don't want the cats to go hungry), but I don't have any transport, so I asked if he could pick it up.... so he yelled at me for being a lazy bitch and told me to catch the train and do it. I can't!! And after I explain all that, I finally hear that he can't come pick it up because he has no money to get petrol for the car to get down here.

So, I went in today and gave the cat food to him (because as much of a jerk as he is, the cat's shouldn't starve because he's an arsehole). Gave myself a back injury in the process, cause it was fucking heavy, and I had to take it all in a backpack on the train. Picked up my computer tower and some books in the process, seeing as how he's given me no other option on how to acquire my things..... but now I can barely move, my back's so sore, and I can't use my PC cause I don't have a monitor or compatible keyboard/mouse

He still refuses to bring me the rest of my stuff though. So that means I'm going to have to go in tomorrow on the train and carry my monitor and the rest of the books home. I hope my back feels better by then.

*sigh*
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