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MHL Red Goomba Level: 11  Posts: 29/38 EXP: 5360 For next: 625 Since: 05-27-04 From: Illinois Since last post: 62 days Last activity: 18 days |
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| Well damn, I haven't experienced a pain worse than this. At least, I can't think of a time when I have. You see, I have recently found out that I suffer from something called "Manic Depressive Disorder". It's a moderate form of depression that can be hereditarily acquired. I've often found myself depressed for no reason over the past few years but this year it has taken its largest toll. But anyway, I just found out that my first love, my ex-girlfriend with whom I've dated for eight months, went out and got drunk and had sex with two guys in a night. It's just so painful because she used to be so "goody-goody". I guess that isn't the right term to use, but when we first met about one year ago, that is why I liked her so much. She told me how she wanted to find a "good guy" to date and how much she was into church and all. She didn't drink, smoke, or do any of that type of things. Much as I was. But people change and this time it was for the worst. We were so in love it was almost ridiculous. Then, on December 30th, 2004, she dumped me. It was so sudden, but she decided that she didn't want to be in a relationship. In other words, she wanted to play "Let's see who can get the hottest guy with the fastest car". I mean, she's a junior in high school and I am a freshman in college, but we met when I was in high school and started dating ten days before my graduation from high school. It just hurts now that that time of year is coming back around, when we first started talking, and liking eachother. I do like someone else but she is 43 years old. Yes, I am 19. It's quite ridiculous because she has a daughter my age but there's something about her that I really like. She's just so damn cute and nice. Well there's so much more I want to type but its pointless, I just need someone to talk to in person I guess but there is no one that I know of that is willing to just listen to me and talk to me. | |||
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Tarale I'm not under the alfluence of incohol like some thinkle peop I am. It's just the drunker I sit here the longer I get.  Level: 73  Posts: 1631/2720 EXP: 3458036 For next: 27832 Since: 03-18-04 From: Adelaide, Australia Since last post: 4 hours Last activity: 2 hours |
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| I'm sorry to hear that you have bipolar disorder (aka, manic depressive disorder). I myself suffer from unipolar disorder (aka, depression) so I have a little bit of an idea what you're talking about. There are a few people here that I'm sure will be more than happy to talk to you if you need to about it. I'm sorry to hear about your ex girlfriend. It sounds to me like something's really upsetting her too at the moment, for her to act the way she has. From what you've said, her behaviour was quite uncharacteristic of her. People can do really stupid things when they are hurting, so I hope that she is okay. I hope that you're okay as well. I'm sure her behaviour has hurt you too, and you are best to talk about this with her directly and let her know how it made you feel. I'm not really sure what else to say at the moment, but if you need to talk more, feel free to do so. |
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Ran-chan Moldorm eek, when are they going to stop growing... Level: 143  Posts: 8688/12781 EXP: 35293588 For next: 538220 Since: 03-15-04 From: Nerima District, Tokyo - Japan Since last post: 12 hours Last activity: 12 hours |
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| This is indeed painful to read, especially about your ex girlfriend. I knew immediately when I read what she did that she | |||
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MHL Red Goomba Level: 11 Posts: 30/38 EXP: 5360 For next: 625 Since: 05-27-04 From: Illinois Since last post: 62 days Last activity: 18 days |
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| Well, I don't even want to talk to her. She's already found someone else, and has forgotten about me. Plus, a few weeks ago, she called me and told me that someone told her I was gay, and she believed it. I hung up on her. Unfortunately I am her boss now so I have to work with her every day. It makes me sick to my stomach just thinking about her and seeing her. I can't stand her and I have strong feelings of hatred towards her. Personally, I just want to never see or hear from her ever again. |
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Dark Vampriel Lynel "Life is just a dream on the way to death." Level: 57  Posts: 1139/1658 EXP: 1400355 For next: 85573 Since: 08-29-04 From: Somewhere..... Since last post: 2 hours Last activity: 4 min. |
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| Wow that seems harsh about you and your gf. Especially what she did to you and eight months is how long me and my ex-bf (LDR) were going out until he said he didn't love me like he used to but only as a friend. So yeah we have something in common about losing our first love. It's been two months since we broke up and now I'm already going out with someone else that I've met since two weeks ago. Knew him from high school though even though we haven't talked much during it though. I wouldn't forget my ex though. But anyways working with her just seems harsh except that you're her boss. You got higher power over her so it shouldn't be that much of a problem. I do understand why you wouldn't want to ever see or speak to her again though. So yeah liking this older woman isn't totally a bad thing, maybe wrong for other people to think about, but not a bad thing though. Seeing as people like who ever they want to like from personality to what ever draws you to that person. Really talking about this kind of stuff to other people does help get it off your chest so to speak. That's what I've done with my break up with my ex was talk to my online friends and to my offline friends as well. Seeing as my parents wouldn't have understood how I could feel that way to someone I have never met before. |
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