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Gavin Fuzzy Rhinoceruses don't play games. They fucking charge your ass. Level: 43  Posts: 594/799 EXP: 551711 For next: 13335 Since: 03-15-04 From: IL, USA Since last post: 13 hours Last activity: 13 hours |
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| if there is one thing i have always been guilty of it's placing immense weight on "what might have been"'s. The tragic occurance of putting all hopes and dreams on the clipped wings of tommorow. Am i a dreamer, will any thought be plucked from my mind and deemed worthy of being birthed into the physical world? doubtfull. i'm afraid that my new-found optimism is a false bloating balloon, a swelling wave that, from a distance, seems promising.. only to find it crashes and folds before my feet, prematurely receeding and, if an entity to determine such things exists, destined so. my beer is almost empty. my cigarette is smoldering. i'm surounded by these books that i read and keep, as if false reasurances to the progress of my life. melodramatic and keeping with brevity. smeared with glib posted notes and upbeat promotional posters. my life is a lie, and my writing sucks. will i ever find what i'm looking for? will i ever make a life and name for myself? my whole life i've been accused of "not living up to my potential", will i ever wake up and get the fuck out of this stupor? i need direction, i need a role model. i need a job. help? |
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Daemon_nick Red Goomba Level: 11  Posts: 37/40 EXP: 5782 For next: 203 Since: 05-29-04 From: The Realm of Eternal Darkness Since last post: 36 days Last activity: 36 days |
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| For starters, put out smoke, put down beer, get good nights sleep. A clear head always helps to think with. As for your life being "a lie", you are here now, no matter what ANYONE else says. Direction in life? been trying to find mine for over 7 years, remember you have your whole life to find a direction, a name for yourself? talk to your friends that know you well, melodrama is nothing to be ashamed of, it keeps life interesting, and books are a good way to relax, and nothing can make the progress in your life seem less significant. You are here, alive, and human. We all make mistakes, we all need time to find out "who we are" to "wake up". Remember, be yourself, and try new things, sometimes making mistakes is the only way you learn what you don't want to do, so you know what you DO want to do. RELAX, put down beer, put out smoke, SLEEP, and think about your life with a clear head. "What might have been's" seem so big only because we know what happened after the fact. Hindsight is 20/20 we see mistakes we made as big events in life, only because we can't change what happened, but that makes us who we are. nothing is wrong with being a dreamer, just don't lose touch with reality |
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