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RoboticParanoia Cheep-cheep Level: 23  Posts: 147/184 EXP: 60582 For next: 7141 Since: 03-23-04 From: Texas Since last post: 150 days Last activity: 150 days |
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| Sorry for the very vague title, I couldn't think of anythign else to put but one of the lyrics off of a Modest Mouse song (Going god knows where, my brain's the burger and my heart's the charcoal). So, I'm pretty much stuck in a very wierd phase in my life. I broke up for my girlfriend for another girlfriend (something I never wanted to do, ever). This new relationship lasted for a very small amount of time. Apparantly, this girl (who will be now known as M) never had a romatnic interest in me. This was on Tuesday. So, driving home as she lives a far way, I got home and she wanted to talk to me. Apparantly, she's in love with me, but she wants to take things slow. Okay, then. However, she's seeing this other guy, and making out with him and all that jazz. And she likes him, and wants to date him. Surprisingly, she wants to know what I think of this, and I told her I'd be upset if she does date him (which makes me feel bad). And I have a feeling she is going to, no matter what I say. Now, if this is any other girl, I'd blow her off, but I can't. I have no idea why, I can't. I'm in love with her, head over heels. And she doesn't care about it at all. She says she thinks she loves me, but I have no idea whether she does or not. Now, we usally have to talk over the phone, and this was the end of our recent converstation: M: "Would you be mad if I went out with '[name removed]?" Me: "No...I'd be upset though." M: "I have to go." Me: "Maybe we should stay and talk..." M: "I'm not going because of you, I have to go." Me: "Oh, okay. Bye." M: "Bye" *insert dial tone* I have no clue waht to do. I'm just sick of all this shit, I want to go find a new relationship, a new relationship, but everytime I talk to her...I just can't do it. II can't bring myself to do this. So what should I do? Wait this period out until I'm sure I know what she feels about me? Escape now? Go out and meet new people (where? The malls? The churches?)? Or should I just sit here on the internet? |
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HighSorceressDelial Buzzy Beetle DDR FREAK Slayer of Beasts Savior of Worlds Eater of Napkins Level: 31  Posts: 304/380 EXP: 181041 For next: 4322 Since: 03-15-04 From: Shimmering Waters Of Avden Since last post: 9 days Last activity: 2 days |
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| First of all, as harsh as this may sound, she doesn't love you and you don't love her. You may really really like and care about her, but it's not love. Second, think about what it means when she says she "loves" you, but wants to go out with another guy. It basically means she wants you on the back burner so if it doesn't work out with the guy she actually wants to date, she can come running back to you and expect you to be there for her. She's just using and playing games with you. Get out now and be done with it. As for meeting new people, don't go out looking for them. Because that never works. If you happen to meet people at school/a job/the mall/etc. great. But if not, just wait, don't try to seek people out too much. ~Delial (edited by HighSorceressDelial on 11-14-04 01:58 AM) |
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Dark Vampriel Lynel "Life is just a dream on the way to death." Level: 57  Posts: 534/1658 EXP: 1400355 For next: 85573 Since: 08-29-04 From: Somewhere..... Since last post: 2 hours Last activity: 4 min. |
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| Wtf? Ok something's really wrong here. She tells you that she's seeing this other guy and makes out with him and doesn't want to make out with you. Duh! She's not really in love with you then. *smacks you* Get it through your head that she doesn't necessarly mean the love that you're thinking of. Have you even considered that she's getting off the phone to be with that other guy? Basically, I agree with what Delial has stated. |
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RoboticParanoia Cheep-cheep Level: 23 Posts: 148/184 EXP: 60582 For next: 7141 Since: 03-23-04 From: Texas Since last post: 150 days Last activity: 150 days |
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| I know she doesn't love me...now, and yes, she is putting me on the backburner, because she like security. I, however, don't like this, so that's why I'm doing all I can. I had a talk with her ex best friend, and we decided on a few things - she's a afraid of that if she hurts people first, then they're not going to hurt her, but then she's going to burn her bridges. She deoesn't want to bew happy, she wants to be sad. And I can't take that, so yeah. My decision is not to actively talk to her. If she calls me, hey, I'll be glad to talk to her, but I'll have to go soon. I'm tired of bieng some doll she locks in the toy box and not gets out until needed. Until the meeting new people, I'm going to join a youth group at church, so hopefully that'll go well. |
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