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Daemon_nick

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Since: 05-29-04
From: The Realm of Eternal Darkness

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Posted on 09-01-04 12:57 PM Link | Quote
For those who know me LEAVE NOW AND NEVER READ THIS
For those who know me LEAVE NOW AND NEVER READ THIS
For those who know me LEAVE NOW AND NEVER READ THIS


Ever have one of those days; you know the ones when nothing seems to go right, you feel depressed, irritable, and generally feel like crap?

Well multiply that by like 2 years and you have how i feel. I suffer from depression, diagnosed, and on medication. It affected my work, so after talking to my superiors, and my doctor, I applied for long term disability. Due to some screw up at work, somehow the people (in payroll/personel) managed to temporarily lose my documentations and my application for 2 freeking months. My benefits provider through work (Great West Life ( GWL)) just recieved the file about 2 weeks ago. So now that they have it, they reviewed it, and guess what, my doctor didn't fill out a form(accident i guess).

So GWL said there wasn't enough information to approve my application, so I had to get my clinical notes sent to GWL. Signed release(whole lotta BS) and waited. Talked to GWL they haven't recieved. called doctors office,

"I'm sorry, but we have up to 30 days before we are required to send anything."

I have a few friends sharing a place with me right now, but this just started after i get the big screw around, so money is in short supply. SO after almost 3 months of no income, bills get backed up, rent now past due for this month, utilities are over due and scheduled for disconnect, and still nothing from GWL.

Ever wonder if life is worth living... I HAVE, and i DO wonder about it like every other day

I know I know it wouldn't solve anything
no (depression) is nothing that I can "JUST GET OVER" or "JUST LET GO"
so please don't tell me that

My family (with exception of sister) wants nothing to do with me, and my sister which is the only member of my family i talk to, lives over 2600 miles away.

My roomates know money is tight, but i don't think they understand just how tight it is sometimes.

I am only 20 years old, on leave from work and on anti-depressants
i could go back to work, but i would just feel the same

for those of you that read this responce or not thx for caring enough to read

srry for the long winded chat, just needed to rant
Ambigore

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Posted on 09-03-04 10:30 PM Link | Quote
It sucks being a young adult and being independent. My personal cash supply is literally depleted (hurry up tax return!)

Hope you pull through ok, bro. Just look at ways of taking concrete steps in your life, and tackle them one at a time. That's what I'm trying to do myself (with limited success, but better than none at all). Good luck.
Dark Vampriel

Lynel
"Life is just a dream on the way to death."
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Since: 08-29-04
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Posted on 09-04-04 12:30 PM Link | Quote
I can't believe how some families are that just kick you out of the family type deal. It's not right and well it sux that people screw around with forms and crap. Making the wait longer.
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