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ClockExplosion

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Posted on 07-15-05 10:57 AM Link | Quote
My debit account is at a negative 50 dollars.

I made a 470 Math on the SAT.

I feel liek I've been screwing up lately.

I burnt my hand. I have one hand to use everything.

I weigh 254 lbs. (my blood pressure is 110/70, though).

I have no will power what so ever.

I have no girlfriend, a few friends, most in other parts of the country.

I might be addicted to pornography, I dunno.

It's 1:01, mnd I have to get up at 8.

I feel bad about myself for somereason.

I don't know why I made this thread.

Ikuzou

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Posted on 07-16-05 07:07 AM Link | Quote
I agreed to some of your feelings, I have them too...
But the last one was bad.

If you feel lonely, PM yourself, like me.
If you feel stressed, PM yourself, like me.
If you feel you shouldn't make a thread but want to post, PM yourself, like me...

...I'm lonely. too.
Tarale
I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.

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Posted on 07-16-05 09:18 AM Link | Quote
Everybody feels bad about themselves at one point or another.

If it's been going on for a while, it might be depression or something, but other than that, everybody has their ups and downs.

Hang in there.
Uncle Elmo

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Posted on 07-16-05 02:23 PM Link | Quote
Let's see.....

I made a 470 Math on the SAT.
- I'm so thick I have no idea what that means. At all.

I feel liek I've been screwing up lately.
- Everyone screws up, perhaps that's your addiction to pr0n? That would make you screw more than usual (i'm joking!)

I burnt my hand. I have one hand to use everything.
- Run it under a cold tap, or if it's more serious, go to hospital, chat up one of the attractive nurses - problem solved. Either way it'll pass, and you'll be back juggling very soon.

I weigh 254 lbs. (my blood pressure is 110/70, though).
- Ditto. Actually I probbaly weigh more than you. It's just a number, NOT your personality, it means bugger all to me how much you weigh.

I have no will power what so ever.
- In that case send me all your money and videogame collection. No? Well in that case you DO have WIll Power! Everyone does. If you're refering to quitting smoking or something, then keep at it, if you're refering to peer pressure, well defying that takes time.

I have no girlfriend, a few friends, most in other parts of the country.
- Ditto, although most of my friends are in different countries

I might be addicted to pornography, I dunno.
- You're a bloke, I think we all get addicted to pr1n at some time or another.... I did when I was a teen, but I grew out of it.

It's 1:01, mnd I have to get up at 8.
- Sleep? What's that?

I feel bad about myself for somereason.
- It's called "Depression" my friend, one in 4 of us will suffer clinical depression at some time during our lifetime, however I'll go out on a limb and say you're NOT clinically depressed, just a but down because you think life sucks right now.

The Point I'm trying to make is that everyone's in the same boat - there are things about ALL our lives which get us down, the trick is to take them in our stride. It takes practice to do that, and some are better than others, but the most important thins is... you are not alone!
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Posted on 07-17-05 01:33 AM Link | Quote
I might not have any great advice like some other people but atleast I can say that you will always have friends here.

So if you ever have any problem post it here...well almost any problem
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Posted on 07-17-05 01:00 PM Link | Quote
Lanis, I know exactly how you feel. I have been going through a lot of sucky times myself. I am going to give you some advice, even though I'm not going to follow it for myself. Don't worry about things. They will get better, worse and better again. Your weight isn't a big problem to most things. If you are having problems with girls because of it, find a different girl. If she is too shallow to realize that you are a good person, because you have a little bit more around the edges... It's alright... You are too good for her. Your will power thing, I know telling you, that if you think about something you can accomplish it... I know that won't work. But, trust me, if you think about it, it will work. In my 7th grade, when I was 13 years old... I was 5'2". But, I was closing in on 250 pounds. In 8th grade, I was made fun of brutally, when my parent's moved from London to Peoria, Illinois, which is where I live now. But, over the summer, before high school started, I told myself, I don't want to live like this. I did something that I had interest in, and that would help me lose weight. For one, I started playing Dance Dance Revolution. The other thing I did was join the High School soccer team. Alot of the girls on the team made fun of me for it. I started waking up at 4 in the morning, going walking at first... At the end of my freshman year in high school, I was 5'3" and 200 pounds. I started running every morning at 5 that summer, and drinking nothing but water and an occasional diet soda or gatorade. By the start of my sophomore year, I was 5'3 and 124 pounds. I know that is by no means skinny, but, I am in much better health than I was. I could do more, I had more energy, I felt more awake, alert... alive even. I was finally getting people to be my friends. Then I realized taht the people who were my friends even when I was fat, they were my true friends. They accepted me for who I was, no matter what I looked like. So, they were the only people I hung out with during high school. They were and still are my best friends. I did all that, with a thyroid disorder. I'm not saying that you should go join soccer or anything like that. Find something that interests you, and that is productive. Jogging, planting a garden, getting a fish bowl. Anything that you can do, to be able to do something to be proud of. Make something. Draw, anything.
.............
About the math score on the SAT, don't worry about it. Alot of colleges look at the highest score, no the first score on it.Study your ass off with the math, take it again. The first time I took the SAT, my math was a 242. Terrible. I knew I completely bombed it. I went to the nearest university, grabbed a tutors name off the wall, and had them study with me every monday and wednesday night. I did that for almost 6 months. Then, I took it again. My second score was 785. And, just so you know, the national average for the math portion of the SAT is 500ish... So, you aren't too far off of the average.
...........................
About the screwing up part. We all screw up. You haven't seen a screw up until you have seen me. I mess up everything. My relationships by getting really closed into myself, and bitchy. My soccer because I decided to skateboard and ended up breaking my ankle. My schooling becasue I dropped my entire semesters' worth of classes, and ended up ruining everything I had worked for when I found out that all those zeros factored into my g.p.a. there. My friends, because I just start treating people like crap and ignoring people when I get down on myself... Instead of looking at 3 things in the last week that you have screwed up, focus on one thing good that you've done in the past month.
...........................
The porn addiction. Yes, I know what that is. I used to have to watch porn and masturbate at least 3 or 4 times a day. It was almost sickening. I have found many resources to help me get over my addiction... Here's a few links you may find helpful...
http://www.no-porn.com/
http://www.firesofdarkness.com/
http://www.obscenitycrimes.org/helpvictims.cfm
http://www.chosunjournal.com/selfabuse.html
if you need more than just reading...
http://www.bsafehome.com/?139808 will filter out any pornographic material on your computer...
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The sleep thing... Well, there is one thing that I tried. I told my parent's that no matter what I did, even if I was watching the TV... turn it off at 9pm. And the computer. Don't eat or drink anything after about 8 at night. Try that... Setting your alarm for really early helps get in the pattern of sleeping earlier at night. I know this doesn't sound like much coming from someone who is posting at 3 am... but, these steps work.
............

Just remember. Don't try to fix everything at once. Focus on one part of you that you think is messed up, and just focus on that. Take care of that first. You will feel better about yourself when you see that you have fixed it, and then be ready to tackle another, bigger obsticle. I wish you the best of luck, if you need some moral support, I'm on here, or I have yahoo, *SN = Happybunnie84 or DCFC_chick2005

Well, I hope I was of some assistance.


kt

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Posted on 07-17-05 10:59 PM Link | Quote
My debit account is at a negative 50 dollars.

-I just took out a 14 grand loan to pay for my university. Be glad you don't have that
-If you want to MAKE money, print off 100 resumes. Go to EVERY store in town, and drop them off. You will get 1 call back.

I made a 470 Math on the SAT.

-Do what HappyBunnie said, just study your ass off!

I feel like I've been screwing up lately.

-That's human. You'll get over that soon

I burnt my hand. I have one hand to use everything.

-I was out of work for 2 weeks and unable to exercise or do anything. All because of an accident at the steel mill. You just have to wait it out and ignore it best you can. I can actually write with my left hand really well now

I weigh 254 lbs. (my blood pressure is 110/70, though).

-How tall are you? I know talking about myself isn't too cool, but I will tell you one thing. I am 6 feet tall and weigh nearly 215 lbs. Most people think I weigh a good bit less than that. Either way, do what I did. When you're hungry, you eat a pear. When you want candy, have dates on hand. Instead of using croutons and stuff on salads use almond slices. Rather than meat, eat fish and tofu (you can get it in EVERY flavour)

I have no will power what so ever.

-That's a mind set. If it is REALLY bad, speak to a doctor.

I have no girlfriend, a few friends, most in other parts of the country.

-Welcome to the club. You'll find true friends, trust me.

I might be addicted to pornography, I dunno.

-If you think it is sleazy just stop. When you get horny, take a cold shower. Of course, if you want to lose weight...Well...I heard it from a random board contact that men who are sexually active (masturbate) have higher metabolisms and it is easier for them to gain muscle :o

It's 1:01, and I have to get up at 8.

-Well, I work til' 1 o'clock or 3 o'clock AM. I'm going to start altering my sleep pattern so that I sleep a little bit there. Wake up, get to Mass. Get to the gym. Come home, sleep. Go to work. Lots of ways to do it.

I feel bad about myself for some reason.

-Again, You'll get over this. Just think that you're great. You are!

I don't know why I made this thread.

-I've been here for more than 3 years. And I still don't know why
ClockExplosion

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Posted on 07-18-05 02:08 AM Link | Quote
Lanis

My oldest brother used to call me that...then I reaqlized it rhymed with anus.

Anyways, I feel better. Just had a dark day, I guess.

My dbit accouynt got back in the red, I'm not addicted to porn, and I have will power.

Thank you.
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