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The Oobermister Goomba Level: 7 Posts: 2/22 EXP: 1232 For next: 216 Since: 06-12-05 From: Jersey Shore Since last post: 119 days Last activity: 11 days |
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| Wow...this is pretty nice. It's nice to have somewhere where you can talk about your troubles and stuff. Anyway, i'm totally messed up. I'll share all of my problems with anyone who's interested, but its a long ride. I. School Life School...see, i'm a little shy, so its hard for me to make friends. Anyway, there's this girl in a couple of my classes who i seem to have "strong feelings" for and I really want to become friends with them. There's just one problem...shes such a fake. Ever since the beginning of the year its been empty promises after empty promises after empty promises. Every time i believe her for some reason and everytime she pretends to be nice to me, i fall for it, even tho i should've learned a long time ago. I think i have a crush on her, even tho i'm a girl too...im not really sure about my sexual preference but i think i'm just..curious...i don't want to scare her away, but at the same time i wanna be closer to her. I have absolutely no clue how to fix myself in this area. II. Home Life I hate that word...home...my parents are divorced and i live with my grandparents. I love them...but it just gets old and boring. I have these neighbors who i love to death...i'm practically part of their family but i'm not. They have this step daughter who lives a few towns over who i'm kind of jealous of. I don't want to tell them how i feel about her because i don't want to ruin anything between me and the neighbors. I stay over there a lot until 2-3 in the morning sometimes and everytime i have to go home, i feel crushed. I don't see why i just can't sleep over. Not all of the time of course, but more often. Whenever the daughter is over, and i'm over, i feel like all the attention is centered on her. She takes everything for granted, whereas i appreciate all of the stuff her dad and stepmom does for me, yet they act like its nothing. So lately, i've been kind of upset that i do all of the hard work (babysit their little boy, help them out when they have to fix things, etc) and i feel no love in return but alls the daughter has to do is call and be like "daddy..." and she gets whatever she wants. A lot of it has to do with my own dad i think. I see her dad more then mine and i hate mine. I hate his wife, i hate the way he lives....he even has the nerve to tell me that there's no God (i'm catholic so if there's anyone who has different beliefs thenjust ignore that, it's just my belief) and he so "educational", i mean, i want a good education, but he's just pushing it. The daughter's dad on the other hand is so much better in my opinion. I'm closer to him then she is i think. We watch baseball games together, sometimes i help him with small things around the house...and all the time i just wish that he WAS my real dad...but he's not... |
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Tanookirby Bullet Bill Level: 30 Posts: 142/509 EXP: 152637 For next: 13232 Since: 05-09-05 Since last post: 2 days Last activity: 2 hours |
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| That is a touching story, Oobermister. Maybe I can help a little. School Life I am not an expert on relationships, but I have the feeling that this girl is not the right one for you. Find someone who is kind to you. Say things like "How are you?" and "What have you been up to?" If those questions don't work, ask her what she plans to do. Don't be scared. I hope this helps. |
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The Oobermister Goomba Level: 7 Posts: 3/22 EXP: 1232 For next: 216 Since: 06-12-05 From: Jersey Shore Since last post: 119 days Last activity: 11 days |
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aww thanks. I'll try that out.  |
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Reid Hardhat Beetle Level 50 Bitches. Level: 37  Posts: 474/558 EXP: 322182 For next: 16071 Since: 03-15-04 Since last post: 6 days Last activity: 2 hours |
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| Oober you sound like you really want to be cared for by what you can do and you are are. That is what it should be like. But sadly the world isn't that way, you found out the hard way. People will tend to their kin more than others, this is natural. But more often than not they overdo the praising OR under do it. I would cheerish the time you spend with these people as you never know when it could end. Make the most of your life as it is now. | |||
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Tanookirby Bullet Bill Level: 30 Posts: 149/509 EXP: 152637 For next: 13232 Since: 05-09-05 Since last post: 2 days Last activity: 2 hours |
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Originally posted by The Oobermister Your welcome. I try to help whenever I can. |
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