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The Oobermister

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Posted on 06-16-05 06:54 AM Link | Quote
Hmmm...well hello again. This kind of has to do with my school life problem, but maybe i should stretch it out a little more:

Well, i don't know why i'm dwelling on this...maybe i just want to share it with u guys, i'm not sure...but here it is....


So back in september, i walked into high school for the first time in my life. I'm a little immature for my age, so it was VERY overwhelming and scary...;;;...I was really nervous for about the first 3 weeks. So lets jump to about 2 and 1/2 weeks after the first day...our gym was being renovated so our classes were all over and my class wasnt sure where to go. I walked down the 400's hallway to the little theatre, where we were the other day and there was this girl (the one I talked about in my other post). I was like "Hey, are you in my gym class?" and without even looking at me she said "yea..." and i tried to ask her if she knew where to go but she pushed right past me...i never thought i'd be in so much confusion now.

So let's jump a few weeks after that, maybe a month or two. I got to know everyone in my gym class (fav. subject). Half of the kids i befriened...the other half...well, you'll see. There was this one time where we were playing vollyball and i was stuck next to this really preppy girl. I was so into the game!! She, on the otherhand, started dancing right in the middle of the the game ;. I only mentioned this becasue she'll be a key character later on...

Ok, let's jump to January, after midterms. I became very, very good at basketball, especially on the defense. Not even the tallest girl could get the ball past me. I really got into it....so whenever someone got the ball, i run up to them out of nowhere and jump in front of them and wave my arms and stuff....and on the occasion i made them scream...heh...now Chelsea, the one who i met in the 400's hallway, and Savannah, who i wanted to punch out for dancing in the middle of volleyball, were always on the other team. They were my favoire to block...they ALWAYS would scream and it would be so hilarious. Everyday we'd play bball, i'd always be on them....i kno it sounds weird, but i was just playing by the rules. I do admit...i was a little "aggressive" but its not like i was physically harming them.

So one day, my team and the other team were sitting on the bleachers. I asked this girl a question and it led on to me talking about how i liked to write scripts and film movies. I guess i was a little too "high" on attention (every girl was crowded around me that day) and it led on to me somehow saying i had...playboy underwear. They all laughed, so i thought at the time i was being "cute" so i spilled a lot of stuff...I actually believed that THEY were my friends (what the hell was i thinking? lol) until i saw...the comments...

So one night, my friend shows me this website where u can comment back and forth and stuff, and so i searched for my school and found it. The first person i found who i knew from school was noneother then Chelsea. I opened it up and started looking at her comments....when i found one from Tina, who was on my team in bball. The comment from Tina was like "ahh we're so mean but its def. worth it. She def. wants you and savannah, which is wrong" and of couse this other girl saw it and asked chelsea about it and they were like "omg i kno ari, she's such a freak!" and "its so funny, whenever sumone has the ball she pummels us" and "fucking lesbo she def. wants chelsea" and "omg she tried to get us in her porno movie and said she had playboy panties"

All of that was untrue. I'm not a lesbo, they judged me before they even tried to get to know me. I never said i was making a porno...(eww!) and they took the underwear the wrong way. I'm not lesbo...and i don't "want" on chelsea. I was completely crushed and heartbroken when i saw these, because i thought they were my friends back then.

Well, stupid me forgot those nasty comments. I somehow talked Chelsea, and her friends Laura and Lauren to be in my new "movie". We had the whole thing going on for like 3 weeks. Then, i ask when we can film, and Chelea says..."oh...i don't wanna do it anymore." and she flashed the most mallicious, evil smile to Lauren. I swear to god...she left me standing in a coma in the middle of the gym. Then maybe 2 weeks later, we're walking in from a fire drill and she and laura happened to be in my class that period. So they're walking together behind me and Laura is like "So ari, how's the movie going". I kno they were trying to get to me. Then they started saying like "oh, well $30 isnt enough" and stuff. To make things worse, a few days later, i''m standing outside the class to wait for the door to open, and they come in through the hallway door, with their arms around each other's neck and so on, and they stand next to me. Well, I guess Chelsea realized who she was standing next to, because she let out this big "AHEM" and stepped out of line so i could see it. Then Laura followed her.

Well, after all of this mean stuff they've done to me, i still want to be around them...i dont understand why, and i have a lot of great friends, but for some reason, i still want to be around her...it's driving me crazy.


Tails

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Posted on 06-16-05 10:21 AM Link | Quote
I've been 'friends' with people like them in middle school. They seemed nice, and I wanted to hang out with them, and yet I knew they were all jerks, making stuff up about me e.t.c. . I never avoided talking to them, though I wish I would of.. would of made my life easier Try to ignore them, they are not worth it.

EDIT: Post layout problem.


(edited by Tails on 06-16-05 01:22 AM)
(edited by Tails on 06-16-05 01:23 AM)
Valcion
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Posted on 06-16-05 11:28 AM Link | Quote
Typical highschool bullshit.

Ignore it or tell them to fuck off, don't take that shit.

Don't be so naive and trusting. Otherwise, highschool will very quickly become a living hell for you.
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Posted on 06-17-05 04:01 AM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Valcion
Typical highschool bullshit.

Ignore it or tell them to fuck off, don't take that shit.

Don't be so naive and trusting. Otherwise, highschool will very quickly become a living hell for you.


Yeah, seriously. If you just keep crawling back to them, they see it as free and easy entertainment. You should stop trying to become their friends, it's obviously not what they are going for.

EDIT:
Originally posted by The Oobermister
Anyway, there's this girl in a couple of my classes who i seem to have "strong feelings" for and I really want to become friends with them.

I read your other thread.. I'm a little confused about where you stand.
Originally posted by The Oobermister
I'm not a lesbo, they judged me before they even tried to get to know me. I never said i was making a porno...(eww!) and they took the underwear the wrong way. I'm not lesbo...and i don't "want" on chelsea.

?


(edited by Danielle on 06-17-05 12:35 AM)
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